i find it funny the way things work out. In Oct of last year i was a heartbroken girl that wasn't sure of who she was anymore. The only thing i was sure of was i did NOT plan to have another Master after what i'd been through. On another site i was talking to a friend and she told me she would help me with my training as a kajira. She introduced me to a couple of her Gorean Master friends. One of which was always there for me when i needed advice on moving past what had happened. He then opened a RP city and my friend told me that i should come take a city collar because she was. i decided it would be a good idea so i was collared to His city. W/we talked some for about a month and a half and then i had some RL issues come up and i ended up taking a hiatus for a little over a month. When i came back He wrote me to find out how i was. W/we went back to sporatic messages and then W/we started texting (still pretty sporatic) He started writting a book and He let me read it as He was writting, at this point W/we were talking pretty much daily, mostly about His book, but W/we became what i would call friends. One thing led to another and if W/we didn't talk i would miss Him a lot. When He would txt me i'd get a smile on my face. i knew that i was growing fond of Him and as much as i fought it there wasn't anything i could do to stop it. One day out of the blue He told me that He wanted to collar me, ol and irl. He collared me ol (i was a nervous wreck but couldn't stop smiling the whole time.) on 06.17.12 W/we moved in together on 06.30.12 (the decision for Him to move closer had been made well before He decided to collar me)
Looking back on it all i am amazed that i went from not wanting a Master to being so madly in love with Him that i don't know what i would do without Him in my life. <3 |