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| As I go along, learning about life and where this one fits in, it becomes more and more clear after soo many failed relatinships and a marriage, that traditional / vanilla will not work and is not meant for this future slave.
Have had only minimal BDSM experience but each was like being born. The more degraded, humiliated, objectified and dehumanized the more alive this one felt. An animal? An object? A piece of meat? It isn't sure, but a vanilla girl it isn't and it is eager to find Someone who can mentally strip away the girl forever
it recently returned to CM after a short, but unsuccessful period with a potential Owner. Overall a positive experience but one that wasn't going to take it where it needs to go.
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