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CyanideCyan

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CyanideCyan - Female Submissive, Dillsburg Pennsylvania | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

About CyanideCyan

Pictures are available once I get to know you, but they are G rated. With my job I have to be careful.



New year, new profile. A lot has changed so I figured it was time for an overhaul. First of all, this is going to sound like one giant disclaimer, but I'm very upfront with my 'undesirable characteristics' in hopes of meeting less people but more of the right people.
OMG#1 So first of all, yes I am bi-sexual however please do not cast me in your dirty girl sundae porno. I'm a monogamous creature by nature. I love one person at a time and I don't sleep with people I don't love. That being said, under the right circumstances over time friend with benefits opportunities have presented themselves. I currently have a FWB partner and if that is going to make you insecure then I apologize, but I am not the girl for you. That being said- if I were to find someone to date with serious intent that would stop.
OMGFact#2: I have Borderline Personality Disorder (OMG you're like Susanna Casen from Girl Interrupted?!) No. I am however more sensitive than most people, and I require a bit of reassurance. If you're looking for someone to talk to twice a month when the moon is in it's 4th phase in front of Venus, that connection isn't going to be built. Why? I'm going to assume you're not interested. This can be solved by talking. I am also an emotional person, but I am working on my mental stuff and 95% of the time I deal with this stuff on my own. 5% of the time if you hug me and watch a movie with me it'll make me feel better and I'll love and snuggle and lay my head in your lap like a kitten. I am insecure, if you throw me a compliment and I look away I am not prying for further attention. I just don't see it. I don't like the way I look (Working on losing weight) and I don't like that I'm emotional and needy, these things do not make me feel good so please don't guilt trip me about it (Talking is fine, such as: Hun, you've been texting me everyday this week, I need a few days of space. What is not fine: God you are so clingy, leave me the fuck alone!) Got it?
OmgFact#3: I'm not going to get into details but I have had a rough life. Please do not do creepy things. This includes following me home, insisting I do things with you that I'm not ready for, do nothing but talking about sex. I keep pepper spray on my keychain- I've never had to use it but if you're intending to throw someone in your trunk I am not the girl.
OmgFact4: I've been living in the D/s world for a while. I'm a bit of a kinkster (Ok more than a bit.) That is more than sex....I'm a very submissive personality. I have a hard time making choices, I don't usually make the first move (unless I find you like that then I can work up some nerve.) However I do not live a slave life. I work, I pay my own bills, I will talk to my family and friends whenever I want. When you're around I'll cook and clean and give you back rubs and generally watch what you want to watch and sleep when you want to sleep to ensure you have a good time. When it gets to that point...I am also a perverted little bastard.
OmgFact5: I don't want kids. Ever. I don't want anyone else's kids either. You don't want crazy people around your children who swear like sailors. Also when I need peace, I need peace and a little person throwing a tantrum about cheerios is not going to go well.
OmgFact#6: I'm overweight. 5'11" about 240 pounds, it's not pretty. I'm working on it. Wanna go on a hike? Cool I'm game. Lets go.

I think that about covers all the scary stuff. The good stuff is that I never try to hurt anyone, I'm insanely (literally) loyal and I care about my friends more than most people care about their children. I don't consider myself high maintenance financially. You don't need to buy me flowers and diamonds and take me to dinner every time we meet up. Who has the money for that and who would want to be in public all the time. Did I mention that my friends aside I am a giant ball of introvert?
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