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Pan Female Submissive, 57,  Port Orange, Florida
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BDSM, D/s, and M/s in some form or another has been a part of my life since 2000 and i can't fathom it not being a part of my life...ever.











 Submissive Female

 Port Orange 


 5' 2"






Actively Seeking:



 Art Galleries (Beginner)






 Breast Play




 Being Massaged

 Hair Pulling


 Massage (Giving)

 Mental Bondage


 Sensation Play

 Outdoor Bondage

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Sensory Play



 Suspension Bondage


 Wax Play


 Art Collecting






 Rock Music



 Fine Dining

 Flea Markets


 Renaissance Faires



 Horseback Riding



 Canes and Crops

 Corner Time

 Electrical Play

 Local BDSM Community

 Rear End Play


 Modern Primitivism


 Obedience Training


 Public Play

 Speech Restrictions

 Vacuum Stimulation


 Board Games

 Card Games



 Alternative Medicine


 Body Art




 Intellectual Discourse


 Paranormal Phenomena






 Lifestyle BDSM

 Old Guard

 Alternative Music

 Classical Music




 Seventies Music




 Curious About:



 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Erotic touch

 Fire Play


 Orgasm Control

 Role Playing






 Bar Hopping

 Online Chatrooms


 Female Sovereignty






 Gourmet Cook

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Journal Entries:
9/3/2012 8:28:38 AM

Life is good.

 my stress level is reduced to none. didn't take too long once i was on my own.

 i am blessed with the best of friends who love and understand me. sometimes, i wonder how i rate to have friendships that are over 30 years and still strong.

 i live in a beautiful place. a quiet place. the perfect place to catch my breath, regenerate my psychological and physical strength, stretch and be ready for the next chapter of my life.

 Life is good.


7/14/2012 5:28:16 PM


                                           *Things i want to do*


                                                   Plant seeds


                                 Listen to what the waves have to say

7/11/2012 5:47:40 PM

                                         *Things i want to do*


Study and understand the new health care laws

Indulge in purchasing exotic plants.

Ride a bike often.

1/8/2009 10:10:02 AM

Florida here i come!
Sir has offered me a soft landing in Florida...i am most grateful to him for helping me get moved and start a major new chapter in my life.
there is something comforting about moving to a place that already feels like home and where i have established friendships and the start of some very nice new friendships. 
so here is to new places, new beginnings, new adventures!

8/30/2008 9:56:24 AM
the stress from the job is getting somewhat better. i am off the night shift!

i am so looking forward to attending Folsom Fringe/Folsom Street Fair again this year. i will be flying up to the SJ on Sept. 26th  and i would love the opportunity to meet anyone from CM that will be attending.
please feel free to contact me, if interested in meeting at the Fringe/Folsom Street Fair 
may we all find our bliss.  

8/1/2008 11:57:01 AM
please excuse me, if i do not respond to your letters of interest in a prompt manner. presently, my job is "kicking my ass" in the sense that i have been asked to take on added responsibilities, extra hours and weird hours which are going to mess with my sleep patterns. it will take everything i have to stay connected to those who i have formed bonds with here on CM.
thank you for your patience, warm smiles.

7/16/2008 8:13:01 PM

that was the longest birthday i have ever had! quite obvious people are not as detail oriented as i am and don't read dates birthday was last month! today, one month later i recieved more birthday greetings. thank you....k ...stop already!!!

summertime and the living is easy.
almost everyone i know is struggling...gas is over the top expensive $4.67 a gallon, groceries are high, 50 starbucks are closing ...yup it is effecting even the
yuppies. my raise this past spring did not even cover my rent increase. i will make it...always have.... always will.
summertime and the living ain't easy, not for a working girl in OC, California anyway. 
i think i am going to start looking for a deluxe model cardboard box for my retirement before the pickings get slim.

may we all find our bliss.

6/14/2008 10:49:15 AM
happy birthday to me!

i am too busy today to write all that i have been reflecting on lately. i have a lot milling around in this head of mine and i feel a need to put it writing. tomorrow i will have some time, so if you will excuse me i must start getting ready for the dungeon party tonight. a draw back of being 52 is it takes much longer to get ready for a big party...oh well, if that is the worst it gets ...count me in for many many more years of fucking fun and adventures!
may we all find our bliss 

6/12/2008 10:35:30 AM

i hope someday to have the slut in me understood and used to be a mutual pleasurable part of our dynamic. 
i hope this is not asking too much, or else i am fucked and not in a good way. 

happy birthday to me!

5/24/2008 9:47:03 PM
He wrote me ...i responded. today, we had a first meet that turned into a date.

He gets me and i get him. 
there will be another date.

hoorah for us!

4/22/2008 9:58:53 AM
spring is in the air!
 my lil garden is lovely... full of spring flowers. pansies, oriental poppies, daffodils, and primroses. the gardenia is laden with blooms almost ready to pop and the honeysuckle is beginning to bloom.
i really do love spring. 

may we all find our bliss,

4/14/2008 7:10:55 PM
i will leave my previous journal entry to remind me why, i so dislike meeting someone long distance online. spending a considerable amount time and an emotional investment is not something i will do without spending time  in your presence.
i am not jaded nor cynical. i just do not want to do it again. i live in a metropolitan area and if i can not find a Dominant that has the integrity and style i am be it i will die a virgin slave.
(laughing yet? i am)

may we all find our bliss,

3/18/2008 9:34:45 AM

my full attention is focused on an awesome Dominant man here on CM. His plan is to fly to California next month to meet and explore all the possibilities.
April can not get here fast enough!

may we all find our bliss,


2/21/2008 7:09:43 PM

silence is a form of communication.

may we all find our bliss,

2/15/2008 6:28:09 PM
i am sure glad i have been around the BDSM block a time or two or i would  be really fucked on CM.

first, please let me clarify, i love the mail that i get here. it certainly is the closest to a fan club i will ever have.
now please do not interpret this as i think i am "all that"...see this is the absolute absurd part to all this....i am regular working-class girl who most of you would not even bother to strike up a conversation, if i were standing right in front of you at the grocery store. 
 but then i would not be striking the "mischevious mermaid" pose either.
please take this into consideration before sending off that email.

as always, i wish for us all to find our bliss,

1/27/2008 8:25:45 PM
 school starts tomorrow. taking anatomy and sociology. looking forward to the mental challenges that school will bring. oh but i will miss my free time. it is going to feel good being focused on a big goal, tho.

1/17/2008 9:25:00 PM
i am having difficulty sending mail today. hopefully the problem will be resolved by tomorrow.
perhaps, Collarme is having growing pains and can not handle the volume of activity on the site.

1/17/2008 11:04:38 AM
i am in the process of rewriting my profile. yesterday i tried to add another pic and for some reason (unknown to me ) all of my pics were taken down. 
i will straighten this all out in the next few days. 

i would like to express my appreciation for all the interactions that i have had here on CollarMe....the "good" the "bad" and the "ugly". they have all been of value in some way or another.
as always,

10/6/2007 10:33:58 AM
i forgot to add. i met some very nice people from this site. i think that is worth mentioning.

so for those of you hesitant to get out from behind this screen and meet people face to face in the flesh...just do it!
as always i hope for us all to find our bliss,

10/6/2007 10:21:46 AM
i have returned home. i had a great time! Folsom Fringe and the Folsom Street Fair are both events worth participating in.
omg...the energy at the street Fair so nasty..i love that! 
i have never seen so much cock in one as it may have been still eye candy for a girl who loves cock.
all that leather, all the bondage and beatings, all the costumes, yes a feast for my senses.

i went to these events alone, yet not for one moment did i feel alone. 

as always i wish for us all to find our bliss,

9/25/2007 5:30:34 PM
i am taking a lil trip up to northern california. i will slow drive it along the coast. i have lived all over California my entire life and i have never seen the coastline between Los Angeles and Santa Cruz. i am wondering now how i missed this stretch of coastline. by next week  i won't have.

as always i hope we all find our bliss,

9/22/2007 9:44:42 AM

Titles and Honorifics

Dominants would you care to indulge me in your thoughts on being addressed as Sir or Master***?

do you expect a girl to address you as Sir or Master*** in written communications before any face to face meetings?

if you do have this expectation, please explain to me the why of it??

i politely answer all e-mails, so please indulge me with your thoughts.

thank you,

9/16/2007 10:15:36 AM
 male Dominant = wet pussy in my world.
perhaps, a simplified equation, but stilll my truth.

over the years, i have meet many. i started my exploration of BDSM out in the public scene. i wanted to learn...i wanted exposure to as much as i could to figure out who i was and what i wanted/needed. i needed to be swallowed up into visualness of people actually doing this stuff. i needed to feel  the presence of Dominants in action. in top space. i needed to know how it made me feel. how i would respond.
 i was on a quest to figure out what style of dominance made me feel nothing other than surrender. 

i need to submit. i long to surrender.
i know he is out here. and in the meantime, i will be happy and patient hanging with my best friend "time".

i wish for us all to find our bliss,

9/15/2007 8:03:57 AM
interesting places these online BDSM sites.
we all want/need something or we wouldn't be here...yes? now the difficult part is communicating clearly exactly what that may be.

i have hesitated for many years to have a profile here on Collarme for multiple reasons.
the name itself seemed a bit to ummmm...internetish for my tastes.
the internet is a good place to make intial a lil...get some idea of anothers thought processes, but for my comfort i need to be able to meet the person within a reasonable amount of time. and i do.

i have made the mistake of having "feelings" before meeting. this will not happen again.
people get their feelings hurt by doing this. i don't want mine hurt and i really don't want to hurt another's feelings. now i am not saying, that i won't have a feeling of interest...i am saying heart expectations except to meet a decent human being with wants and needs like myself.

i wish us all what we seek.
as always,


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