Today begins my week long fast.
I can list a million reasons why I am doing this, but they all come down to one thing: betterment of myself. An excercise in restriction and pain tolerance, but also ridding myself of impurities.
I once had a Mistress who had me fast for two weeks. I remember the pain, the discomfort I felt, almost intolerable. At first I felt weak, shaky, sick, But after 5 days... I tapped into a dormant energy reserve, and unbridled creativity was unleashed. Oh, my Mistress was so proud of me! I entertained her with poems and songs and silly little stories I wrote.
It's things like that I live for being a slave. In a previous life, I must have been a Greek courtesan. Entertaining all day with music and stories. *sighs happily* That is my dream. To bring delight to my Master and/or Mistress with my body and my talents, and to have them show me off to others.