DarkVisions


DarkVision Male Switch, 33	DarkVictory Male Dominant, 56, San Jose, California	DarkVoyeur Male Dominant, 49, Fraser Valley BC

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	About DarkVisions read this first: Please be between 39 and 53. and please be an American citizen and speak inteligible Engish, especially if English is your native language! I am hoping to find that "perfect" partner, my consort, companion, life-mate. I require respect, support and obedience. Prefer if you are between 39 and 50 but age is just a number. I want someone who is able to be my "equal" in many ways, like intelligence and creativity, imagination and open mind, but will always defer to my preferences. I am an artist ans dancer and ned your open mindd and open heart. I reply to 99% of queries, but refuse "real" pain but will use pain if behavior needs improvement ;->no strap on's, golden showers, queening or humiliation.I am firm but fair and seek a friend as well as a slave/servant. be well. It helps me alot if you send a photo with all emails plus, send your yahoo or AIM name as I cannot use the collaeme chat thing. If you like my profile and are really interested, here is the SECRET- keep contact send me lots of nice emails and "court me/ woo me". I need to feel you really WANT me and not just anyone who replies! Tell me why you want to be with ME! Thanks,Hi, I have been a vanilla slave for most of life, live to serve all, now seeking to be served in a 24/7 manner. I have also had "disease to please" but am working to recover. Have found I am less slave and more a "compliant victim," though I always enjoy doing for others IF they appreciate it AND SHOW it. I am tired of giving myself dry to "be nice." I would like to train others in the arts of service that i have acquired, like a mother serves and protects and teaches her children (lol but i do NOT do diapers!). Specifically massage and dance I am a pro in both fields, 20+ years experience and energy healing, mind control, tarot reading, stress reduction, mindfullness, etc, everything i know to be shared in love and compassion. I am an artist and seek like minds. Email me to meet if nearby or chat if you live out of town. You woulld obviously need to relocate to me here for a 24/7 but that's a ways down the road (at least a week or two lol). At this time I am coming closer to a time I can entertain in my home, and had hoped I have found a sub or two by now to help me with moving and cleaning stuff but have not. If you plan to meet/visit, if it's a long-ish drive you need a hotel room at your expense. I don't entertain at home until I have rapport and trust with a person. AND finally have hot AND cold running water from my new well! Need a sub/slave who can cook.) As I actually enjoy cooking when someone is helping and cleaning up the mess lol. I suppose specifically for my personal use i seek a single straight male who lets me take charge of any sex that might occur. This man would need to be okay with being treated as an "equal" most of the time, especially outside the home. Must desire and appreciate my thoughts, feelings and opinions as i would his. I am 54, a leo, have a masters degree in psychology, am a dragon, have often changing hair that is becoming silver. I am social, friendly and maybe overly concerned about being fair. i am a tour guide to the dark and far side lol with a wicked sense of humor which you also need. My life is still ever-changing and i am working daily to heal myself inspite of a permanent collection of disabilities. I expect you to be emotionally stable, yet spontaneous and gentle, well, most of the time ::grins:: and be the type who would rather "die" than hurt my feelings on purpose. Being artistic or a craft-person is a plus, especially if you enjoy cleaning and cooking (YUM). Due to new health issues, i likely cannot "play" much for myself, at least beyond erotic pleasures. Oh, just realized i missed something really important, tho' at times i truly cherish total silence or the stillness of nature, i confess to being an Gothic-Industrial music junkie. Love AOL Radio, have it on most of the time or listening to stuff on my pc. And I have had many sub/slaves "pretend" interest and lead me on, please only email me if you are sincerely interested in relocating here to serve and adore me, as no man has ever done before in my life. I am a Godess in process of being born again, with your help, perhaps I will Reclaim all the power I lost and gave up over my life, seeking to be what I could not be (docile and submissive). Personality tests told me I has Dominant above the norm, but I thought it was wrong because I associated Dominance with meanness and abusiveness, like bullies. And many Dominants really are just a Bully by another name, but I am Dominant in that I want to be in control, as ellusive as that is. I want to be in charge because I sincerely believe that I make the best choices. But I refuse to be mean or humiliate, I seek to raise the hearts, minds and spirits of my sub/slaves/companion to become the most that he can become, even if it means they leave me eventually, though always remaining as friends. I am almost 100% into mental dominance via toal control with looks or gestures and cues, i want to own your body, mind and soul for the best of both of us. And so often i see quotes about a dominant is onlt dominant with a sub to dominate and a sub only a sub when someone is there to dominate. I disagree. I am Dominant with or without a slave/sub, I am my own power within myself. If you belong to me, not a minute in anty hour will pass with me in your head/mind. I am also a dancer and want to dance for you, yes as a dominant being, eyes only may carees me, to huant your dreams, liquid and flowing I will move in your dreams til all your thoughts are of me.... Be well, V

did i mention my tumor came back< just # more months to the point where i"d be safe from it"s return very tired now> no lomger seeking anyone unless you are certified in home helth care>
i am home< with my dog and cats but bored silly> will rey to replay as my waining strength permits>

soon i will be a star somewhere in the sky watching over us alol>

have enjoyed most emails and made many friends but the sub i wanted gave up on me> may post when things imprpve< ahich as a domimant i demand lol>

be well all

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love Lady Victoria;

Well, somehow I've never caused a car accident in over 25 yrs of deiving and 3 small ones this month! any way losing my license so snyone who wishes to meet me MUST come here, thake me there or pay travel fare to you! OT come here. Can chat on phone, I have ULT LD no time constraints, so hoping I'll be getting more phone calls. Eill give phone humber after firsy reasonable time IM/emails. BTW, Also seek a chaufeu, along with cook, maid\butler, etc. hopefully into alt. medicine, martial arts, and fencing if I get transportaion :-(

be well, Victoria

I feel like that kitty poster, clinging on a screen maybe, ready to drop off? :-)

be well all! send me you good wishes nd happy thoughts!

be well ALL, victoria

Well, new warning, all must be able and willing to come to Roanoke, if you wish to meet me. Losing license soon :-(

So must update profile to include new meet-me requirement. I.R. You dive here on no can meet. Dorry, much rougher on me thn you, NO Stores I can walk to, No buses, cabs $40 to roanoke, 1 way.

Need to find MY live in REAL Soon! Do if truely interested, Email mr soon....before I get desparete lol

be wll all....and to have ME you must love me!!!

be well all, and anyone who has enjoyed me for any reason....send me good wishes and energies.

PLEASE, BEFORE EMAILING ME, take some time to thoroughly and honestly fill out ALL your profile "interests" pages. It helps me see if you could work with me. There's just not enough time per day to have lokg details emailing if it is pointless as we are not even a close match. Yes, most of you say you only want what I want. Well that's not good enough for me. thanks.

hoping to find my slave and he will an expert at pealing grapes. [tomatoes, etc. i hate skins. and bread crusts too. ] You have been warned ;->

Qpdate on 1st sub who went "poof" returned fairly suddenly as my dear friends sub with very little expanation and feeble apology for the stress he put me though! But all is well.

I am hoping on having a 24/7 servant before wonter. Hopefully he will be a good driver in snow and drive me where I need to go :-) And be nice to have around to help keep me warm ;->

Victoria

I wonder why I recieve emails but the profile is not active or cannot reply??? Is this a snafu in the collarme set-up???

I almost always reply, so when I don't reply maybe something is wrong??

Please read all of my journal if you find me interesting. It offers a look inside who I am and won't waste our time with pointless contacts. Friendships are fine, but I am a serious seeker. I have found and met 2 wonderful submissive men AND my slave that went poof twice has recovered himself and in fairly regular contact. I will likely not seriously pursue anyone until I see how What I have works out. I want more than just play, I want a happy successful life and real partnership.

Well, leaving tonight for WPB but wanted to post an update, The "second sub" I raved about who went "poof" and returned wonderfully so, has gone "poof" again. I feel if he really IS the one, then when his personal issues are done, he will return. "If you love something and set it free, if it returns, it is yours, if not---- it never was.

So I will communicate and maybe meet other subs as he processes his changes and feels his way back to me, if that is where he truely belongs.

may 23 '07

Well making a trip to WPB Florida this weekend as I received sad news that my father who has cancer and told he had only 3-6 months to live has taken a turn for the worse. He cannot eat and is waiting to die, taking morphine for the pain which makes him groggy and doesn't recognize anyone. But at least ALL my family will be together for this event as should be. Wishing us a safe and uneventful journey,
Victoria

Well forgot about posting this, but I learned alot here, like when I ask for info and it is not given, to kill contact, and when a slave does come to "serve" me in the means I wish them to serve, to check behind them when they are ready to leave, and make them ask permission to leave lol, so with this "quote" i will close for a while, "Experience is what you get when you DON'T get what you want". and it seems I have gotten both.

exciting news for me, the second slave who went poof and disappointed me has returned with a valid explination and we are in process of his coming here, I will keep my profile as I have met many nice people here, and mostly more nice than not, fortunately, in spite of my distresses over slaves/sub who went poof, and if the last one HAD shown up, I might not have found my "first choice" again. I thank everyone for their interests and support and hope all of you eventually find that special person too!

be well, Victoria

Well another one went poof, but this one seemed to have plotted to lead me one from the beginning, and refused to respond the day he was supposed to be coming. Blocked emails from here too, but he really did me a favor by reminding me of a favortite motto, "Experience is what you get, when you don't get what you want. A had asked for his phone number and other info which i did not get (my fault) which would have warned me he was a player/faker who like to exhibit himself on his web cam but we had regular contact so I didn't think I needed it LOL on me. Yes was a disappoint ment he played me but I am ever improving my "hunting skills."
Had one for less than 24 hrs of a 3 mos contract as he apparently didn't really understand slave concepts of you do want I want and not think about what you expect to recieve after a long initial conversation. Learned from him to check behind a sub when leaving the job (without asking permission, mind you and told me he could not get one corner totally clean , and when i looked after he left, he left stuff in 3 corners! Also moved stuff from back of house to front of house and left a trail of stuff where it fell lol ....."Working my way down to you babe", whomever you may be...

Well, perfect sub went into hiding, refuses to reply to emails or phone messages! So I need to up the contact ante. Please send a photo with any email requesting to serve me. Also I will shortly after connecting need to have real info on you, like mailing address and where you work. Sorry I realize even sincere sub/slaves may feel uncomfortable giving such to a stranger but Trust is earned by offering it. LOL not asking for SS# or credit cards , but need something to prove you are a real person seeking a real FT relationship in MY HOME, the most sacred place I have and if you want to come here I need to know your private info too.

Shorter post this time, I promise... But I feel that Dominants as a group entity need to be doing "Good" in the world. If "we" are at the top of the food chain, do we eat the other part, or nurture it and help it improve? Yes, per my view, a dominant that only hurts and humiliates is not worthy of the term. A Dominant should leave the world better when they are gone. That's my POV.

be well A/all.

Well suppose it's time to update my situation, I am certain I have found MY most perfect sub who shares maybe 99% of my interests, is sexy and artistic and all, but seems to be playing hard to get lately...

Anyway thought I'd post some favorite lyrics, This first reminds me of what I went through trying to force myself to be submissive to earn the love of my "Master" for whom nothing was ever good enough, he'd raise the bar higher if I failed. And always accused me of not being willing to totally surrender that I always wanted background control... well duh, I was fighting against myself, my dominant aspect which demands to at least share power, (I'll let you have it IF I like/want it TOO, LOL

But he was military trained and used something called "co-ercive persuation"[google it] on me, which made me think it was my idea and I must be all wrong and everything will be "okay" IF ONLY I could figure out how to please him! But instead it nearly destroyed me, trying to be something I could never truly be[ but i wanted him so baaaad!] and I am still recovering from the emotional trauma he caused. He was a soul-killer.

Razed In Black - I've Suffered Long Enough Lyrics
"I've changed
I?ve tried
to live the way that you do
I?ve forgotten problems animosity enraging
forward futures doomed in my eyes
I was raped of my mind
control was never my possession
guided like a puppet on a thread
it was ready, ready to break
emotions stronger, stronger than ever before
burning inside my weakness counting the times
repetition starving
I?m racing against time
out of line I?ve had enough
I?ve suffered long enough
I?m wasting all my time
out of line I?ve had enough
I?ve suffered long enough
hey, if you hear me, listen to my words
I?ve taken just about everything
I?m through being hurt"

I am doing this by reclaiming my personal power which I gave awy to him unwisely. I was very powerful, and I swear "all heads turned when the Hunt[me] goes by" and 'fans' follwed me and adored me.

But I feel I did have an arrogant attitude which I fairly detest which I why I must re-iterate that I am not a cruel Domina, I refuse to cause pain beyond erotic levels or humiliate or trample anyone! I consider myself a "Gracious Dominant." And bekieve me, I can make a 1 hour lecture the worse lashing you've ever had, and w/o humiliation, though you will likely feel shamed. Yes i can be high maintenance in demanding perfect service/seritude but I feel I provide apt stuff of "approval" /"being pleased" to keep a "real sub/slave" (those in it for the joy of service, not those in it for kinky sex) happy, just on that aspect alone.

And another song that that Master used to recall in me (the part about what he did to me that did change me never to be the same--- but for good overall)And I have successfully tranferred to my new potential sub/slave.

Burn by sister machinegun

I look at you and then I see your fire
And I'm thinking about desire
Yes, I'm thinking about desire
Telling me the things you try to hide
And I'm burning up inside
Oh how I'm burning up inside
When I think about the first time that I saw your face
I never felt this way
Oh lord no I never felt this way
And now I'm wishing that you feel the same
And if there's anyway
I'll get down on my knees and pray

You're like a burning flame
And I'll never be the same
No, I'll never be the same

What kind of fool am I
To want your body next to mine
I want your body next to mine
I need you any time
And I'm breaking down inside
Oh lord I'm breaking down inside
You cover me with all your hopeless little fantasies
I never had before
No, I never had before
And now I'm living in my own reality
'Cause of the things you did to me
Oh, the things you did to me

I hope all read ALL my post to save us all time and effort, but I will not be seeking a sub as I believe i've found the one of my dreams this past weekend. Been delayed making this announcement replying to emails, maybe will slow them now. Thanks to so many of you for your sincere offers of service, and to those for knowing we were not a match and saying so upfront and fairly quickly,and to those few who lied and played me, ---your loss!!!!

Not sure if it is me, AOL, my pc or this site, but i wrote a perfect' entry and it would not upload and I couldn't even cut and paste it to save and repost another time, had to force shut down aol, lost it. So trying again, less elegant. *******************************************************************As I search collarme, I find I redefine myself and what I want/need. As I consider age and sex, some personal concepts come to mind. I search 25 to 60 and the older guys, over 45 would likely work best for me in a butlering position/personal assistant. Obviously, since I am disabled, he would need to be able-bodied or minimally impaired. For those say 35-45, I'd like to have bodyguard/companion style. Both would be confidants and personal attendants.

*******************************************************************But I confess A love for young men (over 25) especially long haired, who may be "lost boys". This relationship would be more like mother and her cubs. I would love and protect them as they serve me, teaching them all I know, only demanding they vow to always work to improve themselves, even if they move beyond me, that we stay "family" forever.*************************************************************Sexually, I would not have sex with my cubs, as it smacks to me of incest lol, but possibly with older ones maybe 35-40 and up, as long as it is when, where and how I choose and if I find them sexually attractive. Also I will expect you to learn quickly, with little verbal input how to please me. *****************************I have scored as very Dominant on real psyc tests but always associated dominance with my "mean streak" and I don't like being mean even if it gets more results quicker, as I see most dominants are just mean bullies by a more pleasant name.**************************************************************So, ultimately, I seek that one special sub/slave who can help me direct my dominance in a positive manner and embrace the power I have lost and given away in pursuit of a false dream (submission). When I truly look at myself, there is nothing submissive about me, just hesitancy at being wrong . I need/want to be in control. My only "true" Master was Old Guard and used "coercive persuasion" technique to mentally beat the dominance out of me, and he failed but did me a great disservice by trying. ******************************************************************I am ready to be worshipped. Where are you? (and I hate the way collarme reformats my entries and removes paragraph breaks!!!

This post may disappoint some and offend many, but it's an attempt to get on same wavelength, here it goes ;->
Well i did some enlightening internet research and found I misconstrued a sub interest. I remember when I stepped in lifestyle fully in 2000 I thought I couldn't do watersports because I can't swim! Still not interested but get the picture.Well, I need to post my position on QUEENING, lol, no, a hard limit, no no no, if it's something you can't live without, don't waste our time seeking a relationship. My vanilla X used to try to force it on me, but my opinion is the mouth and vaginia were NOT meant to interact, it's a disgusting exchange of bio-hazards that were't meant to be together.Also even if protection of some kind is used as prophylactic i find it boring or if fast to be irritating LOL, soory. But I am up front about that. Also, any one I might choose for intercourse would be someone used to and okay with safe sex. So if I am totally honest to you, can you be the same to me? Lying is fatal to any relationship with me.

Well i did some enlightening internet research and found I misconstrued a sub interest. I remember when I stepped in lifestyle fully in 2000 I thought I couldn't do watersports because I can't swim! Still not interested but get the picture.

Well, I need to post my position on QUEENIG, lol, no, a hard limit, no no no, if it's something you can't live without, don't waste our time seeking a relationship. My vanilla X used to try to force it on me, but my opinion is the mouth and vaginia were NOT meant to interact, it's a disgusting exchange of bio-hazards that were't meant to be together.

Also even if protection of some kind is used as prophylactic i find it boring or if fast to be irritating LOL, soory. But I am up front about that.

Also, any one I might choose for intercourse would be someone used to and okay with safe sex. So if I am totally honest to you, can you be the same to me? Lying is fatal to any relationship with me.

Well some of the posts I've read complain about grammer, well, i've let mine lapse alot as has everyone in America I suppose. I remember when "it was allowed" to use "But." or "And." as an entire sentence but famous authors do, so it's okay by me.

One thing I do have difficulty with is that dominants use the verb dominate as a noun. "I am a dominate" (quick, go check and if necessary, change it.

A person is a Dominant, and what they do is Dominate. Now doesn't work for submissives, though I've never seen a submissive call themselves "a submission."

Actually submission is a noun anyway, I think of an author sending in a submission. Submissive is not even a now but an adjective, like submissive person. Of course it's verb is "to submit".

A surprising number of dominants here call themselves Dominates. I'm not sure how it first came to be misused... but that's the only grammatical error i've seen here.

Now the lay/lie thing always got me and the good and well details LOL

spent hours perusing various profiles and enjoyed the diversity of opinions ---similarities and differences , would be so boring if we all agreed on everything. And just noticed the left column link on who's viewing me, was an interesting find.
Emailed a few interesting people. Be well A/all, and happy & safe hunting. So many lonely people everywhere. I am rarely lonely as i love being alone, but lonliness is a product of betrayal and distrust, ruining one from reaching out... fearing to be 'slapped' again, and some slaps are not fun.

Well deciding to try to use this thing so not to need to rewrite profile... too long already. Yes i have issues with being brief lol

I need to express some things not clear in my profile. This may prevent wasted emailing time. I don't enjoy sex with submissive men, so if you expect that, we are not a match and if a switch must be okay with topping in bed.

Also i have issues with the term "switch." it sounds like i can't make up my mind. I can sense at an innate level when i am in a man or woman's company what i "AM" to them. It doesn't matter what they claim to be, if i know inside that they would follow my lead and my will, i am dominant to them, likewise if i sense i would "bow" to your wishes, etc, they you are dominant to me. Kinda like i sense who I can "boss" and who can "boss" me. Like Genes, i would call myself a Recessive (instead of a switch), as how i ultimately "express" depends on what/who i am with.

I also wonder why so many young men feel they are submissive... i wonder if they confuss being shy or socially inhibited/inept with being submissives. Were they the target of "Bullies" as i was ocassionally as a child, but one pissed me off when i was about seven and i popped him straight in the nose and knocked him down and he ran home crying and never bothered me again. In fact i don't recall interacting with him at all after that, so can i say i successfully dominated him LOL? (for which io did get in trouble for at times as female aggression was totally NOT permitted in my "idyllic" 50's childhood.

I believe I have a duty to serve the world and like the concept of leadership through servitude/services. I am a helper, almost compulsively so, and have been scolded by Doms who think my need to help them means they are not competant to do it alone::shakes head:: geeez!

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