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im 39,make that 40 now!! :) single, submissive, ddf, and looking for my soulmate!! i have no idea what my limits are or will be and think that questions like that should be discussed between 2 adults during the building of a relationship. i am very eager to serve, however i will not be rushed into it or will find it very difficult to trust someone who says, "hi nice to meet you, now get down on your knees"... i hope to find the right situation for me, however will not settle...im not exactly sure how me sending You money or buying You things prior to us meeting will prove anything to You other than that im a moron, so if thats what it takes, i guess we were not meant to meet!! i do have face pictures available...
6/14/2012 12:12:11 PM

   Miss Raya

Every so often I attempt to find The One for me again, by going online and visiting websites that I had previously held profiles on. I usually get on there, search for new Dominant Women in my area, and may even send an email or 2, and when I don’t get any responses, I usually jump back offline for a couple more months.

This last time I journeyed onto collarme, I saw Your profile, I rather enjoyed Your pictures, and I wanted to learn more so I read the profile. In the profile You had some very funny stories about posting ads on craigslist, and even had some of Your exchanges written on Your profile. Your outlook on the lifestyle and Your very humorous outlook on the whole craigslist thing made me laugh!!!  I had to send You an email thanking You for bringing a smile to my face!

 What I did not expect was a response! However when You did respond, I found that Your writing style carried over to Your email, and that made me even more interested in getting to know more about You!!  We then emailed back and forth quite a bit, and You had mentioned to me that You were planning a meet and greet of sorts for potential subs, and that You may want me there!  It was in these emails that You started to call me “sweet eric”, and I have to admit that when You do call me this, it makes my heart jump a bit, and my eyes get a bit heavy with shyness.

 The week had finally come for us to meet, and my head would not stop fantasizing about what may happen,  hopes that we would click in person like we had via email and text, hopes that You felt I were worthy enough for a second meeting.   Towards the end of the week I developed a sore throat and had to fight with what ended up being strep, when I went to meet You.  When the day finally arrived for me to meet You I was extremely nervous, and drove out there early. I walked through one of the stores several  times, and even spotted You interviewing another potential sub. I walked back outside, and gathered myself and then went in to meet You.  You wore a blue dress, which contrasted almost magically with Your milky skin, and I was attracted immediately! We had a wonderful talk You were very clear about where You are coming from, and allowed me to interject and even say where I am coming from.

I felt extremely good about our meeting and even a bit excited about the possibilities ahead! In the next weeks You would drop me a text once in a while which made my day completely!!  Then finally on a Friday, You mentioned in a text that You were tired and that You didn’t have the energy to clean up Your place, I quickly volunteered my services, and You gracefully accepted my offer to help! I was so excited that I ran out of the house without my phone or my gps, I had to go back and get them!  I still feel  honored that You allowed me into Your home, and also that You gave me the opportunity to get to know You, and speak freely to each other about our past experiences, and what our hopes for the future are! 

I have not had the opportunity to see You since I was at Your place cleaning and I can only hope that I am lucky enough to see You again very soon!  My heart, body and soul are meant to serve, and feel that we have had a wonderful start  and can only hope that we continue to build on this foundation of ours!!

 

6/8/2012 12:39:46 AM

so this search of mine/Ours continues... i feel i was meant to serve, to give myself to One that is deserving of my gift, and in return She will be the rock i so desperately need in my life!! why does this have to be so hard? i ask myself, and then i realize that it has to be!!

McNurse
 
 Age: 22
  Georgia