Just trying to learn more about BDSM & D/s and therefore who i am and why i have the yearnings that i have. i am learning but i don't think i am getting it. There are some things i don't think i will ever understand. No matter how kinky it gets, there still has to be love. i am learning my true value as a submissive. So if You are looking for a naked handyman don't be afraid to check my rates. i am posting my limits in my journal section as i learn them. i don't have to be micro- managed. i understand concepts better than most. Nothing is more beautiful than a naked woman with a clip board. A smile on her face tells me i am on that list.
i am kinky but i don't do that, well maybe not.
Ever be Mindful. With privilege comes responsibilities.
i have finally found my Mistress and have been humbled by how ignorant She has shown me to be. i have much to learn. i have found Her quite by accident, i took up gardening and there She was in all Her splendor. Some of you call Her; Mother Nature, i call Her; Mistress of the Garden.
i am hungary today, wanna bite!
i am not as freaky as i once believed myself to be but i am more fun than a barrel of monkeys.
i am thinking of creating a new ism, a belief system that is so fundamental it's whole creed will be encompassed by only one word. Oh and i finally realized politically i believe in a Divine Monarchy with myself as King.
i have learned that all people have value and because i have so many skills that are being sought after i no longer have the time to give free estimates.
It is almost the end of another year and the beginning of a new one. i will begin logging in some of the things, i think i have learned. i have found that because of religious beliefs, i am not allowed to worship feet. i maybe too selfish to be a good submissive. i maybe too self-centered not to be the center of the universe. i don't know but on a starry night when i stare at the sky and begin to spin around, everything does seem to revolve around me.
Foreplay should last exactly 57 minutes because i last only 3 minutes. That way if You ask how long is this going to take i can say one hour.
No lovemaking in the snow at anytime if i am on the bottom.
