E3

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	About E3 First, know I SUCK with profiles, bios, intros, and anything that generally forces me to sell myself. Second, who I am.... People have called me twisted, warped, depraved, quirky, insane, random, eccentric, geeky, insightful, sadistic, controlling, demanding, easy going, and a million other things. One thing I have learned about me. I am everything I am called, and more. And with pride. I am not necessarily kinky. I can be a sadist. I do not enjoy causing pain, rather, I enjoy causing sensations the other person finds pleasurable. I DO inflict pleasure. I can turn your body into a puppet. Make it dance to my whims. Squirm upon my fingertips. I can take control of your flesh from you, and use it as I wish. My lips, my teeth, my hands, my fingers can and will all be used to inflict pleasure when, and as, I chose. And you will feel it. You will cum for me. Again, when and as I wish you to. And it will be often. Yes, I have a large fetish for the female orgasm and the control over a woman's body that it gives me. More than this, I find I am a primal creature. I am not necessarily dominant, but I take the lead. I am the shield protecting those "under me", yet they are treated like equals in the end. While I may take lead in one thing, I will give it in another. A fair balance. I'm a hairy beast of a neanderthal, and I CAN act the part. "Its not sex if someone isn't bleeding" often passes my lips, and clawing, biting, even tearing from friction/angles is common in the more animal like passions. That said, I enjoy give/take play between me and my partner; I want a woman who is strong willed enough to take what she wants, as often as I take from her what I want. As of late, I HAVE been curious about submitting to a woman, and thinking about it often. The level of trust I would need to consider this is great though, not something I could just do for a fling. What I want... Simplistically, I want life to happen. I want it to evolve naturally. Maybe its a random lust filled encounter, or just hanging out for coffee to build a friendship first, but in the end, whatever happen, will be the product of the path followed, NOT predetermined by choice. That always ends ugly. Be a friend before an interest, an interest before a playmate, and a playmate before a partner. More elaborated.. For a friendship, all's fair game, honestly, so long as you are local and I can ACTUALLY have a friendship (I am public transit reliant unfortunately). In a relationship, there are limitations. I cannot have the extreme subbies. I'm sorry. I adore you. Too much. You bring out my protector/caregiver, and then I cannot be the Master you want as I become a push-over. Neither can I handle the Uber-Dommes. I have a habit of shrugging off the extreme challenges in all aspects of my life. Might be a mistake on my behalf, but I just don't have the energy to try and solve the "puzzle" as it were. I do not want to collar someone, nor do I want to be collared yet think that both, would be something that can evolve over time. First, you'd have to be a friend. So start there, and move on to playmates if we can see it happening. Do I want a pet? no. Do I want to be a pet? no. What I want is someone I can take as I want, just as I can be taken in turn. Jump me when you want it, but don't be surprised if you end up pinned to the bed with my hips pounding your jaw. But in that mutual ability to take, there is giving, understanding, and equality. Most importantly, someone who realizes that sexual desire.. isn't the be-all, end-all of desire. My sex drive is a FRIVOLOUS thing. It vanishes. Often for long periods of time. If you want to pursue anything with me, beware this fact. You want to try this, then feel free. And if all you want is sex, which I am more than game for, be prepared to often wait periods without it. Not only does my son define my life, but so too does my mental health. It isn't the best, I'll admit that straight off, and it is being addressed with professional help. But emotionally I may be off some days. Distant, detached, other days close and clingy. It isn't you, and it definitely isn't who I am at my core. BUT it is something I have to deal with, and anyone who wishes to be part of my life as friends or more, needs to be aware such exists, accept it, and like me, flow with it. On the topic of mental health, music is a very important aspect of my life. When sitting at home alone, it is very common I will have my PC blasting out some dark industrial, or deep and rhythmic EBM, sarcastic and jaded gothic, or even more energetic and aggressive dubstep. Music is a way to influence my emotions, my mindset, and my personality, and I like where my music sends me. And if its just random insane friendship you wish, and believe me I WILL fuck with your mind in good natured ways in the form of a good mutual laugh, toss me a message. Everything begins here. Now... do YOU know why a raven is like a writing desk?

SO another long time off the site (no idea how long it's been) and now another update of my profile. WELL more a spellchecking rather than an update really.

Still single.. in as long as I've been on this site, been single. Just cant get the money together to get a social life going. Flaws of being a single, full time father; travel may be possible, but activities usually cost too much, and then there is dreaded babysitter costs. Not that I'd trade it away, but I'd definitely modify the details if I could.

its so easy to sometimes forget this site exists..

updated my profile a little.. not much.

I never really.. feel like its right. It doesnt explain me.. BUT it doesnt fail at it either.

I believe every person isnt words. they are an expeirence.

And I would like to expeirence you.. more than read about you.

And yes the pic is almost ten years old now I think.

oh totaly forgot this site had a journal.

yeah been inactive way too long. back now thanks to a private message arriving in my email box.

updated the profile, and as usual, I MIGHT keep it for more than 5 minutes.

and the picture.. is now.. 9 years old I think?

okay yeah, the picture is 6 years old.. I'm working on getting a new one. It isnt as easy as it sounds. lol

okay profiles updated. I MIGHT keep it for more than 5 minutes... its ALOT longer winded than I intended.
on a side note.. sunburns are annoying. the arms faded without peeling, but DAMN my nose and forehead.

Ok yes, the profile is crap. I'm tinkering with it slowly and thinking on it. And yes, the account is 6 years old. Never BOTHERED using it before now.

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