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| I will expand my profile with time, to give more information about me. I do not have a profile picture. I live in a small country, where bdsm is not welcomed, I have to be careful. I share personal information only with people I know and fully trust.
Greetings to everyone. I am hoping to become a trained slave. I am inexperienced and new to the lifestyle, but eager to join in. I've been holding back for quite a while and fighting back my nature, but at the end realized that it's stronger then me, I am a slave by nature. I grew up in a very strict home with a strong father figure, so in a way I have been submissive my whole life, it just comes naturally to me. My childhood probably deserves a whole story. There were a lot distinct crucial points in my life that have put me on this path, i suppose becoming a slave is only reasonable, my whole life led me to this moment. I will probably describe it in my journal, when I get access to more time if local masters will find this information useful.
I am healthy and in good physical shape, I work out allot, basically I am what people call "a jock". I am preparing my body for my future master and am maintaining good physical shape at all times. I am going to the gym, participating in sport activities and doing exercises that will help me in my future servitude. I am in need of self confident, strict and sane master, that could thoughtfully guide me through my slave journey.
Here comes a bit weird part. I am straight and have never been sexually involved with a man, but am seeking a male homosexual master. Even though I am not attracted to males from my point of view slavery is all about self sacrifice and serving the other, undergoing changes and searching new goals and a real slave should not have a sexuality, but rather adopt to the one of its owner. Besides serving a male master would be a huge shame for me and shame is an important part of slaves life. Besides persistence, time and effort can change everything. With time I will learn to accept my position and open to my master. I hope to spread not only my legs, but also my mind in front my master.
I am willing to learn and overcome obstacles. I have never touched another mans cock, but I dream that one day, with help of my master, I will learn how to perform deepthroat fellatio. I realize it is hard to master and I will be gagging allot at first, but hopefully masters steady hand and firm cock will teach me how to do it perfectly. I hope to achieve the level, when master will be able to cum straight down my throat, while I'll be licking his balls with my tongue. My face will become masters favorite fucktoy, my throat will adopt to the shape of his penis and his cum will become a regular part of my daily meal. I will lick my masters asshole and berry my face and tongue deep inside it I shall give my master full body tongue massage.
I wish to become a slave, have everything that disgusts me turn into source of pleasure. In order to become a true slave I have to be separated from my pride. I shall present my anus to my master whenever he pleases, I shall become his bitch. i shall learn to accept it. I know it will be hard, I hope my masters cock will guide me.
Another thing that I am very interested in is chastity and orgasm denial, a slaves body belongs to master and orgasm is a privilege, that needs to be earned and it's up to master weather he will allow his slave a relief ever. Slaves cock is just a decoration for masters pleasure, if master will require, I am willing to accept lifetime chastity. I must confess, I am addicted to masturbation and even when I had girlfriends and had regular sex, I still was masturbating quite allot. I love having orgasms and have tried chastity out of experiment and it was pure agony without a strict guidance I couldn't last even a week on my own. So yes, mentioning chastity is a bald move for me, but I also understand that it is necessary, slaves body belongs to master, not to the slave.
I truly want and need to become a slave - a loyal being that is an open book to its master.
In my ordinary life I am a well educated, intelligent person, I speak several languages and have wide range of skills. People often look up to me and I am well respected. But on the inside I am a lost submissive, frustrated without a strict master. I am looking for an intelligent, smart and sophisticated master, that will bring me down to all fours, show me my place, mold me into a perfect slave, deprive me of my pride, make me into his loyal bitch. By a snap of masters fingers slave drops on all fours and has its face berried deep in masters asshole or gag on his cock.
Feel free to contact me, I am quite shy and rarely make contact first. I welcome any constructive advice and guidance.
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