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dyingrose

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Hello A/all. I've found im terribly bad at starting these things- well i hope this will do. my name is heather, but you may call me pink if you would prefer. it's a nickname that i've never been able to shake. as for my name here on CM, i use to be known as BrokenLittleGirl, but i always felt like when my profile was viewed there was a false sense that maybe i believed myself to be broken, and that wasn't at all what my name meant. This one however, is just something that sort of describes me. No, i know im not a rose and no i know im not dying, heh, but i suppose you could say that i identify with a dying rose best of all. Something that was once beautiful to someone but no longer is and will eventually be forgotten. Something that if given the care may live again or without it may just vanish. I don't know, if you understand what i mean.. congrats because i cannot explain it nearly well enough. as for the lifestyle. i don't know where i fit in it anymore. i'll figure it out eventually. i know im a natural sub and i cannot deny who i am so i will keep coming back to it... i just do not know where i want to be in it this time around. I really don't know what else to say. e-mail me if you'd like... and if i come up with more stuff you might want to know... i will edit this... thanks for your time

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None of the following is meant to offend anyone at all ever. However; i feel like i keep getting alot of mail to my bulkmail because of my filter settings and so maybe i should give a little better idea of what im looking for or who i would be interested in speaking with. This way im not wasting anyones time with writing to me and im not wasting my time with going through the bulkmail folder either.

(and again none of this is meant to offend anyone; i think there is someone for everyone and that everyone has a type this just so happens to be my type)

I am not looking for someone who is a decent amount older for me. Im not into someone who is old enough to be my father or old enough to even be my grandfather. Now let me elaborate what is "too old" for me... 30 is about where i set that bar. NOW thats not to say that i wouldnt maybe be interested in the right 30 something... if the right 30 something comes along... but these emails from the 50 somethings have to stop. And also with that said... i dont mind discussion emails with people older than said range... its the people who are generally interested in speaking with me for the purpose of seeing if we could start and interest here, that im talking about.

Also, at my current point in my life, i do not believe i am looking for a couple. i am rather selfish and i hate sharing.. and for that reason too i do not believe that a poly house would be right for me.. though thats a little bit more negotiable.

"daddies"- if you have daddy in your name want me to call you daddy or anything of the sort, im sorry, im not your sub. Its simply not how i play.

Anyone and i mean ANYONE whos going to even think about sending me an email that states anything about obey me now, submit to me now, you are now mine... any form of that thought or that thought pattern right off the bat.. thats a no to. i mean, maybe some subs like that maybe some slaves get off to that... but right off the bat thats going to put my guard up and make me real pissey with you.

Pony play, puppy play, kitty play and any for there of is not me either so if thats what you seek, im sorry im not your girl either.

Here is, to the best of what i can come up with, what i am looking for.

im looking for someone who is rather normal. i dont mind the idea of 24/7 but you have to be able to meet my mom and not have her freak out. im looking for someone closer to my age but yet not younger to me as i will always go into my "social dominant" role. someone who will be able to teach me as im not experienced in rt. someone who can handle me being crazy at times because of my brain freaking out about things, and deal with me being stubborn. someone who is close ish and/or in a state i wouldnt mind moving to. someone who wants to help me grow as a sub. not just learn but really figure out who i am what i am and where i am going. someone who will support my career decision. im am a stage performer no matter what. and honestly, someone who is easy on the eyes. and i know i will more than likely get shit for that but.. people... look... we are visual creatures; no matter how much we all want to deny it... say were not shallow we are. if you dont like the way someone looks- in my opinion its not going to work out in the end. im not expecting model quality but i mean... it is what it is. *shrug*

I hope this will clear it up a bit... if theres still some questions on it; feel free to e-mail me. even if it goes into my bulk mail... i do still give it a once over just incase im loosing someone important through the cracks.

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short people- *shakes head* im sorry... but how can i take anything you say seriously when you are shorter than me? im 5'8... im a decently tall girl.. and if im looking down at you, who really is in a more domineering position there? yea... me.

so... short people.... youre great... but you arent for me. sorry.

and above all.. thank you for reading :-)

-Heather kitty

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kellyfordz13
 
 Age: 19
  Oregon