Eyeswild

I have something to say. I have a loud voice and demand attention daily when I speak, however, I rarely demand this attention in a place like this. I need to say this, and I know it will probably change nothing. My Master choose me, a fixer upper so to speak. I was over 200 pounds when we met. I was a tennis player and weight lifter in my youth. Yes, I even trained in Krav Maga. Do I scare you yet? I should. Did I mention I can shoot any type of gun and I am proficient in most firearms? (not rifles) My point is, I was fat. I was therefore ignored or insulted, despite never eating sweets or much of anything. People looked at me as if I sat around all day and ate bon bons. Truth is, I have never consumed a one. I can’t explain why my body retains anything with sugar, it just does. If I eat a 1000 calories a day, I am gaining weight. This is my reality. When I first posted here, all I got was nasty messages. Drop a hundred pounds and suddenly the messages change. You know…I haven’t changed! Yes, I am slimmer, and if anyone takes the time to look to really look at my photos, my arms and neck show the signs of weight loss. Fuck you all. Beauty isn’t in how much you weigh! It’s who you are. I am, beautiful at 260 pounds or 160 pounds. My Master saw it, and over the past couple of years….well…this fixer upper, sees it as well. I am strong, I am beautiful, and I will NEVER let anyone else define me. Stop searching for barbie you stupid shits, she is gross. Rant done……..


And if you doubt anything I said, I have photos, but no one wanted to see those a year ago, so again, fuck you!