dustyrose37

I know someone is out there for me. I know that maybe someday I will find them. But with all the players and all the ones who just want a pieace of ass. Its hard to find a Master, Mistress or couple that is true to being domninet. I have seen pain upon the faces of friends that have been hurt. And me I have been hurt but I have become a stronger person because of it. The mistakes I have made taught me alot about myself. When it comes to my disabilites and people judging me because of them. Then it discourges me but I have come to the conclution its not worth the pain and heartake.. Soon hopefully I will find the one who can taim this wild beast..

Why is it so hard when you tell a Dom or Master that you want to take it slow and get to know them. That some not all push and push until you get so frustrated that you just say fuck it.

Why is it so hard for some  Masters to be patient and wait. If we are ment to be then in all reality Masters should understand and be able to wait.

I have come to the conclusion that a lot of the Masters on other sites just want a piece of ass and nothing more. I am tired of being treated like a door mat. I am a person and I need to respect myself and realize that even though I am a slave until that collar is put around my neck. I have a choice to ether live with whats going on with me. Or get up and walk twords the door and never turn back.

But then again its not that easy as a slave I serve toughs that ask it of me. No I am not a whore or even a slut. I am a true slave. I have come to that conclusion with the help of a friend. Not only did I learn that but I also have learned a lot about myself.

When it comes to my disabilities, Yes I have disabilities if you want to know what please ask. But I am very sensitive about people not even getting to know me but in the end  push me to the side. I have a temper I am German and Irish. So my temper can get really bad. But please do not take it personalty. I am just dealing with a lot.

Why is it that Master not all like to call the subs or slaves Pigs, Cunt, whores and any word that would degrade them. I know because It has just happened to me. But in the end my friend made me realize that the words that are said. Most likely  would be said out of love not hate or malice.

But then again if your used to that type of relationship and you feel numb all over. You don't realize until someone tells you that its wrong. Where do we as slaves fall in the lifestyle. Are there good Masters out there that can teach me fully what I know I am. Instead of calling me names and degrading me.

Is there someone out there that can and will see my potential as a slave. I am not sure but I am willing to wait. I feel alone most of the time and honestly it sometimes gets overwealming..I understand and want to learn but I want to learn the right way not the way of the Masters that truly don't know what there doing.

I am so out there..I can't explain it I don't understand it. Why is it that most people today don't understand me..I try and explain who I am..and what I need yet some often push me to do things. I know I am a sub/slave and yes I am looking for an owner..But at the same time I am not owned yet. I am looking and searching for the ones who will be good for me. I don't rush into things I want to get to know them probubly like they wish to know me. Not many understand that in time the true sub/slave will know who they wish to be with...

Its amazing what people do just to get you with them. I don't understand why Men imparticular will say just about anything to me to get me to be with them. I am takeing things slow with Anyone who wants me. I am not one to rush into anything as I have said befor. I am on two sites one is called Vampire Rave ..Its a comunity for Vampires and Other Kin. I am also on ..Oh thoughs sights are so fun..and so intresting to go too..

Oh and by the way I just don't give out pictures to anyone we have to talk for a bit and then possibly do a bit more..YES I have Yahoo but that dose not mean that i will add everyone to it..I leave Yahoo for people who have taken the time to get to know me..And I am saying this because ONE I don't have pics on here for a reason and that reason is I want people to get to know the real me befor they ask to see me.. I am tired of people asking me for pics when to me they should get to know me not for my looks but for my personality . People don't understand that there is more to being a sub or slave than looks..I would say that the ones who want pics are the ones that really don't understand the aspects of being a Dom or Master and that they are insecure. I am not a BOT I am a human being behind this computer.  Like I said befor if you don't like that then fine as  I don't have a pic on this computer..And yes I have facebook and yes I have a pic on it..But  I do not put any pics on my profile..I might latter..And another thing is you don't want to talk and get to know me. Then Understand that The door is open and you can walk right out it and by me..I am not into the picture game..Talk to me get to know me..And maybe then I will add you to my Yahoo.

If you don't beleave what I say here..Or in my other post...Please keep walking as I don't play games with anyone..And I don't send pics right off the back..it takes time to let people in..after what I went though you would understand...

I have come to the realization that most of the people on here don't understand what a true sub/slave is. A true sub would do anything for there Master/Dom...They would protect there Family when the need arises. A sub is Loyal and honest as is a slave..They tell there Dom/Master everything that goes on. They are Loyal and don't seek to take advantage of anything in there life. They give up there heart body and soul to the one that claims and owns it. Subs look for the good things in life and hope that the good things find her. She dosn't look to hurt or destroy a family. She looks for things to better them. A sub watches her Master/Dom and takes in every need or want that He wishes. The sub knows what her Master/Dom wishes befor He asks. A sub  is always honest with her Master/Dom and comunicates well with Him.

 What you read above is the way that I am. IF your looking to find a princess or a barbie doll I am not that way at all. I am a true submissive and can make anyone a good slave. I am not one to hide anything from my Master or Dom. If you are looking for that fairy tail sub or slave you have come to the wrong place. I will be submissive to only one person or couple. I will not be walked on or taking advantage of. Yes I will submit to someone but at the same time I will not rush into any type of relationship. If you can't be patient and wait for me to get comfortable with you then I am not the right person for you to talk too.

If you are looking for someone to walk on then turn around and walk away. I have been hurt alot and will stand up to whoever trys to hurt me. I am here to find someone and also to make friends. If you want to talk to me I don't bite well not that hard.*Grins misceveously*.

I am a fun loving girl living in Arizona I am originaly from Texas but now live in a hot and humid Part of Arizona. If you want someone that is loyal and willing to relocate and has her own income then please feel free to get in touch with me as I am happy to talk to anyone that wishes to talk to me. BUT NO PLAYERS...IF your just looking for a pieace of ass to use then your not the one for  me. I am a true sub/slave and looking for the one that will take what they see and mold it the way they wish.