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Right, Just to make one thing straight. I am not a male. I am not a Transsexual. And I am not into MEN. There is no exception to the RULE and I will not write back so do us both a favor and don't waste your time. Thank you! |
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We can't change what happens, but we can change our attitude and our behavior. Self discipline and self monitoring is the only way to better oneself. Better yourself not because you have to but because you want to, so you can be the most loving and compassionate person you can be.
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BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU ASK FOR! There is a stirring within Me, Be very careful what you ask for because the morphing and changing may very well be something you dislike. I am fair but I am not a push over, don't like it? Go find someone else! |
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When I say Hello, It is due to the fact I would like to talk to you. I am not seeking to be your Domme. I am merely exchanging a conversation from one human to another. Apparently normal exchanges of words is a rarity. Please do not read anymore into a hello how you message then just that. Hello, How are you? There is no sub context. |
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Here I am again. Evolving. I have yet again morphed into something different than what I was. I have grown with strength, courage, and determination and I will continue to grow as I seek the truth in My existence. Have you questioned yourself? Do you seek to perfect yourself? Only through questioning Myself do I find definative answers. Only through knowing Myself can I know others. I shed another layer. Another beautiful skin comes off. |
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It all about growth isn't it? Growing to be a better person, more complete, more refined. Once you master yourself it is easier to master others. There is a difference between commanding respect and earning respect. Walk before you crawl and all that. Then stand up and walk proud for you have achieved. I dont want to have heros. I want to be my own hero. Be the best I can be.
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The journey has been of an interesting one this year. Reaching heights and objectives that sometimes seamed out of reach. One foot in front of the other. Slowly, slowly and everything is achieved. I have found some lovely people this year and I have lost a few. I look back on this year not with regret but a peacefulness that transcends to my manner. The following year is full of potential and promise, am I up for challenges? Bring it on.
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I have lost and found many things a long the way. I have lost things that I thought would bring Me to My knees, and yet I have remained standing, walking, forging ahead. I have found things that I never knew existed, hope, spirit. Things that have allowed Me to survive and rise above adversity. What a mysterious jouney life can be. What a fantastic ride. Dark times make the good times so much more vibrant and THAT much more special. Appreciation of everything is the key. |
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I am very reflective about life in general today. Being reflective allows Me to examine My actions closely and learn from them. Learn from mistakes. I take from the lessons what I need to learn and apply them to hopefully become a better person. I take full responsibilty for My actions. It is only when you take responsibilty for your actions that change can occur. I look inside Myself and I search out what needs to be found, repaired, adjusted in order to become better. Some days it seems such an endless task. Other times I am proud of the fact I am undertaking such a journey. For Me I needed to understand the beast. Understand what makes myself react and act certain ways. It is only then that I can re enforce some behaviour and replace others. |
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A warriors worst enermy, is not that of his opposition but that of Himself. If he cannot face his own fears, insecurities and mortality He is infact His own worst nightmare. Realizing this, He has only one choice. To be his own best friend and nuture and care about Himself as He would do for a brother. Only then can He fight with His full potential revealed. |
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Today I am blessed again with being reminded how lucky I am. I like to think I don't take anyone or anything for granted but I am gateful when I get a gentle reminder. Life is such a fragile balance. We have good and bad.
The bad sometimes seems to outweigh the good but just when you start giving up. Something or someone comes along and changes it.
Good times are a gift. Life is truly too short when we look back on how far we have come. Lucky for us good times remain far more vivid than bad (most of the time) and by seeing our own mortality we appreciate what is around us more. |
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I am strong. I will not break. This is my gift and My torment. I grieve alone. I rarely show My emotions outside of My circle. Even then it is with control. I do not talk about how I feel. I learnt from an early age that silence was My only friend. Strength was what drove Me on. My spirit could never be broken.
I will always rise when knocked down. I do not cry out in agony. I clench My fists and teeth and I bite down hard. There is no time or space for pain in My world. I refuse to feel it. Instead I rise up with fire in My eyes. Darkness fills Me. I feel it coursing though My veins. I am a warrior that has seen the world in all its guts and glory.
I am surrounded by people. People who seek out guidance and strength. I will never show anything but strength, courage and power.
Alone I must battle My demons. For I will not allow anyone to see the inner workings of Me.
I am a Spartan. I do not know how to give in or give up. I will not surrender. I will fight under the blackest of skies, under any conditions with anyone. Even if I be outnumbered. There is no surrender to anyone or anything. |
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Life seems to be moving in a very good direction. It's like a light is being shone on Me and it allows Me to relax and enjoy My surroundings. Every part of My life is moving forward. It's refreshing to be around good people who inspire and encourage Me instead of petty people and their petty games. I have always remained strong and determined. I always felt like I was just biding My time. Now I think the time has come and I am truly growing into my shell. I feel very lucky indeed to be surround with loved ones and I fully appreciate their worth and value. I am a very lucky woman who is blessed to have people I adore in my life. It's a gentle reminder of what really is important. |
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Things happen for a reason. I believe that. I believe that there are unexplained forces working in our lives. Maybe it is Quantium physics or maybe it is something else. Whatever the force is that is working. I feel I am very lucky indeed! |
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