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| i'm not going to put a lot of effort into this right now because i suspect it's mostly pointless but i've been interested in submission for a few years and really explored it over the last year with my boyfriend. i've found that while pain and bondage definitely have their appeal, it's humiliation and degradation that has the greatest impact and attraction for me. Things ended with my bf, his choice not mine, so i'm pretty free at this point. i also don't have a regular job right now, at least not anything that would qualify as a career so i'm also considering moving somewhere new and trying to change my life that way.
i've learned over the last few months that being completely controlled is what i need. Even though it makes me feel terrible i know that i can't make decisions for myself any more.
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