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| I used to daydream about somebody coming into my life and just taking charge--of my life, my body and my soul. In my fantasy He doesn't ask to do this, he just does it because that is his nature and he sees the potential of the person I can become under his guidance. In many ways this is what i crave to happen, but I can be quite stubborn and will more than likely resist such an approach at first. So if stubbornness bothers you, please do not contact me. I am looking for a Dominat who will gently tame that stubborn spirit but also love me because of it. I love to hold hands and cuddle and am looking for somebody who will nurture a needy part of me.
A little bit about myself is that I have a job which I love and that makes me one of the lucky ones because i find enjoying ones work is a rarity these days. I have two grown kids, one who is married and about to make me a grandmother this fall (its a girl, BTW). I don't have a pic for very personal and private reasons; will be more than happy, however, to make pics available as i get to know people.
I am honest (sometimes to a fault, as my mother used to say) and trusting in other people except when it affects my heart or my children. I can be opinionated, stubborn, flighty and crass at times. I try not to be bitchy, though I can be cranky and if I've had a hard day I will say I had hard day. Sometimes I will want to leave it at that, other times I will want to talk about. Often, the security and privacy issues surrounding my work will not allow me talk about it, even when I need to. I dislike cooking and most housework, though I need to do both at times. I'd rather spend time with a good book (which would be almost anything ever written); movie (action adventure or science fiction are some of my favorites; no chic flicks for this chick) or going out to a live show. The Erie Chamber Orchestra is always nice for a winter evening because it is free and good classical music. I'm a smoker who would like to quit. I drink upon occasion-usually white wine or Samuel Adams beer. I can be thrifty--hence the chamber orchestra rather than the philharmonic. I can also spend money like crazy at times. It depends a lot on what the need is.
What do I want and need? To be loved. To know in my very soul that the person I am with accepts my failings for what they are and does not dwell on them. I won't dwell on them if You don't. In many ways I want it all. I enjoy being independent but also long shed that independence and give myself over to another to cherish as he sees fit.
What can I offer the right Master/Dom? Loyalty, trust (eventually), companionship and a desire to learn and grow. I can be your best friend, confidante, lover and "partner". Can You be mine?
I came this site looking to explore my darker passions. And eventually I will. But first I want friendship, companionship. If all you want to talk about is kink, that won't do it for me. I am a woman first, a submissive second. And I long to find a Dominate gentleman who will cherish all that I have to offer; who will ask that I submit to him in the home and while at play but want me as an equal partner in the vanilla world.
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