ddnewbie

I'm a novice sub crossdresser (more on the tv/sissy side of the spectrum than trans I believe, as I am not really interested in real-life surgeries, hormones or living as a woman in public, though I absolutely understand why others on this site might want those things, or those things in a partner).

I've been coming to terms with the fact that I am less a gay man (have past experience as a btm/verse in the bdsm/leather world) and more of a straight female (psychologically, domestically, sexually, and probably lots other ways!) who really connects best with a straight or bi Total Top and Dom/Alpha sort of man, and being submissive to this type of man is a core part of me that I fantasize about and enjoy connecting with online, and perhaps one day meeting. I want to keep this part private from the rest of my life, and would probably fit best with someone who feels the same way.

I usually go for traditionally masculine guys (fathers, or even grandfathers) with a pleasant, straightforward and conventional appearance, but with strong and adventurous sexual and bdsm appetites in private. Some of the physical things that turn me on: deep, commanding voice, fit, natural body hair, and a sizable package never hurts. If you naturally take the lead in most parts of your life, then I might be the sissy sub to serve you and be dominated by you bed, your dungeon or at least online!

I'm new to this, so for now I am mainly seeking chat/IM and to discover what straight men seek in sub crossdressers etc., and to see where this goes.