darkangelSDW

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Today marks two months gone by since Master collared and reclaimed his {darkangel}. And this girl could not be happier so much has happened in this short time. Some may think that master collared me too quickly or we are moving too fast towards something we can never have. But to them I would say they couldn't be more wrong. Master and I love each other deeply and I know if you have a strong enough love for someone it can and will conqour all. I am not saying we are a perfect couple we are far from it. We are just two kindred spirits that have had the chance to come together and start on our chosen path together. Master my love to you I wish to express my most sinceire thanks for everything you do. The way you motivate me when I felt dead inside the way you put hope in this heart that thought there was no such thing. For opening my eyes to what I couldn't clearly see. For moving my very soul with great passion and fire, for inspiring in me everything you always knew I could be and all I desired to be. For guiding me through my fears holding me up until I was able to overcome them and stand once again. Thank you master for touching my heart and soul so deeply as no other ever could. For setting this dark soul free in my submission to you. Gaining strength in my surrender to you. All that I am and all that I will ever be Master is because you love me, you cherish me, you protect me, you beleive in me and you inspire me. To you I offer the only thing I can Master that i wich you already have on this day. I offer you always my devotion, my loyality,my submission, my heart and soul and my love Master. Happy Anniversary     All My Love Your {darkangel}

Well the weekend has passed and all is well as it can be at this point and time in my life. it has been a good day spent with my daughter watching a storm quietly together as the power was out. I had forgotten what complete silence was like. So calming so serene and at that very moment it was ok to just be. The sounds of the storms although somewhat violent still had a calming effect as well. Perhaps into the eye of the storm was where I felt my ownm inner storms of rage, resentment, lonliness and worry storm within it watching it build and then release it's strong force moving gradually away. The storms of my soul releasing yet more and more anger frusteration and hurt. Will this be the last storm? I would say probally not. But these storms are nessescary for growth for release to gain the ability to move on to another time and another place and in time another storm.   {darkangel}SDW

Tonight the air is warm the sky is clear the stars sparkling so beautifully. But no full moon my most favorite time to be under the nights sky when the moon is full just seems like something is missing without it, yet it is not the only thing that is missing tonight and has been as of late more and more. The need to feel the special touch and the depth of the soul she craves and desires so much. The only one that can fill her and make her feel fully alive. Yet he is not here I know things of life have kept him away and this dark soul understands that. She is just lonely and grows more so with each passing day. Wishing that she didnt feel the lonliness at all when they are apart but yet it comes and it grows in each passing day more and more. Hopefully she will not have to want and yearn for too long perhaps she will even adjust if continues for a time. But perhaps before long she wil not have that hunger no longer it will satied. For her soul is a hungry one that desires to be filled with as much passion and drive and force that it can handle. Perhaps that day will soon be where she doesnt feel so empty.   {darkangel}SDW

Well this is another wonderful day Master and I have been together *smiles* It has been almost 2 months now since O/our collaring online in Sex Chat the 8th will be 2 wonderful months. I just felt the need to reflect on how happy I am to have him be a part of my life and how much he has filled me and completed me in such a short time. There may be many that doubt what we have since has been a short time. But me and Master go back way before this 2 months and I am persoanlly not concerned on what they think. I just want to let Master know that each day with him and each day we share together is special to me. I think when you love someone you should make it a priority to show them how much you care each day. As we are none guarenteed tommorrow! That is why i think this journal idea is so wonderful, This is my daily devotion to my Master whatever that may be or how simple it may be *smiles* So for those that read this just please show those you care about how much they mean to you if it's just a simple e mail phone call or card to let them know you are thinking of them. So in closing I just want to tell my beloved Master how much he is cherished adored and loved. Master your slut loves you so very much and growing with you in O/our chosen journey each and every day. I guess you could say my lesson of the day is humility, patience and letting go of worry of things unknown. Master has lovingly pointed these out to me today and I know it's defiantely something I need to work on. Humility in letting go of my bitch ego with him humbling myself offering myself fully to him with no reservations, patience with myself as well as others when I am feeling frusterated and not worrying what is in the future when it is not here yet to live in today! Thank you my loving Master for your loving guidence, patience, understanding and infinante wisdom. You are loved and cherished Master     Love Always Your dark slut

This is my first entry into my online journal and new to this so bear with me *smiles* I created this place for me to write for my loving Master Silent Dark Wolfe, I love you my beloved Master and love. This girl hopes this pleases you *smile* I would like to start my first entry on a hard lesson I learned yesterday with Master. I will explain first for those that read this a little on my background as it does pertain to what lessons I am learning as I go along. I have been active in lifestyle for some years now. And had always thought myself to be a Switch. I always knew that my submissive side outweighed my Domme side. But I guess you could say being a Domme in scenes and play with others came so naturally to me. i struggled with this conflict for a long time. I always said i would NEVER let any man control me totally! That I would never submit fully to anyone ever! Boy was I wrong about that..lol . This was my opinion until I was reunited with my online Master after a long seperation. In our past together he had always allowed my switch side to be an active part of our life together. I was a submissive to him but as I said before never fully let go to him. Well little did I know or was I expecting that things were gonna drastically change! When we were reunited was the most wonderful moment of my life behind the birth of my beautiful daughter chloe :) i felt a new level of dedication to this Man and inside of me something just clicked and was different in me. I knew I wanted to give to him fully everything I am. But I had not yet fully embraced the thought of being his slave. it has been a really wonderful but hard experience for me. Me being a headstrong stubborn bitch type, But lets just say master knows exactly how to keep that bitch in place as i learned the hard way yesterday!! The realization in that moment what I was doing and what was going on inside me hit me like a ton of bricks! So many mixed emotions and so much at moment didnt understand. But thankfully Master did and knew exactly how to comfort me through it. I realize now I was trying to top from the bottom, I was trying to manipulate him into what I desired instead of what he desired. And he stopped me dead in my tracks. I had never been done this way by anyone and had never had anyone have the effect on me as he does! I couldnt explain it I was so overwhelmed in emotion. I was full of rage as well as tears. I  was like a wounded pup or a child that didn't get it's way. The feelings inside were so powerful wasn't sure I could bear them at moment. But Master being the loving nurturing man and wise man he is knew exactly when to stop. It took me a little time to think about what I did and why. I know now that I was just doing what I have always done and was used to getting away with. And that now I have vowed myself heart mind body and soul to my Master, and I am now his to do with as he sees fit. I love him completely and do wish to strive each day to be the best I can be. To learn and grow into the beautiful strong loving devoted slave, my Master knows I can be. The best way I can describe what I was feeling is mere growing pains as I learn hard lessons. i know these lessons do not have to be hard now. That they are only hard when I refuse to let go and allow them to happen gradually and naturally. When I fight myself and Masters will for me is when that type of emotional pain comes. My Master loves me and wants what is best for me I know I can fully trust him with all that I am and will be. I am just too stubborn for my own good most times. I realize now that he is not changing who I am. But merely shaping and molding what is already there into the most beautiful and cherished woman he knows I can be and will be. I don't know if I am explaining this right or not, or if others may disagree with me or those that know me may view me differently. But I do not care about that. I only care that I am doing to the best of my ability what my Master has asked of me *smiles* But to me this stage I am currently at the way it feels to me, It feels as if I am a little girl all over again. That I am learning and growing all anew and seeing things through different eyes. dealing with all the bad of the past so that I may put it behind me as Master holds my little hand through it all. Knowing that once I am through all those years of pain I will never again have to relive that hell. I know that Master loves me and protects me through all of this and always is there to guide me in the direction he knows I need to go. When I am uncertain and scared I may try to put on a brave face to others but my Master knows my heart and soul, and he is there to nurture it and fill it with love and tenderness once again. To shun all the fear and darkness away that has loomed there for so very long. Master love I want you to know that your slut loves you so very much. And she is still very sorry for trying to control your thoughts or actions yesterday. I hope you know my beloved Master that this slut and bitch learned her lesson on trying to top from the bottom. And hope that in the future I can remember that the growing pains of change do not have to be so painful *smiles*

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