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findingmypurpose

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	malesubpir



	Just lost my job :-( Looking now for alternative employment ... sadly needs to be a good salary etc. But any seniors sales, marketing, business development roles or technology/innovation development roles (or even a high paid personal assistant or slut)... working as either a guy or girl consider ....... So what to write here ... Well having seen lots of profile on here there is so much variation - i guess start at the beginning ..... i am a very submissive (for the right guy) TV/CD, and mostly dress as secretary/smart skirt and top when i go out. Reasonably passable and go out a lot in public to bars, shopping, etc. i have tried lots of bdsm stuff and want to explore this and my slutty slave side as well now. * What i have discovered about Collar Me and also myself in the last few weeks .... i have also discovered that i don't want to move abroad to serve somebody e.g. in the US. Not yet anyway. It is not practical to do so and not something i am considering at the moment or the near future, but happy to chat with anyone from any country to get to know them. So if you do not live in the UK, whilst i am very happy to chat with you then please don't be offended when i say nothing will happen in the short term. If you visit the UK regularly and are able to rent a flat for me to use then things might be different but i doubt that will happen sadly. i also am not looking for somebody who wants to move to the UK and move in with me - if you move to the UK great, but you do it for yourself and maybe once you are here if we get on - who knows. i don't want to be a full time slave (yet). Maybe never, i am still as my profile says finding out what i am, what i want, what i need etc. That might one day be a full time slave but equally it might just be a nice boyfriend who enjoys BDSM as a fun part of the relationship. i am not looking for one night stands, i want to have meaning encounters with people. That doesn't mean it has to be a permanent relationship, just not a meet in a layby for 30 mins. Been there done that, got cum all over the t shirt :-) Oh and finally, call me picky, but if you don't have a real picture of you** somewhere on your profile, or don't send one with your first message then please don't bother to contact me. It is lovely to see pictures of what you are interested in on your profile (as i have some too) but you have loads of space to put pictures of the real you on there (as i have too), so if you are not confident enough to put a picture of you on there or send one to me, then you certainly are not a person worthy of my submission. The gift of submission is very special and for the right person i will be a very, very, fun and kinky girl - but this needs the right partner. Rant over, sorry (i can be a bit feisty at times and need taming). There are just so many fakes, idiots, time wasters and people who don't keep it real. Some other stuff about me: i experimented a little with last boyfriend and he started to help me push my boundaries which was both enjoyable and challenging. So i need to find somebody i can trust and who wants to help me experiment and find my purpose. Want to try so many things and experiment. Also want to do everyday girly stuff that i have not done yet like sit on a beach in my swim suit etc. , and one ultimate fantasy is to travel on a plane as jane! i have thought about trying to be Domme, but every time i tried i always wanted to be the one in the sub position and things didn't work out. So i do know my place is as a submissive.

Another bit of an update ...

Met some nice people from here already and had some great fun. I am finding and understanding more about my purpose though which is great.

I do know i love being on my knees sucking cock. I went to a sex club near Kings Cross with a guy, who led me to one of the play rooms full of guys and got me to kneel on the floor. Before i knew it there was at least 7 guys (i lost count after that) surrounding me with their cocks out. WOW

Its a lot harder than it looks in the porn movies but i did my best!

Swallowing cum ... yes this is definitely my purpose. Please let me swallow as much cum as possible.

I do love a nice thick cock. Long thing cocks are better for sucking, but for being fucked, a 7" (or 8" even better) long. nice thick cock is just soooooo amazing. 6" to 7" in girth is nice. a 7" long buy 7" girth is perect mmmmmmmmmmmmm.

In the same club i was on all fours on a play bench so a guy could fuck me, then another got his cock out in front of me so i could suck it. Now thats a wonderful experience with a guy in each end, and even better when the guy behind finishes and another takes his place and the same at front. If the guys get the rhythm right its amazing.

Spanking. I have found lots of guys like to spank me. I do like the warm glowing after effects, but i do squeal sometimes. However if it makes them happy it is not for me to say no. A good paddle session also can be fun.

Crops and Canes .... i do like the stripey after effects but i feel these are best kept as a punishment tool.

Bondage and restraints. I do love bondage. Cuffs, collars, rope etc. love it now. Would like to experiment with some outdoor bondage in the summer.

I do also love anal toys. Love balls, plugs etc and want to experiment more.

If i had a sub/slave i would probably treat them like this.

I would be fair and lay down simple easy to follow instructions and rules. However rules would be rules and if they were broken there would be punishment. The punishments would also be fair and scale with the severity of the breach (e.g. from restriction of privileges to a severe cane session to other things appropriate).

I would control their dress, diet and exercise regimes.

They would always be dressed in an appropriate outfit (although maybe sometimes naked).

Their collar would be locked on as would ankle and wrist cuffs. If they were permitted to interact with the regular world they would have permanent metal collar and wrist cuffs designed to look like jewellery fitted.

They would always be in chastity - there is no need for them to be able to gratify themselves sexually ever again. My pleasure or that of others using them would be their gift of pleasure.

When not in use, their ass would be fitted with an ass stretching semi permanent MEO type 24/7 plug or an Ass Lock.

They would need to have their list of commandments that they would be required to recite at least three times a day and would need to be able to recall any of them on demand at any time from memory.

The rest of their mind would be immaterial to their use. They would be slowly brainwashed to become the brainless sub slut they are and desire to be. There mind should have no thoughts in it except how better to please me and others that are using them, or how to carry out their tasks efficiently.

If they were a TV sub slave then they would immediately go onto hormones and potentially have implants if their natural tits did not grow big enough.

Erotica Show coming up on Friday 25th October!

Had a great time at Erotica.

Lots of fun in the TV bar and shows were good.

Not enough toys on sale though and sadly i went on my own so no on to buy them for me either :-(

But met a nice guy in a bar afterwards!