EbiL

I received a vulgar message this morning and it makes me think, "really?"..... you spent time and energy to send a vulgar message? Why? For what purpose? To show how much of an asshole you are? I could have figured that out before having received the message. -.- I try to stick with the old saying my mother used to say, "If you can't say something nice; don't say anything at all. I am well aware that my body type is not pleasing to the majority of men. ~sighs and shakes her head~ Some people, really need to grow up.

:/ The search is difficult and I keep hoping that the happiness I may get down the road will be worth this heartache and trouble. Though sometimes I wonder if I'll ever find the one. I know better than to believe that everyone gets a "Happily Ever After".... maybe I'm not one of them.

I am beyond fed up with boys that claim themselves to be a Dominant. Playing some MMORPG for 80 hours or more a week, does not empower you with "talents" or "abilities" that actually apply to real life. Also, playing an MMORPG is not a profession or an occupation or a lifestyle.... go out, be among real people and not pixels! Go and get a job, visit places like a museum or even a concert. Live life in the real world.

Five Guys You Meet on CollarMe: davidwraith's Writing  38M sub (Saint Louis, Missouri) From  *Taken from the original Five Guys you meet on *

Message he’s trying to send: I know what’s hot!
Message he’s actually sending: I think all of CollarMe wants to know what I masturbate to.

2. The Nothing Man: This is the guy with no profile picture, nothing in his “About Me” section, no fetishes, and no blog posts who just doesn’t understand why you don’t respond to his friend requests or his vague private messages.

Message he’s trying to send: I’m mysterious.
Message he’s actually sending: I’m lazy, boring, and/or married.

3. The Everything Man: This is the guy with no profile picture, nothing in his “About Me” section and no blog posts, but he lists several hundred fetishes and belongs to several hundred groups, more than it would seem any mere mortal should.

Message he’s trying to send: I’m down for whatever, baby!
Message he’s actually sending: I think that the more stuff I list, the better my chances of getting laid.

4. The Serial Commenter: This is the guy who blows up your inbox commenting on every picture you have. Not so much to compliment you or the picture, but to say what the picture makes him want to do to you and what you and the picture are missing (him, his tongue, his cock).

Message he’s trying to send: I’m a ladies’ man.
Message he’s actually sending: I don’t get laid very often.

5. Mr. Big Cock: This is the guy with half a dozen or more, almost identical, self taken close-ups of his larger than average erection on his profile. 

Message he’s trying to send: Hey, I have a big cock!
Message he’s actually sending: Hey, I have a big cock! …so I’m not going to try very hard and its the only redeeming quality that I have.

I remember a euphoria that while it was brief in length of time.... it was intense. What I think I want, maybe also what I need.... is a bond so strong with not just a Master that I serve, but with a sister that I would serve beside. There's something powerful about the love from both a man and a woman that is unlike anything ever known.

Gotta love these messages- Dom: "I'm a experienced Dom,I can fullfill all your needs,I seek a total: heart,mind,soul & body with devotion!  I seek LTR going to 24x7...I seek forever...I understand trust,I was hurt by a liar not long ago!" My reply: "Thank you for the message. I am seeking a Master that is closer to me in age so that we may have more in common. I hope you find what you seek; currently I refuse to give my mind or soul.... my mind is my own and my soul belongs to God. Take care and warm blessings  ~EbiL." Thinking back on this now a day later, he doesn't know a thing about me and yet he's going to profess that he can fulfill all my needs?..... really?

So, after being on CM for a few days, I get this random message. My answers where kept short, due to non interest.

Dom-  are you owned girl? 

me- No. 

Dom- when were you last owned?

me- About a week ago

Dom- what brought it to an end

me- He was immature and didn't know how to be a man and take care of himself let alone me.

Dom- did you live with him

me- I moved him here to live with me. My room mate and I dropped him back at the airport yesterday morning so he can go back to his momma.

Dom- when did he last fuck you

me- That is personal.

Dom- this lifestyle is personal girl

me- Indeed it is, but you aren't asking me questions about me as a person. You're asking about my lifestyle experience. I am a person and have a name. Here, I go by EbiL. If you're looking for a door matt, I believe they are on sale at Wal-Mart for $8.

......I never did hear from him again. Think it might have been something I said? >;)