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4'9" just in case you were wondering. Most sites will only let me put <152 cm or under 5'! Helps me with my 'little / babygirlness' and i also find it helps me with my submissiveness, as most are so much bigger than me! i am therefore easily overpowered physically, though i do love to struggle! mmmm

i am not interested in one night stands or 'fuck buddies', i dont do 'discreet relationships'. i like things to be out in the open, honest and real. i prefer to be involved with the lives of my loves, not hidden. i am polyamorous, i am bisexual.

Within the past 4 months i have been released from a 5yr relationship where he was my DaddyDom/Sir. girl is definitely 'unowned' now. I travel a lot, but main base would be Moncton. I shall be heading to Halifax area soon for at least a month on a 'littlest hobo tour'.

I am looking for a future owner. I feel that the choice i make in an Owner/Master is basically my 'only' choice... so before i make this choice i get to know the person as well as possible so that they reflect my hopes and goals in my slave life as well as my vanilla life.

I am not a girl that you will talk to for months and months, and then not meet up with. I wish for things not to be 'online only' for long.

Nothing you could ever say would shock this little girl. My checklists here should show you some of the things i am interested in and have experience in, please do have a look. i love to talk/email about 'kinky' things. i love to watch porn, sex info shows,etc. i love 'humiliation' porn. i have a webcam. i prefer not to cyber. i have been on cam 24/7 in the past...

i love corsets, yet i have not been in one as much as i would like. i love to be spanked, though i dont like it at the same time, giggle! i love rope and VERY much enjoy being the girl that people practice/use to learn on. I like the violet wand... and TENS. mmmmm :) Very lucky girl she is to have been able to learn about them!

i am very old fashioned in the way i want to live, as i prefer to stay home and take care of things (cook, clean, garden, etc) rather than to go out and make money to 'buy, buy, buy'. i have not worked outside my home in almost 7 yrs. My relationships are more important to me than money. Keeping my partner(s) happy is most important to me, vanilla relationships or not, and i have found that money does not make for a better relationship. i enjoy the 'little things' and try to keep the cost of my "upkeep" as little as possible. :P I enjoy being able to attend any functions that my partners need to me to attend as a companion without having to 'book time off' or tell them i cannot attend because of scheduling. I wish not for some outside influence to have more control than those i serve.

i have been vegetarian (still eat eggs and cheese) for just about 2 years now, but dont mind being around meat eaters. i will still cook meat for others. i have had a few 'cheating' moments to see if i miss it, but i dont. ***update, for the past yr i have been eating meat, and am slowly headin back to a mostly veggie diet..

i 'love' pets and animals. i currently have 2.5 cats, and have had many birds,fish etc in the past. I love to take care of injured/sick animals. i would love to have a dog again, and also to be out of the small city i am in and have a farm to work on. i worked for a few yrs on horse ranches and as a trail guide years ago and i miss the hard work :)

i do not have any children, nor have i ever been pregnant. i can only become pregnant with medical intervention. Just a fyi as many seem to ask this... :P

i am addicted to information, and often research things to death. Some topics i read about/devour: various BDSM topics, polyamory, pets/animals, gardening, nutrition, disease prevention, how life was like 100's of years ago (for women especially), recipes, household upkeep, history, science, technology, natural/organic living, poetry, erotica, current events.

i've started reading BDSM-type novels.. something i had yet to do up until a year ago, and finished my first reading of Story of O, The Marketplace and Carrie's Story. Not certain what is next...

As far as my bisexuality, it has been years since i've had a girlfriend... perhaps im too picky, or too shy. Things to work on... i do miss a woman's touch. i tend to prefer 'feminine girls' i love curves and long hair especially. Would love to have a sister sub/slave one day with similar interests (wouldnt we all?giggle).

i dislike bars and clubs and have only been in them about a handful of times. i very rarely drink at all now, never have smoked, or do any non prescription drugs. In my past i have preferred to have and attend home parties rather than be out in public scene parties etc.. i love serving at parties and being the 'barwench' as i have been called.

:) i have never really been super involved in my local BDSM groups, i dont enjoy the politics much...yet i have joined a few local bdsm groups and attend a regional playplace when i can. I am enjoying the multitude of skills and toys that are out there and using this to gain more knowledge of my likes/dislikes/interests. I find, so far, in these groups it is difficult to be completely submissive as i am in daily life instead i must play as a 'bottom'. It is very much a learning experience.

i am new to BDSM experience wise imo, but not so in desiring it! i have had/done BDSM type fantasies and activities since i was a toddler. i do not consider myself to be a 'scene-type girl'. i enjoy as much BDSM intergration into my daily life as possible (aka 24/7 ;) ) It is another reason i prefer to stay at home, so it is even 'more' possible to 'be myself'. I enjoy being a girl that stays at home and takes care of her owner(s) directly.

i enjoy different role play and have enjoyed pleasing in littlegirl/babygirl roles over the years, as it has been often asked of me because of my stature. Definitely one of my favorite roles. :) I even wear pullups and then be even more 'littlegirlish'. Another fyi/question that is asked of me: yes, i wear diapers.. yes.. i wet them. ;) One of my hard limits is with diapers though, i will not put them on myself! I am true to my roles as possible (cept the dark,dirty stuff of course) and just have never believed that a little girl/toddler would put on her own diaper!

I have also worn diapers in non age play play. Extended bondage or other forms of control. This girl isnt always a little one ;)

Puppy play is another interest. Aliens,other animals, kidnapping, rape play, maid, public humiliation, enema, Doctor/patient/nurse etc... i enjoy people with imagination,a desire to go 'further' and who wish to do things they havent done before.

i am looking for different types of relationships, what works well for all involved...but hopefully long term. Age is unimportant to me (my history reflects this), being sincere, real, honest, and consistent 'are' important.

I enjoy travelling and have lived in many other provinces as well as in London,UK. I am available for short term live in training/pleasing positions as well working up to long term.

i try really hard to respond to all my email, even if just a couple of sentences... and i LOVE questions so please do ask if you are curious to know more!  I prefer to be upfront with things, and dont like to 'beat around the bush' mmmm beat....

Please feel free to message me on yahoo or msn as well.

Thank you for reading,

be well,

amy

written/updated June 14,2006, November 16,2007


11/16/2007 8:39:05 AM
New profile now to reflect my unowned status....
1/11/2007 9:20:12 AM
After the surgery, Sir needed an IV 24/7 for 6 weeks. I was trained by the nurses to change it for him daily. He is still in a cast and i am in Northern NB (johnville). I try to do my best so that he'll be able to walk again unaided. We've been on lots of day trips to the US and to Moncton. Appreciate all the messages everyone has been sending. Please know i am off 'relocation possible' status for anyone other than those im directly involved with. I will be available for short term training/play when Sir is able. Hugs!
10/18/2006 11:11:49 AM
One move done, one more this weekend. Sir's leg needs another operation :( so more nursing for this girl soon! Been a very very busy girl with chores and packing and unpacking. Thank you for all the messages and compliments, am looking forward to things slowing down and i can update my profile and pictures. :)
9/24/2006 8:08:23 PM
Daddy is moving to a farmhouse, yay!! Even has a spring fed pond! Super yay for the privacy! Also, no more halifax for amy... as Hali man is moving back to Moncton b4 Nov! Two moves for this girl in one month, goodness! Lotsa stress happening, but still a happy girl!
7/29/2006 6:15:46 PM
girl is currently in NB, taking care of her Daddy who was in an accident and broke His leg. Sorry for the slowness in her responses. Thank you to all who read my profile in its entirety and for the compliments!
4/3/2006 7:53:49 AM
did update profile on march6th. Now a month later she just wanted to add that she's been in 2 different corsets for a night each... sooo lucky she is. Hoping Daddy will want to get her one one day :):) amy is getting to learn lots, meet lots of new people and hear a lot of stories and play with lots of new toys.  :)
1/7/2006 4:01:38 PM
looking to rewrite profile soon... and be more descriptive!  Spent holidays in Fredericton with my Daddy.. i love Him soo much. Not sure what future will hold.. where i will be living... but working hard so that things will be ok and i'll be a better girl. Am soo lucky that Daddy lets me meet/play with local kinky people :) so im not too too lonely. He knows how much i am a physical girl.. and am fortunate He does! :)

5/31/2005 2:46:11 PM
Very busy girl right now,with gardening and travelling.. but will respond to emails asap. thank you for messages. :) be well, amy
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 Age: 45
 Titusville, Florida