debasedman

I live to have my head between your thighs. I want to lose myself there. It's where time stops, the world fades, and I lose myself to the pleasure of the most intimate of acts. I love the smell, the taste, the feel of your moistness across my face and big beautiful beard. The experience is raw, intimate, transcendent and I want to go to there because my greatest pleasure is found on my knees, worshiping your womanhood.

You had brought a lover and you cuckolded me by having sex with him and making me watch.  The whole time you kept reminding me that all I was good for was to be used as an oral slave and it was my place to suffer why you and your lover got off as much, and however you wanted. After you were done fucking you restrained me and put my cock into the KTB and then proceeded to whip and beat me till you were exhausted. You left me tied down while you relaxed on my couch.  After he was ready to go again you let me up and told me to get in the bathtub.  You sat on the toilet and began to suck him off.  You told me that I was finally allowed to cum but that I could only use the shower head and I had to watch you blow him and I was only allowed to cum if I got off before he did.  I was so excited that I got hard instantly but the spikes from the ktb fought back and the harder i got, the more pain I felt.  I proceeded to hump my hips back and forth so my cockhead would feel the water as I watched you blow him with great enthusiasm. It was mind blowingly frustrating but I was so desperate to cum after two weeks of denial and having to watch you have sex that I quickly got to the edge.  But the water wasnt enough and with the pain of the spikes I couldn't quite get over the edge.  Just as I was to that point, he said he was getting ready to cum.  You reached over and turned off the water and ordered me to get on my knees and to open my mouth and to keep it open.  You then told him to blow his load in my mouth.  He blasted a big load in my mouth and all over my face as you took pictures.  You said the pictures were insurance to make sure that I kept doing my best to please you.  You cuffed my hands behind my back and told me to stay there and to keep the cum in my mouth.  I was kneeling in the shower, wet and cold and with a mouth and face full of another mans cum while you were chatting with him in the other room.  After a few minutes I heard him leave and you came back and told me to open my mouth and show me his cum.  You told me that if i ever wanted to cum again that I would have to learn to cum in a painful and/or degrading way like this.  You decided that since I was a good boy that I should get on the floor on my back and you got on the toilet and peed.  You then got off and sat on my face and let the last tiny little bit of pee out and into my mouth.  You told me how pathetic I was to have gone through all that and to now have my mouth full of cold, runny, stale cum and warm piss.  You told me to think of that as you told me to swallow.  You ordered me to lick you clean and then said that I was to stick my tongue out so you could sit your asshole on it.  You told me that you were going to beat my cock with the crop and if I could, I was allowed to cum, but you were going to sit your full weight on my face and I better cum before I passed out...

I've noticed that the vast majority of the financial dommes or those seeking "tribute" seem to be younger than their mid twenties.  This makes my mind wander and wonder.  Why is this?  What is it about that generation that makes this so?

I have been interested in this lifestyle for 25 years and before the internet I learned as much as I could by reading and watching anything and everything I could find about the subject.  But it wasn't until around 5 years ago that the financial domination fetish seemed to explode.  Granted, I know it has always been out there, the internet has been great at letting other's know that there are others out there.  And yes, there of course have always been pro's, dominatrix's, what have you; but the idea of an amateur or lifestyle dominant insisting on getting financial gain above all else seems like a relatively new trend and one mostly within the younger crowd.

Is this because of some sort of instilled entitlement that generation has, or is it because younger women are so used to porn and strip clubs and the idea of getting paid for any fantasy fulfillment, or is it the power of the internet allowing a concept to spread and flourish, or is it because of something else...?

I could probably come up with a dozen hypotheses and none would probably be more correct than another.  If you have an intelligent, constructive thought on the subject, I would love to hear it.

"The more you are denied, the more you are aroused. The more you are aroused, the more you'll want to be humiliated, subservient, and controlled. It's in your primal nature to want that erotic denial, and the more that sperm backs up in your system the more that nature comes out of you.

Whatever I want you to do, no matter how painful or humiliating it feels, it will be erotic as hell for you. You'll never stop being aroused by my little tortures because you'll never stop being aroused. I own your cock. And therefore, I own you."

Yes!

I wonder how many people on here pass up opportunity for the sake of an ideal?

Wore the KTB for about 5 hours while running errands and around the house.  It was not bad.  After awhile it was barely noticeable as long as I was soft.  I got turned on and ended up masturbating with it still on and that was pure, exquisite, agony.  I have a short but wide penis and I barely had any cum come out.  After going soft it went back to being tolerable to wear but I took it off to see what kind of possible damage had been done.  As soon as the pressure on my cock was released a torrent of semen leaked out.  I had also noticed earlier that when I urinated that not all the urine came out and after I had zipped up I was still leaking a bit of pee here and there.  I also had indentations where the spikes were digging into my skin that were not coming back up and my cock seemed to have a permanent ring of compressed tissue where the KTB had been.  The tissue was also very, very tender and sore.  The tissue came back to normal shape after a few hours but I am still tender to the touch today.  I suppose wearing it long term would cause the skin to become less elastic and possibly deaden the tissue and nerves.  I can see in a long term committed relationship where my cock was of little consequence it would be an effective long term tool for control and dominance but even then only with regular times of release unless permanent damage was desired.

For those wondering i posted a pic of what the inside of the KTB looks like.

I've seen several profiles that I have great interest in but I find myself not making contact.  I wonder if it is my fear of yet another rejection or my fear that I might find one that actually makes my desires a reality?