Erusin

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	About Erusin Who I am: I'm a single mother of two great kids and a grandmother of one very cute, very adorable Honey Bear. I love my kids like crazy and couldn't live without them. They each have added great frustration to my life, but even moreso they have added greater joy, much laughter, and a sense of belonging. I love to read romance novels, in particular the Dark series by Christine Feehan. Every time a new book comes out I scrimp and save until I can buy it. LOL I like her other series as well, but nowhere near as much as that one. (I get the idea Miss CF is a kinkster herself, but I don't know that for sure. Just some of the stuff in her Dark novels make me think so.) I also love to watch sci-fi, comedy, drama, and action movies. I absolutely hate psychological thrillers and horrors, though. Can't watch them - my mind replays them over and over and I end up with nightmares. I'm tender-hearted and hate to disappoint people. I tend not to make promises in case life steps in the way and I can't keep them. It's frustrating, but I'd rather not make the promise and end up surprising someone than make the promise and end up disappointing them. Disappointing people makes me feel about an inch tall and like I'm a horrible person. I'm also very hard on myself so usually a look and a pointed comment are more than enough to chastise me for improper behaviour. (Yep - I identify as a babygirl submissive.) I love my stuffies. I just started collecting them again after losing them all a few years ago. In particular, I have a fondness for teddy bears, but I like other stuffed animals as well. Not too big on dolls, though. Could be from being a mom and not wanting to add any more mommy stuff into my life. LOL I think I have a good sense of humor. I don't know how to describe it, though. I don't take too much seriously. The things that are truly serious are given the solemnity they deserve, but I've found that most of the time things can be lightened up a little so they're bearable. Sex is a serious thing, but you have to be able to laugh at it and have fun with it, otherwise it's too heavy a burden to be worth bearing. I believe wholeheartedly in communication. It's something that I continue to work on because I tend to try to let things go. I do know that sometimes I can't do that - that I have to take the chance on making a loved one angry with me or even possibly losing them entirely in order to make a situation better. I guess part of the problem (?) is that I'm a bit of a chameleon. It's in my nature to change in order to fit better with my other half. This doesn't mean I'm making myself a doormat (been there, done that, bought the shirt), it just means that I am willing to change minor things. Things that are of consequence to me I won't change. I am a Christian. Trust is a big thing with me. I will give it in the beginning - not all, but a lot (perhaps more than I should?) - and allow it to grow as I get to know someone. Once they've lost my trust it's very hard to earn it back. Forgiveness is another big thing. I am quick to give it, but I don't forget. That doesn't mean that I will hold the "sin" against the person (that wouldn't be forgiveness), but it does mean that the event would be remembered into the future (especially if it's repeated) and it could affect how I deal with the person from then on. I believe anything can be forgiven and should be. We all make mistakes - sometimes really big ones - and none of us are perfect. We all need to forgive and be forgiven if we truly value our relationships. Along with those, I value dedication. There is no point in getting into a relationship if you have no intent on staying with it. That means doing everything you can to make it work regardless of what has happened in the relationship or what's going on in your life. Either the relationship matters or it doesn't. Personally, every relationship matters. I don't work. I used to, and I loved it, but I developed a couple of physical conditions that made it impossible. Now, I play a lot of online games. I enjoy playing D&D, SWTOR, STO, Grepolis, Wow (when I can save the money to pay for it), and various card and board games. _____________________________________________ What I'm looking for: I'm looking to find a long-term relationship that will lead to marriage. That has been my longest-held dream. In my imaginings, I see my husband being my Daddy Dom who ties me down and does all sorts of wonderful and magical things to me. Outside the bedroom, he is gentle, patient, encouraging, forgiving, loving and always ready to cuddle. He's affectionate and proud to be seen with me in public. He likes to play games with me, watch cartoons and perhaps gives me rules to obey. I wear his collar with pride because he loves me as much as I love him (which will be an incredible amount). The end-goal is nice to imagine, but I know that getting there is going to take a lot of work and I'm willing to put in that work. _____________________________________________ == Results from bdsmtest.org == 97% Submissive 88% Rope bunny 81% Girl/Boy 76% Brat 56% Voyeur 40% Experimentalist 15% Non-monogamist _____________________________________________

My most recent ex once dedicated the song Perfect Storm to me because he said it described me exactly. He's right. It does. It's too bad he couldn't or wouldn't take the lows with the highs.

If she was a drink
She'd be a single-barrelled
Bourbon on ice
Smooth with a kick
A chill and a burn all
At the same time

She's Sunday drive meets
High speed chase
She ain't just a song
She's the whole mix tape
She's so complicated
That's the way God made her
Sunshine mixed with
A little hurricane

And she destroys me in that t-shirt
And I love her so much it hurts
I never meant to fall like this
She don't just rain she pours
That girl right there's
The perfect storm

I know how to make her laugh
Or blush, or mad at me
But that's OK there ain't no one
More beautiful angry

And she loves just as deep
As she goes when she's down
The highs match the lows
Can't have one without the other
And I love her just the way
God made her
Sunshine mixed with
A little hurricane

And she destroys me in that t-shirt
And I love her so much it hurts
I never meant to fall like this
But she don't just rain she pours
That girl right there's
The perfect storm

She's the girl of a lifetime
A guy like me spends his whole life
Looking for, that girl right there's
The perfect storm
Woah-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh
(She destroys me in that t-shirt)

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Erusin

About Erusin

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