Owned Pain Slut of MDS. First off you should never make assumptions. You have no idea who I am or what I have to offer until you actually talk to me. You might actually be surprised. With that said let's start the show shall we. Well what can I say without giving the impression that my life is an open book? I guess I'll just describe things about me that I know as fact and let you decipher them as you see fit. Any questions just feel free to ask. Here goes: *I'm loyal to those that deserve my loyalty, but I expect it in return.* I'm pretty damn honest, almost to a fault.* Everything I am and everything I have become is for the love of my Life. * I am hardly ever alone, but yet I am always lonely. * I'm pretty quiet and laid back, unless provoked to be otherwise.* I'm always in a relationship, even when I'm not.* I get along with all walks of life, so don't let my dark nature fool you.* I've been obsessed with B*D*S*M since I care to remember.*I know how it feels to want.* I've been known to part people in my path in a crowded room, just by a simple look.* I have a very warm and kind heart, if you ever make it past the hard and cold shell.* I'm not perfect, and even though at times I wish I could be I'm ok with that.* Things that would scare normal people don't scare me, but I still consider myself normal.* I'm devoted to the very few people I love, but can only hope that I'll get theirs in return.* I have a fascination with anything paranormal, even if it's just an old legend.* I love reading anything that delves into a killers mind, does that make me a psychopath.* I do have a tendency to laugh and be funny, if there's someone around to share the moment with.* And behind this pretty exterior I do feel pain, but please don't feel the need to inflict it.* So there's a little something about me. If all of this hasn't scared you off yet and you're still interested in knowing more, I'm pretty easy to get along with. But be warned, I am EXTREMELY OUTSPOKEN. If you are offended in any way by other people expressing their viewpoints, beliefs or opinions in a very blunt and extremely truthful manner, I suggest you put in a friends request somewhere else because you definitely don't want to associate with me. And if you do happen to put in a friends request and I accept it, have the decency to drop a "thanks message my way afterwards. Because if I hear nothing from you by the time I clean up my friends list I'll have to assume you're a friend whore and you'll be gone.

* I had to rewrite some of this because there are people on here who just don't get the concept of a) respectful manners b) common courtesy or c) the word "no" *

If you are reading this I'm assuming that you have at least skimmed over my profile/journal. And if you are thinking about adding me there are some rules. They are pretty simple but rules none the less.

1) You have to contact me to get my last name to even get added. The reason for this is that people like to rack up their friends list for some unknown reason. Also, as of late, I have been getting contacted by random perverts who after I add them expect me to want to talk all dirty to them. To you I say GET A FUCKING LIFE! *please excuse the swearing*. Trust me, if I had ANY interest in you AT ALL you would definatly know about it. If I was truly interested in you, you would know because I would make you feel flattered and possibly a little uncomfortable. If for some reason I'm not flirting back with you or not doing what you expected that probably means that I'm starting to think you're creepy, (and not in a good way), and you're on the fast track to Block. I am not your dark goddess, slave, dominatrix, etc.... so stop acting like I am. I will let YOU know if that's what I want to be. Trust me.....

2) If I don't accept your friends request please don't keep sending me one. I'm not going to miraculously change my mind one day and decide I should be your friend. I didn't accept your request for a reason.

3) I normally DON'T go around to everyones page commenting every day. I have been known on occasion to drop a comment here and there. And I do try and give Happy comments when the time suits. But I usually wait for someone to post a eye catching journal entry or a profile that catches my attention and strikes my fancy before saying anything. And I always try to answer my messages ASAP.

I'm sure there's more but I guess it doesn't matter at this time. I'm here to make friends not whore them. So I've taken all friends off my page. If you're that interested in meeting some really good people you'll have to go and scout around. That and I got tired of the petty "Why am I not on your friends list" crap. The people who are there are there for a reason. Not because they put me on their list or anything thing else for that matter. They are there because they mean something to me. But until I feel I can put them back up again they will stay hidden.

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absolutley NO COUPLES.