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Female Submissive, 25, kent
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Male Switch, 38, London
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Male Submissive, 30, Ontario
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About FcukMeUp
Fuck me up... and in so doing, you will fix me and make me whole.
I am seeking someone who will have a truly wicked side when it comes to our relationship.
I want to find "love", but this "love" will include me often having to prove myself to him through my suffering. He will deeply enjoy making me suffer--he will break me by pushing my limits, both physically and mentally. He will mold me into his perfect slave as he tests just how deep my devotion runs.
He will break me down verbally, physically, emotionally, have me beaten down spiritually, in tears and feeling completely worthless, with welts rising on my body as I beg him to love me/forgive me/accept me... he will be sexually turned on by these situations and stop the suffering when he feels I've taken enough abuse and proven my level of devotion. Then he will scoop up my bruised body and battered psyche and tell me I'm a good girl. And I will cry tears of joy as I shower him in kisses, thanking him for keeping me, telling him he's the only man I care to please.
It will be HIS approval I seek and as I grow to know him, any other persons opinions will stop mattering to me if they conflict with his. He will become the center of my world.
Understand: I NEED someone who can see inside of me and validate my feelings of worthlessness. I need to be broken down, humiliated, degraded, manipulated, emotionally and physically abused, and then rewarded and loved when I earn it. I want to learn to rely on HIM for my emotional well being--when I do not receive his approval, my world crumbles. When I do, I am in utter ecstasy.
I do not seek 'fixing' in the conventional sense. I am perfectly happy seeking out a relationship that may conventionally be deemed as physically and emotionally abusive to the outside world. But the outside world will have nothing on us and my devotion to you and the sheer joy you are capable of bringing me through your abuse and acceptance.
And eventually, I will heal as I am molded into his perfect slave and find my true purpose in life.
P.S. I have yahoo and a webcam and am willing to verify I am real.
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