Seriously fed up first person to show an interest in me was an absolute phoney! No meeting for 6-8 weeks not allowed to call on telephone and no using her collarme name???
Well not quite sure what to write here .. But here goes
For a while I've wanted a child .. But have done some much needed Thinking and come to realise that the only real reason that I'd want A child is due to the fact I think I need nurturing ...
I figure that if I'd be willing to go to that length to feel nurture I'd be willing to do more ..
I've had a feeling that I might be bi sexual for a while and I feel that I would do almost anything to feel loved , cared for , some one to take control of everyday things , and to protected by a mother type figure
I feel that to achieve that I would do anything as I crave it so badly
I've not had any experience in this life style but I am so willing to give anything a try to see if its possible to feel those listed as above ..
I hope to hear from you .. Whoever you maybe who can take this mess and turn it into a butterfly!
