FemmeX

These journal entries are more for me in my quest of self discovery. However if anyone has any thoughts please share. My thought for the day is poly. If I am non monogamous and these relationship's are defined by me then if i submit to someone is this now considered forced poly? I have realized I don't want a Master/Mistress that submits to someone else. I don't want to be an alpha couple serving a Master/Mistress. Submission creates such a deep bond and I want to know that this bond is between me and my Master/Mistress. This is not to say that there cannot be other loving friendships. 

Someone suggested that I read a book entitled "The Ethical Slut". I purchased this on Amazon last night and I am very excited about reading this book. To the one who has been digging around in my head finding all my hidden corners and making me think....thank you! To my pen pal, thank you for allowing me to share who I am in an open and non judgmental way. I never knew how much I craved intellectual discourse until recently. More to come on this later.