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Pan Female Submissive, 29,  New Mexico
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Formerly known as lilsis4deidre, adevotedslave, and ownedpet I am no longer owned by the man known here as PlantationOwner and MasterSeeksSlave.

I'm not here seeking anything other than friendship and to reconnect with some of you I've managed to lose touch with over the years.

I really don't want to see your penis, relocate, get into a relationship or be owned. If your message to me indicates that you want any of these things and obviously haven't read the profile then chances are that you won't receive a response.

I'm in a relationship with an incredible woman and not seeking anything sexual outside of that. Do not be disrespectful toward the connection that I have with her. You will not the be one person who can turn me back into a slave or heal me in the way that allows me to see that my true destiny lies with you.









 Submissive Female

 New Mexico







 Amusement Parks

 Renaissance Faires


 Horseback Riding

 Fisting (Beginner)

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Beginner)

 Role Playing (Expert)

 Shibari (Beginner)

 Libertarian Politics







 Curious About:

 Scuba Diving

 Wind Surfing

 Electrical Play

 Local BDSM Community

 Knife Play

 Needle Play

 Plastic Wrap Bondage


 Wax Play






 Cane / Crop Discipline

 Foot Worship


 Sensation Play

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Journal Entries:
2/23/2008 10:38:50 PM

Once upon a time...

...There was a princess who was kept locked away from the outside world by the Evil King. She didn't know that the King was evil and she loved him very much. Gradually the Evil King began to allow the princess contact with outsiders, but by voice only. He was confident that no others could steal away the love of his caged beauty.

Then one day a Knight in shining armor came along. Though the princess was still devoted to the Evil King she began to develop a very special connection to the Knight. They would spend hours and hours talking, laughing and enjoying each other's company. This made the princess very happy.

Soon the Evil King began to see the effect that the Knight was having upon his princess and he became insecure and jealous. Unbeknownst to the princess the Evil King decided to have a conversation of his own with the Knight. The Evil King told the Knight that he needed to go away from the princess, to leave her life without a word or the Evil King would ensure that the princess' life was one full of misery and pain. Worried for the princess' safety and unsure of what else to do the Knight disappeared from her life. He knew that if he tried to tell the princess what had taken place she may have listened, but her love for and misplaced trust in the Evil King was so strong that she would not ride away to safety.

The princess, not knowing what had happened to her Knight feared the worst and went on with her life believing her Knight had perished. Of course the Evil King held her and acted in a comforting manner when his princess cried but secretly he thought he had won the battle with the Knight.

The years went by and while the pain of the Knight's loss became less sharp the princess never forgot him or the feeling of love that they had shared. Eventually she began to discover the depth of the King's evil. Though it was difficult and she was full of fear one day she managed to escape his realm into safety.

Over the years the Knight had managed to keep track of the Princess, to watch over her from a distance ever fearful that the Evil King would one day make his threats reality even though the Knight was no longer a threat. The Knight stood ready to rescue the princess should she ever become the damsel in distress in need of his knightly services. When the princess left the realm though he lost track of her and feared the worst. He searched and searched until one day he finally found her! She was safe and she was happy. All along he had known that the princess thought him dead but he couldn't tell her otherwise knowing that if he did the Evil King would take out his revenge upon the poor princess.

Now that she was no longer in the clutches of the Evil King though he could finally tell her! He didn't know what her reaction would be. She might be angry that she had been deceived for so long, but the Knight was brave. He had already sacrificed love, friendship and more for the princess' safety. He would no longer sacrifice truth.

He told her and though she was hurt and confused at first, eventually the anger grew - not toward the Knight but toward the Evil King. You see, while she had come to know what the Evil King was capable of, she had believed that the change in him had been gradual and that he had once been a good King who loved her. She had no idea that his capacity for deception, manipulation and evil had been so great even from the first moments they were together.

In the end it was the Knight and the princess who won, not the Evil King. The connection that the two shared was so great that even after years of absense from each other's lives and after each had survived the pain of thinking the other was lost to this world forever, they were able to resume their friendship knowing that while it would never be exactly as it was it could be just as strong, just as deep and nothing could possibly tear it apart again.

1/29/2008 8:29:45 PM
Is it really possible that there could be so many people who can type actual words but can't read them?  Come on!  If you can't take the time to read what the profile says then why should I take the time to respond to you?

Let me make this simple

No, I am not looking for sex
No, I will not relocate
No, I will not chat with you unless I know you
No, I will not send you nude photos
No, I will not cam with you
No, you are not the exception

1/19/2008 5:40:21 PM

Boys, boys, boys... I realize that I, Deidre Schmeidre, am full of teh sexy. That men find themselves drawn to my irresistible charms. The thought your sweaty bitter soul, rutting away on top of me is so alluring that you all feel the need to email me and send chat requests daily.

I realize that every one of you would love for me to visit your profiles, respond to notes, chat with you, and hop on webcam. I know, I know. Nothing would make you happier than to have my undivided attention. But you see, the problem is there are just so many of you.

How is one woman supposed to give so much of herself? I mean between LiveJournal,  Law and Order episodes and Bible Study, how can I be expected to find the time to visit all of your pages?

The 20+ of you that contact me EVERY DAY asking for my attention, my precious time, are real and true Masters… I’m sure you really are.  I mean, you have profiles on CollarMe - you must be real!  But if I visited all of your profiles, and took the time to view your photos how would I ever sleep, eat or fuck my girlfriend?

If you truly wanted my love and submission you'd kill someone. Probably not someone important. Maybe you'd go find the kids I went to high school with or the bitch who told my husband I was having an affair or some scabby old man kicking a starving puppy over a bone.
So really, boys, if you want me. Prove it. Kill someone for me. Until I see the piked heads of my enemies as your default photo I'll just keep ignoring you.

I just don't have the time to give you what you truly need.

Yours in love

Originally written by Adam Jarmon-Brown. Majorly mutilated and posted (with permission) by me.

1/15/2008 4:16:12 PM

Many of you who know me also know my former owner.  The lies that are currently spouting from his mouth are just that - lies. I did not leave him because of sick family, I am not in California, and he did not release me.  I chose to leave of my own free will, snuck away while he was at work so that his threats of being locked away in a cage and used whether I wanted to be or not could not be carried out.  After 4 years of sacrifice in his name with not nearly enough in return, after being starved, neglected, overworked, and having my self esteem shredded I decided that I valued my life too much to give it to him.  You can say that this makes me less of a slave, or not a slave at all.  You're right.  I'm not anymore.  He took that and broke it along with so much more.

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