Where are those that are truly devoted to serving a very strict Dominant? I am sure that there are some real people out in all of the fakes on this site. I just need ONE real person. I'm not greedy. *smiles*

Do I need a submissive to survive? Of course not. Do I need one to make my life easier in so many ways and to pleasure me in every way imaginable? Yes, that would be nice.

Do I need a submissive so I can control them, make them beg for so many things, and teach them how to be humiliated in so many ways? Oh, yes! Most definitely, yes!

I want my own sub to teach and train. A sub to hurt and heal all at the same time. I want a submissive soul that will depend on me for everything and truly believe that if not for me then the sun will not shine on them today.

Is that craziness talking? Of course not. It's just a particular kind of submissiveness that I want. I get that it's not for everyone and there are those out there who just want to be weekend warriors. Absolutely wonderful for those that can and will do that. I just want more for me and my household.

I want someone who will commit to a real long term 'relationship'. A sub who wants to be with the same Dominant forever. To learn my wants, needs, and then anticipate them every day for the rest of my life to make my life easier and more pleasurable and in turn making his or her life more pleasurable.

It's being content with a submissive that I want and knowing he or she craves that with me means that much more to me. 

I want someone to be devoted to me and in turn I will help them be the best submissive they can be. I will hurt and humiliate them in ways they have only dreamed about in the past. I will use them every day in different ways they can't even imagine. 

Where are you?

 

I suppose  I have a few pet peeves for these online sites that you may want to know about before emailing me.

1. Do NOT email me a list of your(the sub's) wants or needs. I am ONLY interested in those that can be broken down and trained as my submissive. That is what I am seeking. It's wonderful if you can find someone who fits you perfectly but for me I'm only interested in what I can make of you, not what you are seeking for yourself.

2. If you are truly interested in knowing more about me, then I assume you are interested in what I have written. That means if you email me and I see that you have not even clicked on my profile to read it, I will NOT answer your email. I will more than likely delete the email AND block you. I have no patience for players and those trying to fulfill a wet dream.

How can anyone tell me that they "just browsed through" my profile or "it was just too long to read all of it, but I know I'm interested in being yours"? Let me explain the issues I have with that. This is a decision that will affect the REST OF YOUR LIFE. I don't want you to read my profile, I expect you to DEVOUR it. I want you to practically memorize it by reading it over and over and making sure you understand every little sentence I have written.

I did not write this for my benefit, but for those who might want what I am willing to give. If you aren't serious enough to read the whole thing, then you are not serious enough to email me.

That will do for now, but I am always updating and adding to my profile and journals.

I feel like I need to do a tutorial on how to write a first message to someone online. Let me go ahead and help some of you out on here.

If you feel the need to tell me what you want me to do to or with you, just save your time and pass me by. If you can't talk to me without grovelling in every sentence, dear lord, don't email me. I understand that you feel like that's what you must do to survive or to feel like you are truly living the lifestyle, but for me, it's just annoying. I really need to know that you are somewhat intelligent so some sentence structure, punctuation, and correct spelling would be absolutely refreshing.

Also, if you are out of the country, take into consideration all of the red tape that you are going to have to go through to move here permanently. I really prefer someone who not only lives in the USA but also close enough to visit, if it gets to that. So southeast Ga and near Jacksonville, Fl would be ideal. If you are further away than that be prepared to travel and stay in a hotel if we are ever to meet in person...and not five years in the future either. I really want to be able to meet potential submissives within 6 months to a year after first talking with each other on here.

So, pretend you just ran into me in public and want to start up a conversation. Be polite, friendly, and send me a message that in some way sets you apart from others. It doesn't have to be two pages long...just something that shows a little of your personality. And try not to send me the cut and paste letters I see all over the place on this site...be original.
 
If you can't live in the world on your own without locking yourself in your basement and dreaming about being a submissive, then you are not for me.

Paul Ferrini

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. A. R.

Embrace the pain.

It is a peculiar sensation, this double-consciousness, this sense of always looking at one's self through the eyes of others, of measuring one's soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity.                            W. E. B. Du Bois

Where is that ONE female that I'm looking for on here?

I know she's out there and she knows what she is looking for in an Owner.

She is looking for a strong, strict, dominant Owner. One that can control her and guide her to be what she should be.

There is a girl out there that wants to serve a lady in any and every way possible.  NOT because she is weak in any way, but because next to her Owner she feels nothing but submissive. She feels the need to kneel and is overpowered and in awe of her Mistress. She wants nothing more but to realize that being humbled is what she should always feel around the one that knows what's best for her. She wants to learn to be her handmaiden and personal assistant. She wants nothing more than to bring a smile to her Owner's face, whether by pleasing her with obedience or by being her youthful, quirky self.

I am wanting a girl I can break and mold into exactly what I need. To be my personal groomer and handmaiden at home. To learn to anticipate my wants and my moods. To wake up thinking about me and what I may need for that day, according to my schedule.

A girl who will  start my day before I even get out of bed. Who will lay my clothes out and make sure they are crisp and clean. To draw my bath and be ready to bathe me and help me relax and get ready for the day ahead. Someone who can soothe my skin and calm me with their hands, while rubbing lotion on me each morning.

She will take classes with me to learn different dance styles and will take a class to learn a musical instrument. I am partial to the girl learning the violin or piano. The thought of having her dance for me in the evenings or play for me brings a smile to my face already.

She will more than likely be enamored of me in time and I will grow extremely fond of her also. I will want to fondle her as I please and watch her in whatever uniform I put her in as she completes her duties for the day. I will humiliate her at times to watch her hesitate and her eyes tear up on occasion. I will also discipline and punish her at my whim for mistakes made or just because I would like to watch her body flinch and move to the sound and feel of my crop or hand. I would also like to caress her body softly and slowly because I think the female body is a very beautiful thing in all it's shapes, sizes, and color.

I have no specifics of what I want, but know that I may change your looks to how I want. I do seem to be drawn more to the dark haired, curvier girls. And by curvier, I just mean you have some meat on you, so as not to break. If you have more meat than I may like, I will just have you exercise with me more frequently and eat a specific diet for that. I may change your hair color, have you wear contacts, add or take away some meat, or anything else that makes me happier.

Where is that girl that wants these things as much as I do? Who wants to really open up to another and plan on living and being owned by that person forever? Knowing she could never leave her Owner for any reason or she would just be unfulfilled the rest of her life.

If you feel you are the girl I'm talking about above, then email me and let's find out.

I want to make something very clear to those who look at my profile and who are thinking of emailing me for any reason.

I will NOT talk to anyone about certain particulars of my household or myself WITHOUT verification. I am not asking anyone to do anything that I won't do myself. I believe this is extremely important and am tired of those that are 'posing' as someone else on here. Another thing is I have had several 'slaves' on here start a new profile as soon as I decline them as possibilities for my household. Then they email me and want to try to become 'mine' by pretending they are different than they originally portrayed themselves. I am tired of this mentality. Be who you are and stop trying so hard to be someone else.

If you are not seeking what I'm seeking you will NOT be happy or content in my household.
 
I will accept someone sending pics with him/her holding a piece of paper with 'femaleowner' written on it. I will then send pics back with his/her profile name in them. This MUST be done before discussing intimate details of any kind.

I appreciate those that say they don't have to prove anything to anyone. No, you don't and neither do we have to ever chat for any reason. That simple.

If you can't do any of this, do NOT email me for ANY reason. It would just be a waste of both of our time.