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Male Switch, 26, Melbourne
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About Fistandantilus
I really dig control.
Having it is about the biggest, basest pleasure I know, and I guess I cannot comprehend how others cannot also appreciate it like I do. Sure, not everybody is into Hobbes, but "maybe they just don't get it", goes my brain.
I have always controlled other people, from the time I was a boy, manipulating my parents against my younger brother, or against one another or themselves. I may not have always liked the results of my work, but I really dig the process, and so I've always done it. I used to think of this as natural law...as war...for I found no vocabulary for my practice amongst the civilized set (well, I did, but I was never one for studying the oratory of dead politicians). I did it because that is what I did, and until very recently I would simply look someone in the eye, when they asked why, and say, "because I'm a little bit evil." Nothing scary in my voice. Nothing to run away from.
I like the feel of corrupting people. I like hearing how people suffer in their day to day lives, and twisting their minds against themselves so that their suffering is more exquisite still. I do it because it amuses me, and ultimately I connect with it on an essential - animal - level that makes me think of myself as some devil incarnate, an aesthetic I do not shy from. I encourage neuroses in myself and others, roll with the Tao, and I am on my way to committing all the sins that end one up undead. I love the tunnel vision of playtime, and view it as a meditation on the corrupting darkness of my desires.
Let's have tea.
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FYI, the bed is just a really cool art installation; it isn't my bed.
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A good little daddy's girl is also an acceptable addition to the household.? If you want this kind of relationship, you will not be expected to show as much professionalism as a maid might, but you will still be disciplined as necessary to make you behave properly.? This is also probably a better model if you want to be running around on your own outside the house - but there IS a curfew, and I will make you do your homework, like it or not. ?
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