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	I have come to the decision that I should re-write this profile in an attempt to start over. I am a submissive female who has not served in quite awhile, but I do still have the desire to serve and be trained to serve. I am also a submissive female who has a demanding job and a child. I am not available for 24/7 or long-term relationships at the present time. In turn, I do not seek any type of living arrangement, nor do I seek someone to provide my living expenses. I have a very in-depth understanding of the dynamics of a D/s relationship and relationships in general. I have learned to be independent and function quite well solo. As a result, I serve best when the Dom is patient, intelligent and creative. I am not a pure masochist and do not seek a pure sadist. While varying levels of pain and discomfort are involved in activities and I accept such, those should not be the singular goal at hand. I tend to submit in stages rather than jump in with both feet. Physical, psychological, and emotional submission are all very different aspects of service for me. Each level corresponds directly with my level of trust. I also realize that not all Doms agree with this approach, but I am a very honest person and believe in being respectfully direct. I have a list of hard limits that has been carefully considered. I am not opposed to removing some of them, but only in the context of an established, trusting, and respectful D/s relationship and as a demonstration of a progressing level of trust. I will not automatically agree to let you remove items for whatever reason. This is not to say that I will not accept punishment at the Dom's discretion, but rather to make it clear that my submission is offered as a gift in the truest sense. I am perfectly willing to endure any activity/punishment within the parameters of already established limits. All that being said, I understand that I am not the ideal candidate for most Doms. I only seek to serve one Dom. If you should have any questions, please feel free to email me here and I will respond accordingly. Thank you for your time. Respectfully, cuffed

I am pleased to edit my profile today. Good luck to all and may you find O/ones worthy of Y/you.

Well, the holiday festivities are finally winding down and it will soon be time to rest. I am looking forward to some time to evaluate the past year and solidify plans for the next.

Time to start considering New Year's resolutions. Unlike many, I do try very diligently to reach whatever goal it is that I set and resolutions, to me, involve the resolve to follow through.

Due to professional obligations, I am not able to meet the expectations of one I sought to serve. Since I am not willing to allow him to remove a hard limit of his choice at this time or pay a tribute/fine, I am now released/dismissed. I have editted my profile to reflect this change in my status.

While I was on the phone with Master just now, I received an email from another. I do appreciate the response to my profile, but I must respectfully decline to respond to others unless Master directs me to do so.

I wait patiently.

I am completely frustrated with my job at this point. I wish to be more available to private activities, but my job is not as flexible as I would hope. *sigh* There has to be some way to come to a compromise with it.

I find myself in the awful position of doubting myself and my ablilities. I have not participated in such a long time that I am afraid I will not do well. I want very badly to serve well. I am just nervous about the prospect of doing poorly.

Scheduling concerns trouble me today. I am somewhat irritated that I do not have greater control over my work schedule. Well, back to the day planner to see what can be moved around....

Today is another busy day, getting ready for the work week ahead. I am looking forward to some vacation time next month. I hope to spend it getting some rest and catching up on various things. I look forward to the arrival of some new purchases this week as well.

I do find my mind wandering off again today. I try to imagine what uses He will have for me. I grow nervous, but excited. I long for Him to teach me how to serve Him properly.

Another busy day today, cleaning and decorating here. It is raining and cold. The outside decorations may have to wait for another day. I continue to search for items required for my training. Hoping to begin serving well soon.

Today was spent spreading holiday cheer among friends. I attended a fabulous tree lighting and enjoyed the day helping others put up decorations. I am tired and as I settle in for the night, I look forward to dreams of other activities.

Well, the holiday is upon me. Happy Thanksgiving to all. I hope this day is a joyous one and I do hope for a peaceful one as well. I am thankful I am talking to a Dom who seems to be pleased with me thus far. I have searched for quite awhile for one to whom I can submit.

Today I am busy with holiday preparations. I find I am distracted as well. My mind wanders off without any prompting. It wanders over to a place were bondage and service are normal and everything else is just an illusion. Would that it could be true...

Today is a day in which my mind seems to be on autopilot. I find it hard to focus on things for very long at a time. Various images creep into my thoughts for no reason whatsoever. Submission, activities, training, etc. Just simple images that arouse powerful physical reactions. They go as quickly as they come, leaving me breathless and still.

I have a very busy day today. Working and trying to find various items that Master believes are necessary for training me. Trying to find some of the items is difficult. I take this task seriously as I want to please him.

I am currently speaking with a Dom who is considering training me. He has instructed me to post this entry in the journal for all who view this profile. At his instruction, I will not be responding to any email from others unless he instructs me to do so.

I have been terribly busy working and completely unable to participate in any personal activities, yet I cannot put desire out of my head. It comes to me in the middle of the night - taunting, insulting, beckoning me. I fear I grow stiff and unskilled from lack of service, yet time is so elusive and fleeting.

Another sleepless night spent thinking about service to a proper Dom, One who knows that I find true freedom in submission to His desires and moods.

I have been searching all morning for the One who can make me His. I long for His firm touch and creative desires. I seek to serve Him and ache for the feel of His ropes. I crave the taste of Him and the sound of his breathing.

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