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	i am search for a woman to devote myself too... to become her kinky little toy to provide her pleasure when she wants it and take her pain when she gives it. Over the past few years i have come to understand that a life a service is a blessed life. Outside of srvice i wish i could find a woman interested in role-reversal, and total submission. also on the FL with the same screen name

12/3/2008 4:39:02 PM

i would love to find a woman who makes you stop and quiver, not out of fear or desire. but because the are so self aware, and know exactly what, and why they are doing something. that real true power is something i long to find.

11/13/2008 2:26:40 PM

today was shit

11/11/2008 3:35:11 PM

fantasy and reality-

these words that seem to go hand in hand. we use fantasy to escape reality, and reality to spawn our fantasies. the two are so intertwined that at times it can be hard to tell which actually has more power in ones life. however it is difficult to live in a fantasy world, most our creativity in our real world comes from inside the mind. i feel the more we fantasize the deepened we can connect to the real and in turn deepen our fantasies. allowing the two too work in a self -replicating manner- like all things.

11/9/2008 6:01:29 AM

ideally i would like to find someone around my age to develop a life long relationship with. Someone to devote myself to and grow into. i am eternally patient and i have a soul of steel. once i am yours you will be my world. but it take time and understanding first.

Sometimes, i don't think its possible so i just want a really kinky woman to make me her bitch toy and use me for her pleasure.

unfortunately that's the problem of being a sub without a Domme - I have desires.

11/4/2008 4:41:47 PM

i wonder if being fixated on something draws you closer to it, or further from appreciating it. obviously you miss out on a lot when you when so focused on a single facet of life. But how else does one true succeed in getting what they want with out undying commitment.

if anyone actually reads this, please let me know you thoughts