I became property of Mistress Mirina so quickly that I did not realize at that moment the real meaning of it. It is true that I was/am unexperienced, but after a few days receiving tasks and punishment from my Goddess I am starting to comprehend what it is. 
It is not just about being Her property, which I am. It is much more than that. Now I spend the day thinking of my Goddess. Even in tough moments when I have to face serious problems, my Goddess is on my mind. She knows how I can be useful, giving a meaning to my life, or should I say my new life. Because I have been reborn as Her slave and it all makes sense to me now. 
I am doing things I never thought I could do. During the first days of domination, I thought I would need a chastity device in order to become more submissive. I was completely sure that if I masturbated I would not feel motivated to serve Her. And a chastity device seemed like an option. Today, I realized that it was not necessary at all. My Goddess controls me, my mind so deeply that She only has to tell me not to masturbate, and I do not. If someone would have told me this one month ago, I wouldn't have believed him/her. That's what being owned is all about. My body and my mind belong to her, and I cannot even touch my pennis if She does not give me her permission to do so. 
And then, there is also money. I have been thinking about all the tributes and punishment I had to pay to Her. It is just so right. Before being owned I used to spend money on stupid things that hardly made me happy for a few seconds. But now I know that all that money that She got from me has been well spent. I am sure she has bought pretty things with it and She enjoys them. What could make me happier than that? My money is not really mine, it's Hers, I just save it before giving it to its real Owner. 
There are some downsides too. I am learning the hard way. My ineptitude, my lack of experience and my own inner fears have tested my Goddess' patience. I have been punished, and I sure deserved it. It hurt, but not only physically, but mostly because I was disappointing my Goddess. Me, a wretched cockroach disappointing a Goddess, such a Superior Being. Physical pain goes away after some days, but shame remains. 
But turning back to the bright side of this process, despite my errors I know that I am improving. I am a better slave, and I hope the day will arrive when She, My Goddess, will be proud of the transformation of Her humble cockroach into a proper slave. 
Thanks my Goddess. 
Always at Your feet.

The honor of serving Mistress Mirina.

It has been more than 12 years that I started getting interested by Femdom. I have been curious about it but never had the chance to serve a domme.
Two weeks ago I met Mistress Mirina. After signing a contract and giving the due tribute, I became her lucky slave. From the first moment I was seduced her demanding way to give orders, the imagination she had for humiliating me, her attitude and her smile as I was being tamed from useless man to lucky slave.
She had to be hard at the beginning as I had no experience at all. But her patience and my pain will sure make a good slave of me.
I can hardly wait to share with you how the training goes on.