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So after all these years I have finally made it on to this website.
I am looking for a partner in crime. Someone who is respectful, a gentleman, kind and with a sense of humor, yet would have no problem taking control and putting me in my place behind closed doors.
You, between 38 - 55 years; a non-smoker; healthy and takes care of himself; self-sufficient and successful in whatever he does in life. You are not married. And I am not looking to be anyone's "unicorn" or "secret."
I am not really looking to relocate nor am I looking for a cyber-Dom LDR.
What I seek is a real person, sincerely into this lifestyle, but a "normal" person otherwise.
It all starts in the head. Can we connect on a mental level? Can you get in my head? Are you smart? Can we carry on an intelligent conversation? We don't have to agree about everything, but can you hold your own?
Here are some ideas for what may be in store for playtime... I love bondage, especially rope, blindfolds, sensory deprivation. I am a pain slut to some degree: spankings, floggings, single tail, if you are skilled enough. Pull my hair, slap my face, call me a dirty names. Whisper threats in my ear. Skillfully wield a knife against my skin without drawing any blood. Punish me when I have disappointed you and yes, I will be upset that I deserved that punishment, but happy that you took the time to correct me. Punish me when I am good and I appreciate the attention and like the fact you took the time to put me in my place. Use your favorite belt, which I may deliver crawling to you on my hands and knees. Help dress me up in sexy clothes. Maybe one day I will proudly wear your collar. Uniforms, leather boots and leather in general give me a huge rush. Don't be surprised if your boots get attention. Make me wear a butt plug or other sex toy in public under my clothing, some bondage, or even your marks. Yes marks! I love marks. I may cry when you administer them, but understand those are tears of release and sometimes happiness.
If it is veering on too far, I will let you know. And the headgame - I can learn your protocols and your rules. I seek to carry this relationship outside the bedroom and wish to be a 24/7 slave again.
I just mention the above not because I am trying to tell anyone how to do one's job, just that sometimes one might need a little hint as to what I may be in to.
I am a single working widowed mother of a young child to whom I am very devoted so you would have to understand my situation and be willing to work within those limitations.
This brings me to experience, I started in the lifestyle in the mid-90's. It felt like coming home. I was involved in Threshold in Los Angeles before I moved to Las Vegas. I met some wonderful people, had a couple relationships with a couple Doms and started to figure out what I liked and didn't like and where I fit in. Then I met my then Master and realized being a 24/7 slave was what I wanted and needed at the time. I cherish that relationship and we are still friends today. I would be happy to explain privately why I decided to move on.
If I met the right person I would be interested in experiencing this again, but this person would have to be a very understanding of my situation. But I believe it's possible. After returning to this years later, I am finding it hard to stay away.
So returning to the back story, a few years later I met my husband. I took a break from BDSM, but at the time it was what I felt I needed to do. There is much to experience in this great world of ours. I get asked a lot how I can go from a 24/7 slave to vanilla. That my friend, is too long to explain here. Needless to say that experience was so all encompassing that for the time I feel like I had my fill and there would be no other match.
Unfortunately my husband passed away from cancer four years ago.
I got back into all this about six months after my husband died and it was like coming home. It was like I never left. And in my heart of hearts I know what I am. That has not changed. I have only gained life experience.
Other interests outside "the Scene" include running, tennis, other athletic pursuits, hiking and the outdoors, travel, seeing my family, eating delicious food, visiting museums, playing piano, swing dancing, listening to a wide variety of music, and attending concerts.
Off topic: If you are a good partner dancer, preferably east coast swing/lindy hop and are interested in dancing, let me know!
I do enjoy attending some events like a rope social, play party or local munch as I am a social person so hopefully this person might want to attend with me. Eventually, I would like to be a collared submissive again to the right Dom. Someone who is understanding about my situation and we can share interests and a life outside the scene. Not sure if I can find that here, but I am optimistic.
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