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I am looking for a lifetime relationship. Some one I have an
emotional connection with, that i can fall in love with. Some one I can
keep in caged in a closet, or in an over sized dog bed by my bed. Some
one I can give complete attention to. Who will only be out of my sight
for school or work related points of timeNO MORE RANDOM
PLAY TIME.This is my writing, It defines me.
Read it
learn it
and
when you feel you know a part of me, we can talk about creating an
opportunity for you to learning the rest.Little
whore
Beauty is limited to the duration of time you
appreciate your self for. And those who seek objects from the worship of
their appearance will never feel a real meaning. Until they have lost
it.Burn
“Fear is the oxygen which feeds the
fire, that sets the world a blaze.”REFLECTION
I question what I know with a swift reaction in my mind. I let all
emotion take effect. I lived a life of solitude and a closed mouth, and
the day I finally speak up about how I feel, my world is flipped upside
down. I know who I am. But for you I will change who I am. I am hopeful
of hope, and so I ask. Will you love me, should I have faith in you and
me. Then the brick walls of safety part, only to be covered with emotion
and fear of being alone. I get an answer more true then what you will
ever know. A what I need to hear. A life so lost all that’s left to do
is give in.
For all fears and understandings of what is wrong now
merge with what is not. To be left in my own world of what ever I have
to do, is what I will. Submerged in a pity. Embraced in a sorrow.
Cowered in my own hell, cuddled in a fetal position trying to understand
one question. Why?
What makes me deserve this, what makes me feel
this. Why am I letting this end. And when the emotions of what I want
clear my eyes. I see my answer. So pure, clear and vivid. I’m shown
exactly what makes my life so God damn empty!
In the mirror in front
of me…What Binds Us All
We choose the need
to be what our history is.
I watch as you change your life,
as I
create a new meaning to history.
What happened to following your
dreams,
What happened to following your destiny.
To follow your
dreams is to never quit….acknowledge the dead and understand the
reasons.
To know too much was never understood.
“To build a mind
set of what is real, Is what truly binds of all”Before
our time
“The world will never be ready for people like us.
society has it's hand around the mouths and minds of millions through
media and what we see as Sociologically correct.”Degrade
Me
“Every act of sex, is based on some level of degraded
thought.”Sex
“For even in sex, your
obsessions are created by your means of acceptance.”Other
“We hate in others, what we hide in our selves.”Self
Loathing
“When you live for the approval of the opposite
sex, you live to make meaning of your own regrets.”True
Love
“Love is just an example of true dependency.”Weakness
“Weakness is a given.
We all need weakness and strength to be
happy.
When weakness is present,
strength is created,
with
weakness brings immeasurable beauty,
And if you choose to reject
this form of beauty,
You willingly choose to eternally be alone.”Empty
Emptiness,
My sorrows bliss,
Coveted to be a stronger soul,
But hollow minds will never know.What you’ve shown is much more
than meaningless passions.“To understand who one may be, is much
more valuable then understanding who others are.”The
Scars Of The Heart
“To live is to die once before being
recreated.
For once one is recreated they must live again, to find
that they will only die once more.”
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