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	hello...... First thing You need to know is that i have a Master . i live in CT and serve Him every day. i have devoted my life to serving His pleasure. Master permits me to have this profile here because He gets great pleasure out of my being used by others. He must be contacted if You want to play with me. i am a single submissive female. mature loving and experienced. no children living at home, know my limits and need them respected. Mutual respect, trust, honesty are as important to me as communication is to any successful relationship. (just my humble opinion) Some examples of HARD LIMIT'S include: animals, under 21, scat, spiting, suspension, hoods, body bags, hogtie, over-night bondage, closets, abondonment scenes, cutting, infantalism.... AND anything else that my Master forbids me. With 6 years R/T experience i have grown to enjoy many pain/pleasures. breast bondage, Nipple torture, needle play, suction, crop, cane ,whips, hot wax, spankings OTK, role play. i also enjoy to switch role play as a TOP on occasion. No cyber, you must be submiissive and bi-sexual. you will be refered to my Master once you contact me. Let's have some fun.... Please be mature, experienced and in control of Your own life before You email me. over 35, disease and drug free. safe sex is always practiced, NO BS will be tolerated. i am a BBW 280lbs. 5ft4 47 blond hair and blue eyes w\glasses into cock worship - anal play -swing parties - Seeking female sexual companionship, frienship, R\T . local for dinners, movies, shopping, close times, lovers.....BBW's are welcome......MIDDLETOWN CT

10/9/2006 1:01:07 PM

Master and i are meeting tonight at 5 for a session. We have been meeting twice a day since i moved here to CT in June. Recently events have occured that have indicated there needs to be a change in our play.

Master is sadistic and has stepped over a limit. It is my choice to stay with Master because i need Him and he knows i do. Very delicate situation.

Learning where the lines are, just how far they can be pushed. i feel fortunate Master is willing to continue to play with me. Clearly i need Him more then He needs me. A Master with His talents and One that knows me as He does

7/7/2006 1:39:49 PM

Now the move has taken place, serving Master is a full time decision. Master has been training this slave to be His fuck pig.
Master arrives every morning to piss on His pig before going to work. In the eveings Master uses His pig however He desires. Sometimes Master bring His other submissive to play too.

5/7/2006 8:37:20 AM

Master has helped me be able to accomplish things that i have not been able to do for a long time.   i have lacked the balance and focus that has been necessary to allow myself to seporate from co-dependent relationships.

          Serving Master has given my life purpose. Now i can let go and my family can grow. i am still close enough to be available when needed. But far enough to live the life that i have needed .....to be free to live and really feel alive.

         i wanted to move but something always got in the way........year after year. i didn't know how far to go.   i didn't know what direction to move to.   Nothing ever seemed to work out right.   So i just gave up, and was unhappy.

           Master came into my life in Nov. 2005. The thoughts of moving returned.       The time of the year has rolled around again. i asked Master if it would please Him for me to move closer to Him.

        "Yes, it would please Me." was His reply.

2/15/2006 7:32:11 PM

All things that live and grow must be nourished. Some of us are cacti others are orchids...and we must find the gardener who understands the right conditions for us to bloom, and who is willing to give the time and energy to help us to do so.

11/22/2005 9:01:14 PM

The problem is that the world needs people to behave in a certain way. It needs people to not make waves. It needs you to fit into a bigger plan that really does not evan start to consider me as an individual. With unique feelings , needs and emotions to express and be cared for on a personal level. So i must see to it that my personal needs are taken care of in my own personal, individual way.

It has taken me so long to find someone who could see that part of me and fit into that part with their own personal needs. i had come to a point where even that journey had begin to elude me. Still i did continued the jouney day after day hour after....

6/19/2005 10:56:41 AM

In my "vanilla" life i am independent, intelligent and sometimes even a BRAT.

i need a Master to release me from me.

my submission longs to be released can You help me please?

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husbandtrainer

Age: 38

St Petersburg, Florida