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A little blurb about myself before I go into the dynamics of my relationship:

As you read down you will note that I am called a "pet" and I then describe what being a "pet" means to me. I will elaborate, here, on one part of that. The being a protector part.

I do not do martial arts just for the fun of it, it is a deep part of my life. I don't do any one style, though all of my styles are of the Japanese variety. I'm training to be able to open and run my own dojo. I have yet to have used my training in a real-life situation, but I would not hesitate to do serious harm to someone who thought to do something to myself or to my Master. Also, I compete and have been 1st in my country, 3rd in the world. I'm not bad at what I do, and I didn't put that there to brag, I put there to make a point.

I am young. My "Master" is young. We are new to the lifestyle and only have each other as far as experience is concerned in this realm.

I identify myself as a submissive. My "Master" is not yet positive if he identifies as a Dom or not, we are working this out.

He and I are in love. Don't take that lightly. I am tired of people saying "Well are they serious?" (referring to us) because they want me to leave him. (This hasn't quite happened here, just IRL in-so-far)

Our D/s dynamics are slowly working their way out of the bedroom into our "everyday" lives. We are taking it slow because, as stated, we are young, new, inexperienced, and he is not positive just how far is willing to go into this.

He is, however, completely willing to do whatever it takes to satisfy me, short of dealing pain (which is more than fine since I am not a masochist).

I understand we do not have quite the right relationship for me to be calling him my Master, and him calling me his pet. (I like "pet"... it somehow rings true for me.) I do, however, see him as the only guy for me, and the only guy I would let run any aspect of my life, let alone be willing to give him free reign of nearly everything. And so I call him my Master regardless, because in my eyes, he is so, even if in the lifestyle he would not be considered one quite yet.

As for why I like "pet"... To me, it goes something like this: A pet is something that is loved and cared for, trained and protected, and sometimes a protector themselves. I like being a protector. Pets are loyal, and their Owners are loyal to them as well.

Also, I am therian. Recently discovered, still working out the exact details. What I do know is that I am feline. I have cat ears that I move and hear with, and cat tail that shows my mood. You just can't see them. I do, however, feel them when they are touched and so on.

And now for the side note:

Please keep in mind that if I were to message you just to say "hi" it probably doesn't mean I'm asking you to engage in this activity. I am here to make friends and to learn more about the lifestyle, this here is just something that, if YOU were interested, you may message me and we'll consider it.

We are looking for a "playmate." A third, if you will. Not for LTR, sorry. GIRLS ONLY. My Master is not even bicurious, and I am not comfortable with other men. Sorry. I'm a girl with some trust issues as far as men are concerned. Nothing ever happened to me, I just don't trust guys. Maybe it comes from being a cute girl and having to worry, maybe it comes from taking martial arts and learning all sorts of "don't let that guy touch you" moves. Who knows?

With that being said... A girl. Preferably trim. Preferably somewhere in MA/RI... Maybe CT/NH. Must be clean. No STDs. And drama-free. Sub is not a must, though I don't see my Master as being particularly submissive. So a switch, perhaps, or a sub. Or... it could be vanilla. Whatever. We don't care. We're looking to please. And to enjoy ourselves. We're young, we're curious, and our experience is limited so we would like to broaden it, even if by a little.

Since I do not have pictures posted I will give a brief physical description of myself and my Master for anyone interested:

Master
Height: 5'10"
Weight: 180lbs
Ethnicity: Half-Korean, Half-Caucasian
Hair: Black
Eyes: Deep brown

Myself
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 120lbs
Ethnicity: Caucasian
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Brown

Last updated: 10/12/06