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| Its extremely complicated
way too complicated for any kind of M/s relationship to be possible
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For all those who have asked, or would, I was released in September 2016 for disobedience, disrespect and a lack of self control - particularly control over my emotions
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absolute slavery is all that I seek
all ?I improve myself for
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life however may have other plans
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i have a mentor / guide
He is the only one I need?
i trust Him absolutely
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i had the chance for everything I ever wanted
and I blew it
i could not have done anything else?
to blow it was inevitable
bad luck and poor choices
i live with the regrets
and accept the lessons
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and now things are so complicated?
I don't know that I'll ever have the opportunity again
even if I could love another
for now I must be content
that His face is before me every day
His ways dictate my choices
brief as it was
i touched His Body
He touched mine
and serving Him was divine
thats quite something?
and I'm grateful?
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I'm just lurking here really ....
taking in the air
UPDATE Thursday May 4 2017
My current work must continue, as must His....but
Tonight, He called me, for the first time since my release, not just "slave girl", but:
"HIS slave girl"
Time flies now
My yoke is made light
An d after my prayers
I will sleep all right ......
JOY & a hope that I now know is SHARED
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