dephinite

i am not actively seeking a relationship at this time. i am fresh out of a bad one, and not quite ready to try again. i feel that if something comes along, it comes along, but i am not going to go searching for it. That being said. i am very picky and selective about what i want in a relationship. i will not play casually, i am looking for a relationship and that comes before sex. Preferably someone younger than 30, but older than 23:) As i have 2 more years of school left, someone relatively close to me would be nice as well:) i am a hopeless romantic, often wearing my heart on my sleeve. As far as slavery goes Anais Nin says it best and i agree completely:
"i do not want to be the leader. i refuse to be the leader. i want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. i want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, His pleasure, His desire, His life, His work, His sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. i don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman i want to be dominated. i don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that i am capable of doing but i am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at His time, His bidding.
~ Anais Nin