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About divingsub
I've been married for over 3 decades, and even i never been sexually fulfilled i never thought on cheating. Recently i had a non-consensual sexual experience that turned my life upside down. Even it was against my will and i was really scared and aching i never been so aroused in all my life, and my body reacted in new and unexpected ways.
The days afterwards i was permanently excited and couldn't think on anything else. I didn't tell my husband about the rape but as i was locked up in the bathroom most of the day he thought i had some kind of depression. True is that i was masturbating once and again remembering my experience.
A few days ago i asked my husband to be more dominant at bed, more agressive with the hope to live again some of the intensity and excitement i felt. He did his best but i never got aroused or enjoyed the sex enough to have an orgasm.
Now i'm desperate and confused, not sure what i want or what i need. I found this site searching for BDSM information and joined hoping to find some enlightment about my feelings. |
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Male Submissive, 39, Duluth, Georgia
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Female Submissive, 38, Tulsa Area, Oklahoma
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Female Dominant, 42, Olympia, Washington
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