duallives

I am looking to chat with a man, a very specific type of man so if this is not you then please move on.
Bullies. Men who bully their women.
Some men in this world are often two completely separate people. He is the most wonderful, kind, loving, attentive, respectful, supportive man a girl could ever hope for. All her friends are jealous, her family is happy to see her with someone so good, and her life seriously improves with him in it. This man loves to pamper and care for his woman, protect her, support her emotionally and mentally, and even is patient with her "issues" (yes, we all have them).
But then, this same man has darkness in him. Something that has come out gradually, a bit at a time. He loves to bully her, physically and mentally, especially when no one else is around and especially in bed or anything sex related. Not always, just sometimes. He can turn on a dime. He is controlling, manipulative, sneaky, and even cruel. Behind closed door this same man could pin his woman against the wall for no other reason that to see fear in her eyes, sometimes even, he likes to hurt her. He will screw with her mind as easily as he will screw with her body and push her into a corner to gain obedience. He has no qualms about using his physical strength to intimidate her, his secret knowledge about her life to emotionally, mentally and psychologically blackmail her, his previous loving experience in the bedroom to use her body to respond to him even when her mind screams no, he will do whatever it takes to possess her, own her, but most of all, control her. She fights him, every time, in any way, which she does because she's a fighter, a survivor, smart and strong,He loves when she battles him physically or mentally because he is smart enough to out manipulate her, out plan her, out-deceive her and he can do so because he will do anything it takes for this victory. This dark side of him is a bully, and he seriously loves to bully her. And she takes it; she has no choice because the consequences of leaving him are not possible. They are not possible because the loving wonderful man is not someone she can leave...besides, she's afraid of him, too afraid to really do anything that would make him angry.
Ok, now, as I said I am looking to CHAT only, here or on MSN or perhaps ICQ. I am NOT looking to meet a person like this, not even for a "coffee" but I very much need to speak with one like this. Also, if you live near me then I might not respond to you as I will be avoiding all temptation. So, far away people, or people near me but married only. Thank you