I am honest, loyal. loving and profoundly submissive. I have a deep need to serve, as a slave, and to please I am seeking an owner for a LTR based on a total power exchange Please be single, honest, confident and Master of the house.
if you would like to know anything please feel free to ask :-) i will try it get back to you as soon as i can...
luv T x
2/23/2009 6:52:53 AM
NO LONGER LOOKING....
on here checking mail and chatting to friends
12/27/2008 4:23:13 AM
Well thats christmas over hope santa got you all what you wished for
here's wishing You all the best in 2009 hope you have a happy new year
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11/29/2008 10:58:10 AM
I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to What I had to do, had to run from you I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong And that haunted me, all the way home So ya never know, never, never know Never know enough, til it's over love Til we lose control, system overload Screamin no, no, no, no, no I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to See I wanna move, but can't escape from you So I keep it low, keep a secret code So everybody else don't have to know
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now You keep ya love locked down, you lose
I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true I got somethin' to lose, so I gotta move I can't keep myself, and still keep you too So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own Somewhere far from home, In the danger zone How many times did I take fo' it finally got through you lose, you lose I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to See I had to go, see I had to move No more wastin' time, you can't wait for life We're just racin' time, where's the finish line
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now You keep ya love locked down, you lose
I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to I met no one new, I got no one new I know I said I'm through, but got love for you But I'm not lovin you, the way I wanted to Gotta keep it goin, keep the lovin gone Keep it on a roll, only god knows If I be with you, baby I'm confused You choose, you choose I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to When I wanna go, I dont need you I been down this road, too many times before I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down Now keep ya love locked down, you lose, you lose, you lose
11/20/2008 3:16:33 AM
I'm a Gran again well a few days a go... 15/11 at 10:21pm i was there at the birth :-D ...... my daughter had a little boy weighing 7lb 13oz :-)
11/14/2008 3:29:25 PM
just some song Lyrics i love
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love
Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me
I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create
Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then
Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place
As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it You know my body like the back of your hands And touch me and send me into ecstacy
My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high Body rising Sweating Panting Make-up melting Pulling my hair and Scratching my back I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name
Aye papi, eres tan grande y tan duro y mo lo das tan bueno...tu eres mi pecado mortal...cojelo otra vez...
You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual
I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine And I struggle As you lick torturing me I try to get away but Not really
Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos Again You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I'm told
You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it Again and Again
My face radiates with after-glow My pillow scented by you A fragrance which haunts me My room smells of the best sex
Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history
You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual You f**king me makes me bilingual
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Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you'll understand
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go up you'll understand
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain
I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain
10/26/2008 11:20:18 AM
Im a gran! lol
my Son and Daughter in law had a little Girl so tiny and cute 5lb 9oz awwwwww :-)
10/19/2008 5:10:05 AM
NOTE TO SELF
the only people you need in your life aRe the Ones that pRove they need you in theirs. ********************************** Trust
life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past *********************************** I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you & smile. the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if i cant brighten my own. **************************************
"so don't be afraid to make mistakes stumble & fall because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most maybe, you'll get everything you wish for maybe you'll get more than you could have ever imagined. Who knows where life will take you, the road is long & in the end the journey is the destination" --One Tree Hill ************************************************************* "How People treat you is their Karma, how you react is yours" ***************************************************************
10/18/2008 2:09:00 AM
EVER WONDER ...
Why..... the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ?
Why. ....women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why.....don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'?
Why.....is 'abbreviated' such a long word?
Why.....is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'?
Why.....is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dish washing liquid made with real lemons?
Why.....is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why...is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
Why.....isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
Why..... didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?
Why.....do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?
You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?!
Why..don't sheep shrink when it rains?
Why.....are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?
If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?
Now,i hope that you've smiled at least once!!!
10/16/2008 12:24:41 AM
Life is like a Dozen Roses!!! Watch out for the Pr*cks
10/14/2008 11:31:24 AM
something to think on :-) something i read and wanted to share...
Is Sex Necessary?
Alan Farnham
Fans of abstinence had better be sitting down. "Saving yourself" before the big game, the big business deal, the big hoedown or the big bakeoff may indeed confer some moral benefit. But corporeally it does absolutely zip. There's no evidence it sharpens your competitive edge. The best that modern science can say for sexual abstinence is that it's harmless when practiced in moderation. Having regular and enthusiastic sex, by contrast, confers a host of measurable physiological advantages, be you male or female. (This assumes that you are engaging in sex without contracting a sexually transmitted disease.)
In one of the most credible studies correlating overall health with sexual frequency, Queens University in Belfast tracked the mortality of about 1,000 middle-aged men over the course of a decade. The study was designed to compare persons of comparable circumstances, age and health. Its findings, published in 1997 in the British Medical Journal, were that men who reported the highest frequency of orgasm enjoyed a death rate half that of the laggards. Other studies (some rigorous, some less so) purport to show that having sex even a few times a week has an associative or causal relationship with the following:
- Improved sense of smell: After sex, production of the hormone prolactin surges. This in turn causes stem cells in the brain to develop new neurons in the brain's olfactory bulb, its smell center.
- Reduced risk of heart disease: In a 2001 follow-on to the Queens University study mentioned above, researchers focused on cardiovascular health. Their finding? That by having sex three or more times a week, men reduced their risk of heart attack or stroke by half. In reporting these results, the co-author of the study, Shah Ebrahim, Ph.D., displayed the well-loved British gift for understatement: "The relationship found between frequency of sexual intercourse and mortality is of considerable public interest."
- Weight loss, overall fitness: Sex, if nothing else, is exercise. A vigorous bout burns some 200 calories--about the same as running 15 minutes on a treadmill or playing a spirited game of squash. The pulse rate, in a person aroused, rises from about 70 beats per minute to 150, the same as that of an athlete putting forth maximum effort. British researchers have determined that the equivalent of six Big Macs can be worked off by having sex three times a week for a year. Muscular contractions during intercourse work the pelvis, thighs, buttocks, arms, neck and thorax. Sex also boosts production of testosterone, which leads to stronger bones and muscles. Men's Health magazine has gone so far as to call the bed the single greatest piece of exercise equipment ever invented.
- Reduced depression: Such was the implication of a 2002 study of 293 women. American psychologist Gordon Gallup reported that sexually active participants whose male partners did not use condoms were less subject to depression than those whose partners did. One theory of causality: Prostoglandin, a hormone found only in semen, may be absorbed in the female genital tract, thus modulating female hormones.
- Pain-relief: Immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin surge to five times their normal level. This in turn releases endorphins, which alleviate the pain of everything from headache to arthritis to even migraine. In women, sex also prompts production of estrogen, which can reduce the pain of PMS.
- Less-frequent colds and flu: Wilkes University in Pennsylvania says individuals who have sex once or twice a week show 30% higher levels of an antibody called immunoglobulin A, which is known to boost the immune system.
- Better bladder control: Heard of Kegel exercises? You do them, whether you know it or not, every time you stem your flow of urine. The same set of muscles is worked during sex.
- Better teeth: Seminal plasma contains zinc, calcium and other minerals shown to retard tooth decay. Since this is a family Web site, we will omit discussion of the mineral delivery system. Suffice it to say that it could be a far richer, more complex and more satisfying experience than squeezing a tube of Crest--even Tartar Control Crest. Researchers have noted, parenthetically, that sexual etiquette usually demands the brushing of one's teeth before and/or after intimacy, which, by itself, would help promote better oral hygiene.
- A happier prostate? Some urologists believe they see a relationship between infrequency of ejaculation and cancer of the prostate. The causal argument goes like this: To produce seminal fluid, the prostate and the seminal vesicles take such substances from the blood as zinc, citric acid and potassium, then concentrate them up to 600 times. Any carcinogens present in the blood likewise would be concentrated. Rather than have concentrated carcinogens hanging around causing trouble, it's better to evict them. Regular old sex could do the job. But if the flushing of the prostate were your only objective, masturbation might be a better way to go, especially for the non-monogamous male. Having sex with multiple partners can, all by itself, raise a man's risk of cancer by up to 40%. That's because he runs an increased risk of contracting sexual infections. So, if you want the all the purported benefits of flushing with none of the attendant risk, go digital. A study recently published by the British Journal of Urology International asserts that men in their 20s can reduce by a third their chance of getting prostate cancer by ejaculating more than five times a week.
While possession of a robust appetite for sex--and the physical ability to gratify it--may not always be the cynosure of perfect health, a reluctance to engage can be a sign that something is seriously on the fritz, especially where the culprit is an infirm erection.
Dr. J. Francois Eid, a urologist with Weill Medical College of Cornell University and New York Presbyterian Hospital, observes that erectile dysfunction is extension of vascular system. A lethargic member may be telling you that you have diseased blood vessels elsewhere in your body. "It could be a first sign of hypertension or diabetes or increased cholesterol levels. It's a red flag that you should see your doctor." Treatment and exercise, says Dr. Eid, can have things looking up again: "Men who exercise and have a good heart and low heart rate, and who are cardio-fit, have firmer erections. There very definitely is a relationship."
But is there such a thing as too much sex?
The answer, in purely physiological terms, is this: If you're female, probably not. If you're male? You betcha.
Dr. Claire Bailey of the University of Bristol says there is little or no risk of a woman's overdosing on sex. In fact, she says, regular sessions can not only firm a woman's tummy and buttocks but also improve her posture.
Dr. George Winch Jr., an obstetrician/gynecologist in Elko, Nev., concurs. If a woman is pre-menopausal and otherwise healthy, says Dr. Winch, her having an extraordinary amount of intercourse ought not to pose a problem. "I don't think women can have too much intercourse," he says, "so long as no sexually transmitted disease is introduced and there's not an inadvertent pregnancy. Sometimes you can have a lubrication problem. If you have that, there can be vaginal excoriation--vaginal scrape."
Women who abstain from sex run some risks. In postmenopausal women, these include vaginal atrophy. Dr. Winch has a middle-aged patient of whom he says: "She hasn't had intercourse in three years. Just isn't interested. The opening of her vagina is narrowing from disuse. It's a condition that can lead to dysparenia, or pain associated with intercourse. I told her, 'Look, you'd better buy a vibrator or you're going to lose function there.'"
As for men, urologist Eid says it's definitely possible to get too much of a good thing, now that drugs such as Viagra and Levitra have given men far more staying power than may actually be good for them.
The penis, says Eid, is wonderfully resilient. But everything has its limits. Penile tissues, if given too roistering or prolonged a pummeling, can sustain damage. In cases you'd just as soon not hear about, permanent damage.
"Yes," says Dr. Eid, "It is possible for a young man who is very forceful and who likes rough sex, to damage his erectile tissue." The drugs increase rigidity; moreover, they make it possible for a man to have second and third orgasms without having to wait out intermission.
"I see it in pro football players," says Eid. "They use Viagra because they're so sexually active. What they demand of their body is unreasonable. It's part of playing football: you play through the pain." This type of guy doesn't listen to his body. He takes a shot of cortisone, and keeps on going. And they have sex in similar fashion."
There's a reason the penis, in its natural state, undergoes a period of flaccidity: That's when it takes a breather. The blood within it is replenished with oxygen. "During an erection," explains Eid, "very little blood flows to the penis. During thrusting, pressure can go as high as 200 mil of water. Zero blood flows into penis at that time." To absorb oxygen, the tissue must become relaxed. "If you do not allow the penis to rest, then the muscle tissue does not get enough oxygen. The individual gets prolonged erections, gets decreased oxygen to tissue, and could potentially suffer priapism." (We recommend you get a medical encyclopedia and look it up.) "The muscle becomes so engorged, it's painful. Pressure inside starts to increase. Cells start dying. More pressure and less blood flow. Eventually the muscle dies. Then there's scarring. That's why it's considered an emergency."
