Enkei

Male Submissive, 21

When I was 4 years old They tested my IQ They showed me a picture Of 3 oranges and a pear They asked me... Which one is different? It doesn't belong They told me different is wrong! But when I was 13 years old I woke up one morning Thighs covered in blood Like a war Like a warning That I live in a breakable takeable body That a women had come in the night to relplace me Deface me See, My body is borrowed Yeah, I got it on loan For the time in between my mom and some maggots I don't need anyone to hold me I can hold my own I got highways for stretch marks See where I've grown I sing sometimes like my life is at stake 'cause you're only as loud as the noises you make I'm learning to laugh as hard As I listen 'cause silence Is violence In women and poor people If more people were screaming then I could relax But a good brain ain't diddely If you don't have the facts We live in a breakable takeable world And ever available possible world And we can make music Like we can make do Genius is in the back-beat Back-seat to nothing if your dancing Especially something stupid Like IQ For every lie I unlearn I learn something new I sing sometimes for the war I fight 'cause every tool is a weapon If you hold it right.

I am an invisible women. No I am not a spook, like those who haunted Edgar Allen Poe. Nor am I one of those Hollywood movie ectoplasms. I am a women of substance, of flesh and bones, fibers and liquids. I might even be said to posses a mind!! I am invisible understand simply because people refuse to see me.... Like the bodiless heads you see sometimes in circus sideshows. It is thought I have been surrounded by mirrors of hard distorting glass. When they approach me they see only my surroundings. Themselves, or figments of their imagination- Indeed- everything and anything except -ME!

So I think I might of found my Dom! Fingers crossed!

Island Garden.... I will sail to the far shore, and I will chop a hole in the hull too big to repair, and I will turn the soil with my hands, and I will make my home there. my garden will grow so high. my garden will grow so high. that I will be completely hidden. I will go where i will go, and I will jettison all dead weight, and I will use these words for kindling, and I will sleep by the garden gate. my garden will grow so high. my garden will grow so high. that I will be completely hidden.

The last white slabs of snow melted off seven weeks ago. and the geese are headed north again through the tightening sky, and I can feel my heart in my throat again new onions growing in the ground. the cows come gingerly out of the barn, and when they see that the ground is warm, they pick up a little speed, it makes me feel so good, and I feel it rushing down my throat -- fresh blood, I head out onto the earth, its cold heart is melting, I don't know if I can stand it. springtime's coming, that means you'll be coming back around. new onions growing underground.

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