Deridex

A little more about my take on "power exchange" dynamics: It isn't "roleplaying" to me.  I'm not a worthless bitch slave who exists to worship anyone who clicks the "Master" identifier and do all their housework, and if you come at me from that angle, you won't get anywhere.  I don't even know you yet; how can I possibly have any interest in treating you like a pharaoh?  I don't hate myself, and if you try to tap into that line of thought, then you won't find anything.  If you're caught up in the myth of your own authority, then from my perspective, you're lost in a destructive game and there's no way we'll have a productive dynamic of any kind.  Power exchange, to me, is about interconnection, honesty, and earned trust.  That said, everyone has their own approach, and I'm just giving my perspective.  I like to make people I care about happy.

Physically, I crave certain submissive/slave experiences, maybe even to develop a mental/emotional power exchange that isn't just physical, but that takes patient development.  I just want to be honest about what's happening, and most of all, I want to avoid the ones who think that approaching someone with a terrible attitude is the way to start a healthy relationship of any kind.

On a less serious note, I am not the humiliated, begging slave type, but rather see myself as the quiet, reserved kind, the one the master takes a quiet pride in, the one whose competence is trusted and, in the bedroom/dungeon, the one whose services are taken for granted, without need for begging or verbal interaction beyond the minimum.  I'd love to find a happy, mutually healthy dynamic like that.