DarkPet62


DarkPaladin Male Dominant, 66, Hayward, California	DarkPassion Male Dominant, 42, Hannover	darkprincess Female Switch, 22, jackson, Michigan

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	About DarkPet62 I'm not interested in couples, bi-sexuals, women or gays. My being submissive feels very natural to me. All my life I've been submissive, I just didn't know what it was or what to call it; I just knew I had this need to make and keep others happy, always leaving myself last on the list. Submission cannot be forced it must be given freely of the sub/slave. You see I know I'm a strong black woman that knows how to take care of herself, have did it for 65 yrs now, soon to be 66 yrs. For me to live my life now as a submissive is something I choose to do. To no longer ignore that part of me that I know is there and wanting out of the shadows; no longer will I have to struggle with the day to day decisions for I know my Master/Dom will keep my best interest foremost in his mind. You see I have always known that a man should always lead and make the decisions. Obedience to me goes hand in hand with the gift of submission, both are priceless gifts to ones Master/Dom, It shows that the sub/slave wants and needs what the Master/Dom can give to them. Total and complete obedience is needed as well as trust, honesty and communication in the D/s relationship if the sub/slave wants to grow and make her Master/Dom proud, and without it the relationship is doomed for failure before it's even begun. I must first get to know my Master/Dom as a man then like him as a person and friend, before I can love him as my Master/Dom and before I can surrender my submission to him completely. Someday I hope to find the one to whom I would love to honor with the unbidden words whispered softly in his ear. "You are truly my Master/Dom for you have given me wings to soar to the heavens", and feel him molding, shaping and guiding me on this journey I've chosen for myself. To me submission is never so sweet than when it's surrendered completely to someone you both love and trust. I know the journey has just begun for me and will be a long and continuous one. but with the right Master/Dom guiding me. I hope it to be a most pleasurable one.

WOW!!! It's been a long time since i wrote anything. Sir, I love you first as my friend, then Dom and lover; you've kept me strong through the death of my son and sister and you stood by me during my surgery. You were someone I could hold onto when everything around me was crazy. Ha! and I tried to walk away from you, how silly I am

I'm, sitting here thinking of the first time I met Master, He had sent me an email and I answered Him back. He stated he would like to be my friend, so we started out as that, friends we talked a lot via the computer. I was happy to find out that I nor He didn't have to do any traveling to meet each other. It was good to know He lived here in my hometown also. Our friendship lasted for ten month (I think) I remember the times He would come over for a visit and we'd sit and chat with each other, lol it would make me so mad when He would tell me it was time for him to go home, I guess He knew what was on my mind. Hmmmmmm I think I've found a gentleman. Oh God! but His touches would literally bring me to my knees, I love for Him to touch me, His hands feels so good to me.

Have you ever searched for someone that could make you grow weak in the knees with only a touch from them, that's what I have in my Master and I love it so much. It's been about 9 years now, we've gone through both good and bad times but still together, I wouldn't have it no other way. Master, I love you always. He has my heart, mind and soul!!!

Feeling depressed, I love my Master but I feel our relationship has gone as far as he wants it to go. I ache and long for the times we shared when we first met. There was so much intenseness, I couldn't wait for him to come so that I may feel his touch. The touch of his hand would bring me to my knees. I want to feel that way again. I guess I should tell him what it is that I'm feeling. Need help!

My it has been ages it seems as to when I was last on here. Have been enjoying my Master. He has guided me through a few rough spots in my life, I'm so thankful for him; couldn't have made it through without the help of God first and my Master second.

You come to me each night, what beautiful memories we make to share and hold dear. I think of you each night and morning; every hour and each minute of the day. Let's just say I think of you all the time. You're always with me; thinking of you gives me strength to make it through another day without you; you bring so much joy to my heart; that I never want to let you go when it's time for us to part. How I long to be with you always. I enjoy your touch, it alone brings me to my knees. You are so much a part of me.

Will finish at a later day.

In Honor to My Master

I will kneel in honor, love, obedience and loyalty to you, for you are my life, my protector and my love. There is no where I can go without you being there, for I will take you always in my heart and soul. I'll no longer crave to be near you for your presence will be there with me always. I'll hear your voice in the mornings and feel your warmth at night. For you are the one I will give my tears and my joys to. When I feel I can't give anymore to you there is a well within me where I'll find the strength to give that which I can not. You will know my every need and desire, My strengths and my weaknesses. I will stand before you stripped of all that I am, laid bare before you for you to mold and shape into that which you desire. I will give to you all that I am and have, my fears, doubts, joys, sorrows, my laughter and pain. I ask only that you take my hand and lead me on this journey of discovery and love always protecting me; for with you I am strong and without you I'm weak. I sit and think what each day of my life would be like without you. How dull it would be. With you I can breathe deep and know I'm alive. I'm my happiest when I think of you or hear your voice. I need you here in my life, for I can be mischievous at times and need a strong, caring and loving hand to guide me (yes you can say I'm a brat at times) but aren't we all every now and then?

Thinking of Master

I can think of you and my mind and soul cries out for you, so close but yet so far away. You come to me in my dreams and your touch is electrifying. Where can I turn without you all ready being there? In my dreams I see you and hold you close to me.

I feel myself drowning in you; what can I do, where can I go? I?ve tasted the love you?ve given to me and want more.

My Master?s Touch

With my hands I reach out to you; you bind them as you have bound my heart and soul. I cry out in silence, yet stand tall before you stripped of all that I am. I wonder and think to myself, where will the next touch be that will bring me to my knees. For you have so engulfed me in flames with your touch. The flames your touch gives to me is one that sets my heart and soul on fire craving for the next touch from you, but you prolong it. It?s as if you?re making me want and need that touch from you.

I think, what have I done, what have I gotten myself into with you? Your strong and forceful manner keeps me in line, yet you?re gentle and caring. You have me, my heart, my soul, my love; I wonder do you realize it. I?m completely captived by you. I long for no other for you are the one that fills my soul and warms my lonely nights.

Just home from the hospital and all I can do is think of Sir. I don't know what is wrong with me, I'm supposed to be resting but too pumped up on the steroids that's been given to me for my asthma and it's making me VERY horny right now, sorry to say that, but I'm telling the truth.

Sorry people, but it's the truth!!!

I fall asleep with sweet dreams and wake up with happy memories, Hello My Love, you come to me each night, what beautiful memories we make to share and hold dear. I think of you each morning, each hour, and each minute of each day, let's just say I think of you all the time. You're always with me, someone that I hold dear to me, you've become a big part of my life now; the part that makes me both happy and sad. You give to me your strength when I can't go on and you're there holding my hand. I want to wake up in the mornings feeling your warmth and closeness of your body next to mine. I want to feel you taking me in the early morning hours. I need to feel your strength inside me filling me with your love as only you know how. I want to scream out from the pleasure of it, I want to feel the power of your body as your release comes to you, filling me as no other man has or can; it is at that time I whisper Master in your ear as I close my eyes and feel the pleasure it brings to me.

My Master, My Love
Sir

I hate unloading everything on my Master; I had a very bad day at work on Thursday, thank God that Thursday's on my job is my Firday. Not to mention that still worrying or shall I say thinking of my sister and if things couldn't get any worse, my son started dancing around in my mind. Why do people we love have to die? I know it's the plan that God has for us all, it's just that sometimes you feel that they are taken away from us too soon. My son was only 37 yrs old when he died; I miss his smile. I know I'll see them again, that's a promise we all have,is that we will see our loved ones again.

I can't stop thinking about my sister, I love her so much. We were seperated when we were growing up and had found each other once again. We had wonderful times getting to know each other and bond with one another as sisters do. Now she's taken away from me again; the time we shared I feel was too short, I just wanted to hold on to her and not let her go, but God knows best and for that I'm thankful, me I'd hold on to her knowing she's in pain; just wanted more time to be with her, to laugh and talk and act silly together.

When she would come to visit, nothing was to good for her in my book. I'd cook for her and she would used to tell me that she doesn't eat like this until she comes to visit. I would always ask her what would she want for dinner when I know she's coming to visit. My sister, my niece and I would always laugh and act silly together. I miss hearing her voice, I miss HER. I'm happy to know that God is in control and not me, for one day I will see her again. God has given us that promise!

I'm sadden now, I've lost my older sister to cancer, she died on Memorial Day at 5:00 p.m., I miss her already. Her death has hit me very hard, I can't or don't want to eat or do anything. I'm lying to my Master, telling him I'm ok and knowing I'm not. I had no idea that she was that sick; she wouldn't tell me or anyone that the cancer had eaten up her body as it did. I see where I get my strength from, I know she must have been in a lot of pain, yet she wouldn't tell anyone until it was too late. There is one good thing about her dying, she's not in anymore pain, she's at rest now, I thank God for that and I know I'll see her again someday, but it still hurts to know she's gone and I'll never laugh and talk to her anymore, but I can think of the times we did share and smile on those.

I love you always Annette, be at peace now. I love you, but God loves you best.
Rest now my dear sister, rest.

Wow! had a very big blowup with my Master, I'm at a crossroad now, don't know if I want to continue on or not. Did a lot of thinking about it on the mini vacation but came up with nothing. Why are some things so hard to figure out? I do love him with all my heart and all that I am, but I'm still hurting inside (wish the hurting would go away, maybe in time). I guess it's like the song says "If it's going to work, you have to love him even when it hurts", I don't like that AT ALL!! Just wished I knew what to do about this situation.

I wonder why when you tell someone you're NOT INTERESTED; they can't or don't understand,. That has always puzzled me. Oh well go figure!!

Very rough day at work today, my Master is coming by tonight, sure hope he's in the mood to give me a rub down, I so enjoy them. He has a wonderful touch that I love so much.

This life I've chosen for myself is all so new to me each day; even though I've been in it for almost 10 yrs now. Everyday brings on new and wonderful experiences. I'm still learning and I must say that one who's not willing to learn, I feel has grown tired of living. It's wonderful to learn new and different things, don't you think?

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