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About DoctorNJustice
*A few rules it would do you well to observe and remember"
A) You have NO power over me aside from what I give you
B) Mistress/sub relationship should be mutually beneficial, this should be a healthy form of expression and growth between the 2 of you.
C) I draw the line at poop, puke, extreme pain, kids, animals and stupidity (a standard will be discussed and adhered to for the entirety of the relationship, also, common sense applies)
AND
D) It IS a privilege for me to be allowed to be collared, you would do well to remember it is ALSO a privilege for you to collar me.
*(There is a lot of psychology involved in these beliefs that i will explain further if asked, but feel no need to go over if it wont be read)
https://.com/users/2035027
Feel free to add me on , if the link doesn't work, just search my name
DoctorNJustice
Trying to move on from the past...
It is time to put heartache behind me...
Some of which I am the victim of...
Some of which I am the cause of...
Some of which I am both...
I will not blow smoke up your behind and try and convince any of you that I have always been the perfect son, lover or even friend...not even close...but all of my relationships have taught me SOMETHING about myself and love. Whether the failure was on my part or due to something she did. I have given up on things before out of fear that I can never get back...things that i knew may have worked, but I sabotaged them anyway. Sometimes, it was out of fear. Sometimes, it was out of anger.
I don't know really how to explain who or what I am, i mean i have always tried to, but people deserve the truth, not my poetic attempt at sugar coating it.
I am a Virgo,
I am very headstrong, I am confidant in my abilities even though I am not confidant in myself. I never really saw myself as good enough to be loved, I HATE saying this, but that is one of the very few things I will allow myself to BLAME on my parents (both biological and otherwise) "if I'm not good enough for them to love, why should I or anyone else" I am so over that nonsense. I am persistent and refuse to accept failure...you knock me down 1,000 times you better DAMN sure be ready for me to get up 1,001. I am emotional and a morbidly hopeless romantic, I truly believe that with enough love and compassion we can fix this world, I am learning to have faith in humanity, because trust me...we are MESSED UP if we don't get our act together.
You maybe reading this thinking "there goes that smoke up my ass" no, dears, just wait, i am getting there.
I have moments of painful arrogance, I am sometimes OVERLY confidant in what I know, I rely so vastly and heavily on logic sometimes (which also goes out the window when I start to fall for someone lol) that I cant see the proverbial forest for the trees. I am so directly obsessed with being my own person that I inadvertently turn people away that could be good for me...now, part of me thinks "forget you, if you cant like me for me, then I don't need you" but maybe I can show people the softer side of me, too. I am stubborn (the negative of headstrong), crass, outspoken, hard to deal with at times...
BUT, I promise, if you can get past all of this nonsense, I am worth it! |
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New Year's Resolution:
Dear Bradley, BE FUCKING HAPPY!
Seriously...I think for the first time in my life...I am going to FORCE myself to be happy...so look out world...I may look crazy for a while!!! |
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"My Life is undone - and I'm a sinner to most but a sage to some
And my Gods are Untrue - I'm probably wrong, but I'm better than you
And the longest hours I've had in my life
Were the ones I went through to know I was right
So I'm safe, but I'm a little outside
I'm gonna laugh when I'm buried alive"
Thank you, Corey Todd Taylor (Yes, #8, the vocalist from slipknot and stone sour), for helping me see that all dark tunnels either begin or end with light, based on your perception...
2012 has been a trying year for me: car accidents, memory loss, sleep walking down the street, booze, finally realizing that "she" was equal portions blessing/curse, airports losing my shit, hippies, anarchist, fist fights with friends, finding out that family comes from the most unexpected places...
Learning that you dont mix psilocybin with ethanol alcohol...
Learning that when you do it is okay to spend 4 hours in your friends room crying your eyes out because you really hate who you are...
Realizing that I may not need to know who I used to be...
I may not need to know where my genetics started...
I may not need to know anymore about my parents than I already do...
MAYBE, those who matter already know me better than they ever did!
Learning that family means saying your sorry, and unconditional love, even if you are mad at each other...
So, what am I getting at here, boys and girls? It is simple really:
A) I have massive surges of wisdom (or insanity...or both) when I dont sleep
B) I have a twisted, fucked up, confusing adventure for a life
C) I have some of the most fucked up friends ever
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D) FUCK YOU if you think i am gonna change one breathe of it...this is MINE and I love you ALL!!!
"I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed, made to feel miniscule! If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful!"
I fucking love you guys,
Doc Justice
*Quote 1: "Sulfur" from the album "All Hope Is Gone"
**Quote 2: "My Plague" from the album "Iowa" |
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