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Dominant Couple, 40, Montclair, New Jersey
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Male Dominant, 25, Ottawa, Ontario
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Male Dominant, 22, Amarillo, Texas
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About DarkChildEvil1
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2014
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I am owned and collared, https://.com/users/780913 is my Master.
As our relationship has grown so have we, being able to enjoy the freedom to serve Shane has made me happy. I now identify as a submissive and a painslut, while I still do enjoy my pain, I have now found a freedom that comes with everyday service.
making Shanes' life easier makes me happy
I enjoy doing the small things like making His coffee, making sure He takes His vitamins every morning and the list of chores I have to do each day. I enjoy my routine, knowing what is expected of me and trying to exceed it.
I love that i am owned and Shane proves it everyday, making me feel wanted.
I am Shanes' to use, whenever, where ever and however He wishes.
I wear His collar proudly.
My play
I still give as good as I get. I will not harm someone I don't think can handle me, so think twice before saying you can take me, there's a very good chance I'm playing nice. There is only one man I feel comfortable being myself around and that is my Master, Shane, He has seen what I'm capable of and knows me as well as I know myself. He has never been to scared to put me in my place, and He would risk His own health and safety to ensure mine. He has my respect, and I believe that kind of strength earns Him a certain amount of respect from others.
Our story
Shane found me at a low point in my life, I felt unattractive, unappreciated and unloved, I had been practically ignored for months by a woman I had loved. He listened when I told Him who I was, and why I am the way I am now, He understood the strength I have inside. He was upset at the way I was being ignored. He showed me how strong I was, how beautiful I am, He respected me and the rules I was given to play by and never pushed. I fell in love with the man who made me see what I looked like thru His eyes, He gave me back my self confidence and gave me back my life.
He asked me if it was ok if we fell in love, I told Him we cant help falling in love but plz don't say it. I was still engaged to another woman, and despite my best attempts could not make her happy without making myself miserable. I fell in love with Shane slowly but I couldn't bring myself to say the words I love you because of all they meant to me. I slipped up on His birthday the 8th of june, the words I love you just came out accidentally, I had been thinking them for weeks before hand and was appalled to see I was the one who couldn't fight it anymore. He smiled at me and instantly I knew He heard every last whispered word from 10 meters away. As soon as I said the words I knew it was right, I was in love with this man who changed my life, who saw me as a trophy not a piece of meat. when I broke off my engagement He was there for me emotionally and still never pushed me. He let me be fragile, He let me be what ever I needed to be at that time, He kept me protected and safe. He was constantly amazed at my strength, which made me want to be stronger just for Him.
Since then I have been vicious and violent with Him and He with me. Like the 2 junkyard dogs we are, we are free to be ourselves with each other, one minuet ripping each other apart the next holding each other being vulnerable. With a fierce loyalty we protect each other.
UPDATE June 2013
recently I had my collar removed, as I will every year for 1min, to make the choice in total freedom, I felt terrible without it, so lost I cried. When Shane asked me "Will you wear my collar?" I couldn't say yes fast enough, there was no doubt in my mind. It feels right to have His collar around my neck, I am a part of Him, everything I am is His. I trust my Master, my Partner, the love of my life and I want to be a part of His life until the day I leave this world.
I love You my Big Dog, more than you will ever understand, but I'm happy to spend the rest of my life demonstrating how deep my love for you is.
If you want to know more about me than what you see here then I suggest you get in contact with me. :D |
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