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...just making new friends for now. i am a sub at heart but have my switchy days. i am not new to this and know what i like and what i don't. i am NOT looking for an owner, but to find a friend i can trust to release some stress with woulod be nice.





7/28/2011 11:18:36 AM
In Knoxville for the night
1/26/2010 11:51:20 AM
know that Your first words to a person is the initial show of respect, or lack thereof.

what are You trying to say?
1/25/2010 7:12:35 AM
lol...really...you think i should post all my pics i worked so hard on over the years so any jerk can just take them, really?  really? You think the best way to approach me about the subject is by telling me a model would have better pics on this site, really?  really?   

please for future notice, my submission is my gift to those whom deserve it...outside of me giving that to you i am anything BUT submissive...keep that in mind when contacting me.
1/13/2010 6:22:22 AM
needs

He found her in her usual spot.
Drunk...maybe high
on God only knows what.
Flirting,
if you can it it that.
More like a strip tease, masturbation mix...
with her clothes on.
_sigh_
I know I could help her...
she is _yearning_ for help.
I can see it in her eyes,
when everyone else is eying her ass.
I can hear it in her drunken rants that drive them from wanting her,
to wanting to choke her.
I can feel it in the cold waves coming off her body like ice balls barley missing Your head __daring__ you to fight back.
she needs me.
I know what she needs...
So I watch as I usually do.
and I wait for the inevitable.
her drunken rants push a lesser man too far,
and as he lunges for her...
I sweep her away.
and she fights.
because that is all she knows.
and no one helps, because no one cares.
and as I force her into My truck,
she bucks wildly,
like a wild animal
and I choke her.
I grab her beautiful, little neck
and I squeeze.
she claws at my arms
searching for...
something.
I loosen my grip...
giving her a little life
and shake her.
bring her eyes,
and attention,
directly to Me
I make her look into my eyes.
I make her see herself in my eyes.
I show her love.
she sees.
she looks into my eyes and she sees
the pain that has made her world,
and the love that finds her through my hands
still choking her lovingly.
she shudders and breaks,
right before My eyes.
and W/we become O/one.

COPYRIGHT jadedjec 2009
1/11/2010 10:22:59 AM
i was inspired to share...


why should i wait? 
i can easily do it myself... 
how long must i go unfulfilled? 
getting my rocks off where i can...  
endlessly being her. 
i want to be more, 
if to no one other than myself. 
so i light the candles, 
set the mood 
program the phone 
leave a note, 
just in case, 
and i leap.
the fall is slow 
like the coils of rope i tightly pull around my ankles 
and then my knees. 
slow like the planning it took to make the perfect rope to be placed around my neck and both wrists. 
slow like the music playing gently in the background, 
and slow like the time is now as i spread my arms and am choked by my rope assailent. 
spreading my arms wider still hetightens his grip, 
and my world goes fuzzy. 
closer to me than any human has ever been, 
He knows my limits and loosens His grip. 
releasing my arms slightly. 
not wanting the moment to end quite yet. 
but, 
he knows me. 
he knows that i yearn to be taken further
that in his concerned relief, 
he brings me less joy. 
so he does what only the strong can do, 
tightens his grip and leads me to the edge, 
and beyond. 
into that dark fuzzy bliss that only breath play can give. 
and as i pass out from pure joy, 
and lack of air, 
he releases his grip, 
and my arms. 
holding me until i come to, 
never leaving my side until i let him go 

my rope assailant 

COPYRIGHT jadedjec 2010
12/3/2009 12:48:25 PM
to the d*ckhole who thinks i do not know that im was from them....STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!   was that clear enough   or will you make ANOTHER email addy to stalk me from?

grow UP

11/12/2009 7:18:21 AM
i do not do race play PERIOD.  call me a disrespectful ignorant word and in my soul i will wish you and yours straight to hell.  further note any REAL Dom/me or Top knows that you do not just jump into calling a stranger whatever you want...so go back to your van life or die slow because you are not welcome in my world.
10/25/2009 7:03:29 PM

thank Y/you all for the reassuring words.

10/24/2009 7:19:29 AM
people are so mean.  if Y/you have nothing nice to say then by all means feel free to be quiet.
8/12/2009 6:34:07 AM
guess who's going to FetishCon...!!!!
be in Tampa friday night, soooo excited!
1/26/2009 1:33:19 PM
how do you bring out the Dom in your vanilla partner?  is it right to act out, and hope it results in punishment ...or do you behave perfectly, secretly waiting to be rewarded with pain.  a slave with no master is nothing, just a faceless body floating in the abyss with no direction.
ladylisa508
 
 Age: 22
 Ontario, Canada