eMistify

My latest fantasies all involve a large, thick dick stretching my tight asshole.  I don't know who you are, but I want you badly.

I have been reading the texts, viewing images and watching videos.  I want to be taken.  I want to be gagged with a cock.  I want every hole to be stretched until I beg for him to cum and end the pain.  I fantasize constantly.

I am so unsettled.  I really think sexual release would help me focus but I can't seem to commit to anything.  Why do I have to make this choice?

I want so badly to be filled, spanked, forced to be taken.  I ache for it.

I followed the link to a toy store and found more than I had imagined.  I grew so wet looking at the pictures and reading the reviews that I had to stop.  I don't know that I would like everything I looked at, but I liked how it sounded and looked.  I want to feel it.

I am a little confused.  I am expected to comply with rules I did not know of.  I need to be taught what is/should be expected.  I now lay in bed, all alone, wearing short shorts and my purple brocade under bust corset.  I am aroused.