CruelMistrezz

Happy Valentine's Day... May your heart be full of passion while your mind and body be full of pleasure.

Definitely craving a pain slut to amuse Me this weekend.....now just to find the time.

As you can see, I deleted a majority of My older journal entries from all the way back to 2007 because of CM's TOS. Never fear though, all of My information including missing journal entries and eye candy can be found easily enough. Contact Me to find out how.

My Personal Fetishes/Interests:

Bondage: Rope, Leather Restraints, Chain, Stress Positions, Steel Stockade, Spreader Bars, Mental Bondage, Predicament Bondage, Restrictive Bondage, Short or Long Term Caging. There is never only one way to restrain you, keeping you helpless both physically and psychologically is what gets My juices flowing.

Mummification: PVC Body Bag,  Plastic Wrap, Casting, Leather Straight Jacket & Leather Straps. Helplessness taken to a higher level, no one escapes not even you. The world around you continues to spin but you will not. So many senses taken away. I take away your sense of touch, sight, hearing and place a gag between your lips so you may not utter a word.

Discipline Role-Play: Mother, Aunt, Baby Sitter, Disciplinarian, Teacher & Confessional. Spare the rod, spoil the child... now I will show you what that means.

Discipline/Impact Play/Corporal Punishment: Caning (Raton, Bamboo & Nylon), Wooden Paddles, Single Tail (Whips), OTK (Over The Knee), Leather Straps, Crops & Hand Spanking. Perhaps it's the humiliation of being disciplined. Of course it could be the sensations during or afterwards that can last for a time as a nice little reminder. Some view discipline as therapeutic, getting or keeping them on track towards their personal goals while others use it as a way to get their juices flowing. My personal reasons for enjoying discipline is simple...I enjoy taking your control from you. Disciplining others feeds My Sadistic desires, My Dominant tendencies for order/control and physically causes My panties to get damp.

Medical Fetish: Sounds (Urethral Stretching), Catheters, Needles, Sutures, Prostate Massage, Enemas, Pap (Vaginal/Anal Exam), Anal Dilation (Anal Stretching), Therapeutic Fire Cupping, Therapeutic Cupping (Pump), Bladder Irrigation, Surgery/Cutting (Fantasy) and Physical Exam. It is unbelievably hard to be a good medical professional when your panties are soaked from such stimulating procedures. Mmmm have I told you that shiny surgical steel in My eyes is better than any diamond?

Body Art: Hot Iron Branding, Strike Branding, Cauterize Branding, Artistic Cutting, Cell Popping, Needle Design & Corset Lacing (Needle (temp) or Piercings (perm). Using My gift of a fetish for medical detail and My lust for art drives Me.

Body Mods: Permanent Piercing, Temp Piercing, Lacing, Scarification, Bisection/Splitting, Scrotal & Breast Infusion, Testicle Injections/Infusion,  Burdizzo, Infibulations (Scrotal Suturing or Stapling) & Branding.

Anal Training: Strap-on, Dildo, Plugs, Fisting, Figging, & Retention. If I actually had a cock, I'd be dangerous. Every slut, male or female would be bent over and fucked by Me.

Sensation Play: Slapping, Biting, Pinching, Kicking, Wax, Cold/Hot & Scratching

CBT (Cock & Ball Torture): Cock & Ball Restraint, Ball Stretching, Cock Pumping, Ball Busting/Kicking & Ball Crushing. "Grab a man by the balls and soon his heart and mind will follow." I live by these words.

Sissification: Sissy & Slut Training. Whether you are My pretty sissy gurl or My dirty little slut, I am going to teach you exactly what I expect you to be.

Water Sports: Brown and Golden Showers, Brown or Golden Enemas, Poo Paint, Diapers & Punishment Enemas. Wicked, kinky and creative is only the beginning when I start enjoying you.

Castration Fetish (Fantasy): Surgical, Banding, Burdizzo and Manual. I have no need for you to have balls....yank!

Toilet Slavery: Brown, Golden, Red Wine, Formal Setting, Food Incorporation, Forced Consumption & Human Toilet Paper (Rimming). Sexy, erotic, stimulating and intimate...this is one way that I allow you to have a part of Me deep within your body. Me running thru you, I view as a sacred gift that I allow the select to have of Me.

Smoking Fetish: Cigarette Burns, Human Ashtray (with or without gag), Erotic Smoking & Forced Smoking. I am a smoker, deal with it.

Domestic Servitude: Maid & Butler Training. Being My maid or butler is your purpose, your goal is to make My life a little easier by waiting on Me hand and foot.

Humiliation: Public, Semi-Private, ification, Dehumanizing Degradation, CFNM (Clothed Female, Nude Male), Small Penis Humiliation, Financial Slavery, Consensual Blackmail & Forced Bisexuality.

Sensual Domination

Body Worship: Foot, Stockings, Ass, Boots & Heels

Smothering: Ass, Body & Breast

Squashing: Full Weight or Straddling

Electro Stimulation: Tens, E-Stim, Eros TEK ET-302R, Violet Wand, Insertables (Plugs/Sounds), CBT & Nipples

Chastity: Tease & Denial, Ruined Orgasm, Keyholding, & Prostate Massage (Milking). So many are controlled by their genitals, thus I keep them under My thumb by taking control of those little bits between their thighs in so many ways.

Age Regression: Adult Baby. Mommy's little baby...need I say more?

I've been doing more and more body piercing sessions than sliding My cock into tight boi cunts lately...go figure.

Amused Myself today with some ball stretching, nipple torture as well as anal and needles......video and pictures will go up soon.

Craving some severe CBT and medical. Perhaps some needles, electro or maybe some ball stretching would be stimulating. Hmmm too late tonight, I will have to amuse Myself tomorrow.

After spanking a very naughty sissy slut today, this evening I will be re-padding My spanking horse. Definitely needs it after today's work out.

As My golden flows from Me thru the catheter that is deep within Me straight into My toilet's gagged mouth, I enjoy using My crop on his exposed cock. Helpless, unable to move since he is wrapped in form fitting wrap and duct tape....he can not resist even if he had the desire to do so. Such a lovely afternoon. Perhaps I will release him in a few hours. LOL

As you entered My door, I told you to undress then I took your hand and led you to My bed. Laying you on your back, I restrained each limb to the corners and placed a blind fold to cover your eyes. Pleased with My progress, I removed My robe to expose My flesh to yours. Straddling your nude frame, I began to kiss you passionately allowing My long golden hair to flow over your exposed flesh to give extra sensations. My lips pressed against yours, stealing your breath as our bodies fused together. Our pleasure sings in unison as moans pour from deep within.

 As My lips separate from yours, I reached over to the table next to the bed.  Eying the sharp shiny edge of the knife I had set out long before you arrived, My fingers wrap around it's handle then I sat up continuing to straddle you. Without warning, I slid My blade slowly across your flesh which caused a small line of redness begin to appear which instantly caused My breath to deeper more. Seductively I ran My blade over your exposed skin, causing more redness to appear slowly beginning to thicken and taking shape.

 Soon I set My knife aside and lower My lips, My tongue down upon your warm body. My body fusing with yours again, I slid My tongue slowly over your skin...purposely thru the darkening red essence seeping. My lips now ruby red from your flesh, I gently kissed till I found your lips once again allowing you to taste the result. 

I enjoyed using (13) 22g x 4 inch and (1) 22g x 7 inch needles to skewer a set of nuts today while they was suspended, being stretched. Of course that doesn't count the needles thru his piss hole and the sounds I inserted into his urethra beforehand. Mmmm and the fucking to his tight ass just after I spanked him. LOL To see the pictures you know where to go.

May you bring in the New Year wicked and wild....

Enjoyed using My suspension gear along with one of My wooden pony boards today. Really had sub r up on his tip toes to say the least. LOL Got a new CBT board as a surprise along with a new ball humbler that can be used for suspending the balls for a variety of uses. Very neat.

As we talked, I put you into position. A simple position with your wrists restrained to each post on either side of the bed forcing your upper body down while your knees was up under you in the kneeling position as your ass was up in the air. Taking My place at the end of the bed and standing, I began to stroke My cock even though a dildo I handled it as though it was attached to My body. Amusing Myself with the sight of you helpless, I grabbed your ankles and dragged them towards Me causing you to now be stretched over the end of the bed while your wrists continued to be restrained. Forcing your thighs apart by standing between them, suddenly I slide My cock deep into your sissy cunt...taking you by surprise. Grabbing your hips, I slide My cock balls deep hard inside of you.

As moans left your lips, you felt something around your neck quickly tightening. Looking in the mirror at the head of the bed, you see that I had wrapped a leather belt around your throat then tightening it. Fucking you deeper, harder...I began chocking you by holding the belt at one end while the other end tightens as I pull harder. Each time as your body reacts to My violation of your sissy cunt, you feel light headed as I take your breath away. For what feels like forever is only moments till I released the end of the belt to allow you to breath again.

What was My Saturday night like? My words above only tells the beginning of it.

I am restless tonight. Even after enjoying a new male's sweet suffering yesterday, all I can think of since the buzz faded away is that I want more. These 3 simple words keep vibrating within My mind. I have such a craving for such lovely wickedness that I am on edge. The sadist within Me is screaming to be satisfied causing Me to yearn for more.I often refer to My constant desires as an addiction...tonight just reinforces this.

I turn 40 tomorrow. Yes, a leap year baby. The last 20 years of exploring My fetishes and enjoying My submissives has been wonderful so I am quite curious how the next 20 years will be.

Merry Christmas and may your holiday season be filled with whips, licks and kisses.... MsPatty

Ahh I just love entertaining Myself by playing the condom game. What is the condom game you ask? Sending a slut to one of the bath houses here in Columbus and requiring them to suck cock while there. The number of condoms is how many cocks they must suck within a certain time frame. Even if the condom is not used during the oral, they must spit the cum into the condom and tie it off so later they can show proof they did indeed collect cum. Too bad the places wont allow women to enter...I'd have a blast watching. 

I awoke earlier from such a lovely dream.

So much intimacy, so much cruelty. The right combination to leave Me with such a craving to want more. The faceless male beneath Me, knowing that I am his guide to much more than physical pleasure. Reminding him within My whispers that I will lead him, not by sexually using him for such a short meaningless act but by pushing his mind and body further than it had ever been pushed before that will last a lifetime.

Until I know more, I will not be answering emails from CM due to a family emergency. Those that personally know Me, please keep Me and My family in your thoughts and prayers. MsPatty

Today as I sat upon My sub's face, ordering him to clean the crotch of My panties because I had gotten so wet sliding My strap-on into his tight ass a thought came to mind....life is good. Of course to make sure he was paying attention to his work, I would smother him with My even wetter pantied pussy for not cleaning My panties as good as I knew he could. What a great afternoon.... 

Ahh yes life in Ohio. Even though I thought I was well enough on the 8th to begin meetings again and answering emails, I found that I was not till now so those that have emailed will finally get replied to. Be on the look out.   MsPatty

Between being away on vacation the last week of December and this past week being sick, I am finally answering emails from here. Still recovering so replies will take sometime.

MsPatty

I am still moist and vibrating from enjoying My male earlier by smothering him among other things....-----------------------My Leather Sling/Swing just arrived. Yay for Me. Perhaps I will try it out today during some anal with a certain male I enjoy.

What is it with the forbidden and taboo that is so exquisitely intoxicating? Just a slight taste pulls you in and keeps you yearning for more.

As you lie next to Me within the darkness, I feel the heat from your body against My nude backside. I turn over to face you, watching you slumber so peacefully. I slide My arm over your chest, holding you gently. Laying My head upon your warm flesh. Breathing your essence in. Within the still of the night only you and I exist.

I slowly slide up against you till I am on top of you, straddling your frame. Feeling the movement, you wake to find Me. As you look up into My eyes, I crack a smile. Seeing Mine, your lips spread to mimic Mine. I lean down, our lips find one another's as we begin to burn with passion. your warm breath filling My lungs as our lips press against each other. My flesh heats up as I grind My moistening pussy against your hardening cock. Quakes of pleasure ripple over My body, deep moans escape.

Amongst the waves of sensations My body is experiencing, I feel My insides swell. Slowly, seductively the pressure builds attempting to burst forth from deep within Me. Tiny tingles crawling along My skin urging Me to release My fountain. So many sensations as I kiss your firm lips, enjoying the moment as I suddenly stand above you, still straddling your body. I feel your hands sliding up My calves, your eyes focusing above you into My own.

As I look down upon you, I begin sliding My finger nails over My nude breasts leaving behind slight traces of red only stopping for a moment to circle My erect nipples. Slowly, My fingers begins their journey down My frame...exploring every curve till they come upon the entrance to My hidden void. Gently, I slide My fingers into My slit and begin to rub My clit.

Tingle...tingle...tingle...waves of sensations ripple over My body forcing Me to tremble. In one large gush, My body bursts...releasing a flood of golden from between My legs down upon your awaiting flesh. I glance down, looking into your eyes as you bask in My gift upon your skin. As I continue to release, I lower Myself back down upon you...kissing you as I begin to grind My wet pussy against you again.... Our bodies slide against one another's as My slick lubricant absorbs into our skin.

As I sit here typing, I can still remember his touch, his taste and our night of golden dreams...

As I sit here biting My bottom lip, My body and mind yearns for something warm, wet and messy. Perhaps I will fulfill My craving very soon....

I've had a few contact Me needing clarification of a paragraph in My profile. It reads....

"I am NOT looking for Cucks, Owned or Under Consideration subs/slaves WITHOUT permission from your Dominant, Sex slaves, Doormats, Under 21 year olds, Drama queens, Share me subs, Bouncing subs, Do me subs or Financially Support me subs...what I am looking for are male & female submissives or slaves to entertain Me and to Own if there is a CONNECTION. I am quite selective so be prepared to prove your worth. If our CONNECTION goes further than simply entertaining Me then I will certainly not ignore it but embrace it." 

Clarification:
Cucks (Cuckolds): Why would I agree to cuck someone that I don't know nor have had anykind of connection with prior to deciding to turn them into My cuck? Think about it. 

Owned or Under Consideration subs/slaves without permission from your Dominant: Why would I want to use someone's property without their permission? Yes, you are Owned property or someone is deciding if you are worth their collar. Either ask permission to contact Me or fuck off and don't contact Me to be used. 

Sex slaves: Why the hell would I want to have sex with you? If I desire sexual gratification physically, I would use one of My Owned subs. 

Doormats: I am annoyed by those that can't hold an intelligent conversation let alone only has the ability to answer "Yes, Ma'am/ No Ma'am". I may use you and entertain Myself with you but at least have the ability to hold a conversation. 

Under 21 year olds: Simply a preference since in My experience I have found very few mature people under 21 years old. I have found them but they are rare. 

Drama queens: Not every little thing will bring on the end of the world. Deal with it. 

Share-me subs: So you want to entertain Me BUT you dream of being used by Me and My friends or hell you want Me to pimp/loan you out to any others I know. Worry about serving Me, not everyone. I am the one that matters if I allow you to come to Me. If I should decide to loan you out or pimp your ass, that is My decision not something pre-arranged.

Bouncing subs: So you go from Dominant to Dominant so you can experience anyone and everyone. No, not interested. This isn't the flavor of the month club. 

Do me subs: Lines like "so what will you do to me if I come to you?" or "I will let you do this, this and that" or "please do this, this and that to me". No, not interested. 

Financially Support me subs: No, I am not going to move you in with Me and support your ass just because you submit to Me.

If our CONNECTION goes further than simply entertaining Me then I will certainly not ignore it but embrace it : If I enjoy you so much to Own you and then somekind of romantic relationship forms then it happens. While I am not specifically looking for a romantic relationship, I won't deny it's happening and not allow it. And yes boys and girls, I do enjoy both My D/s life and vanilla life. Anyone that I fall in love with will have to understand this. 

Looking forward to going to New Orleans at the end of December.....wonder what trouble I find there to entertain Myself with? LOL

And YES I am that anal to continue to make this damn profile here on CM exactly how I want it.

 I slip into bed, My hair still damp from the towel drying. Thru the glass door you arrive, closing the door behind you and locking it. "Undress completely and come to Me," I instruct. Without hesitation you quickly comply. As I slide over, I tell you to lay on your back with your arms over your head. Leaning over you, I begin to attach My leather restraints and then locking them to the chain stretched across the head of the bed which spreads your arms to each corner. With great delight, I glance over your nude flesh as I take in the lovely visual of your helpless state.

Once satisfied that you are indeed helpless, I spread My legs and straddle your restrained body. Looking down upon you, I remove My bustier only leaving Me in panties. As My large supple breasts cast a shadow over your body, I feel your breathing quicken and your cock harden from between My spread legs. Leaning in, I gently kiss your moist lips but begin to work My way further down. My lips engulf your right nipple, drawing it in deeper within them till I begin to use My tongue and teeth to tease. As My pussy juices begins to flow, gentle nibbles become biting as your body shakes from the intensity. Suddenly I change to your left nipple, introducing it to the same slow tease as the other till I begin to introduce it to the same intensity as the right nipple. Licking, sucking, biting...My lips surround your tender nipples, going back and forth between them. My pantied pussy begins to grind against your throbbing cock, moans escape past My lips as I become more vigorous torturing your swollen nipples.

Feeling your warm breath expel from your body, I crack a smile and raise up from on top of you. As I slide up your frame, I position My large breasts over your slightly parted lips. "Suck," I order as I force My plump nipple into your lips. As you slowly suck My nipple, suddenly I begin to smother you under My breasts, My body. I feel suction from your lips as you begin to run out of air from beneath Me. I whisper, "is your life passing before your eyes yet?" Just as you begin to panic from the lack of air, I rise moaning and grinding My body against your nude flesh. From beneath Me I feel you draw your first breath moments before darkness drew you in closer to it's cold embrace. I continue to entertain Myself, teasing My nipples with your lips then smothering you with My breasts that you adore so much. After awhile of playing God with your life, I return to your ear again to say...."I want more."

As you catch your breath, I slide down your frame spreading your legs along the way till I land in between them. Quickly I attach My cock to the harness around My waist as I continue to keep your legs spread. I raise your knees above you for complete access to your tight ass. I tease you with the head of My cock, slightly pushing against your hidden place as I position Myself above you. Staring you in the eyes, My breasts hover over you, I slide into you slowly. My hips begin to thrust as our warm flesh press against each other. Deeper...I slide deeper inside you, pulling Myself into you deeper using your shoulders. I whisper in your ear..."take it, bitch and beg Me for it." I stop in mid thrust, deep inside you. Breath escapes your lips as you mutter over and over again..."please fuck me please, Mistress." Quickly I withdraw My cock only to thrust deep and hard inside you, continuing to fuck you as I quicken My rhythm.

My eyes close as I imagine My body is physically connected to My cock, stretching your tight ass as I fill you up completely. My body trembles as I begin to orgasm. Warm breath escapes My lips as I feel My juices flowing from between My legs, dripping down upon your vibrating body. Waves of sensations begin to become greater as I feel My pussy contracting. My lips quiver and waves of sensations roll over My body as moans escape from them, forcing out endless orgasms that become more intense than the last. As My heart is pounding, our lips connect...I feel your heart pound from beneath Me. Suddenly I feel you tighten and bare down around My hard member as you begin to moan louder. Thrusting harder and faster, I begin to feel a build up deep inside Me till I spring forth inside you. Wet....warm...slick...My heart races as I remain inside of you as I stop to catch My breath.

Laying on top of you, I retract My cock from inside you to remove the obstacle. I slide from between your legs to lower them, coming up next to your quivering body to lay My head upon your chest. With a smile I raise up and whisper...."we will be doing this again." 

Even several days later when I close My eyes I easily drift back to our last encounter.
 
I tell you to step inside, close the door and lock it, then undress. Without a word you do so as instructed. "Come to Me", I order and without hesitation you come to Me. I begin to put around your wrists My leather suspension restraints. Smiling, I said that I have some questions for you as I attach the restraints to the hook that hangs from the gallows. Nude, hanging and exposed you see yourself in the large mirrors on either size of the room.

I come closer to your exposed flesh, suspended from the gallows and cup your balls along with your cock in My hand as I attach My wireless remote control shock collar around them. As I do so you feel the large bulky metal contacts against the underside of your balls. With a cocky smile I say, "the interrogation will now begin." My eyes twinkle as I begin My questions holding the wireless remote. "Are you 40 years old?" I ask with your reply, "no Mistress, I am 46." Gleefully I blurt out, "wrong answer" as I press the red button on the remote causing a blast of electricity to go thru your balls and cock. Quickly your body jumps from the sudden shock of electro flowing thru your groin. I repeat My question, "are you 40 years old?" Again you reply, "no Mistress, I am 46." Just as the last syllable left your lips, the electro jolts thru your flesh once again. I once again repeat My question except this time you reply, "Yes Mistress I am 40 years old." As I bite your tender nipples I reply, "good answer." I ask you more questions with each wrong answer, you receive another shock that causes your body to quiver. Finally I ask you..."What is the point to My questions?" As your tall frame relaxed a bit, you reply..."I am whatever you wish me to be." Releasing the leather restraints from the hook I reply, "good answer."

MsPatty

 As soon as you walked thru My door, I knew that I wanted you. I wanted a special part of Me to exit from My soul, slide down upon your awaiting tongue then begin it's journey into your system becoming a part of you. Attraction is only but a part of it, the knowledge of knowing you wished to begin an intimate journey with Me of this nature is another. Our conversation goes from light to dark, discussing what past curiosities had brought you to Me. The clock in the back of My mind continued to tick, louder and louder counting down the moments till I opened My oven above you.

When I could wait no longer I walked over to My potty box and lifted the lid. "Come lie down and place your head inside of My potty," I instructed you. With nervous excitement you did as ordered, lowering the lid soon followed. Leaving you placed in My potty box, I went to the next room to leave you to your thoughts. When I returned, I walked over to My potty box. As you laid beneath it, you could see Me raise My black skirt as I spread My legs wide, exposing My void where panties had been moments before to sit just above you.

"Slide your tongue around My oven and breath in of Me to get acquainted with My scent," I tell you. Without hesitation you do as ordered. I felt your slick tongue explore the outer flesh till you began to rim My puckered button. Minutes went by but time seemed as though it had stopped if only for a little while.  "Slide your tongue into Me, begin to probe My oven," I moaned as I enjoyed the sensations of your tongue. My back arched as My body reacted to your exploring. Your arms and legs moved as you attempted to position yourself closer, trying to reach your tongue deeper inside of Me. I guided your hands as they explored My flesh causing My wet pussy to become a flowing stream down upon your face, your lips.

My heart began to race and My breathing deepened..."you will not eat today of Me but you are ready My toilet for next time. Be prepared."  

As I restrained his wrists to the frame of My bed, My body began to spasm. "How will I enjoy him?" I thought to Myself as I enjoyed the sight of his muscular body being helplessly tied down. After a few minutes, wondering how he will look squealing like a little pig, I began gathering up My tens unit. "Close your eyes," I whispered to him while I began to attach the electrodes to his balls and cock. "Let's see how high you jump," I giggled as I began to manipulate the voltage. 1...2...3...the voltage revving up as I turned the dial of the tens unit that was connected to his balls, then doing the same to the electrodes connected to his cock which immediately caused him to jump. As his body began to react to the sudden shock....4...5...6...slowly going further. I watch with sadistic delight as I assault his balls and cock with glee. "Squeal piggy, squeal," I teased as his body jumped. "Such a messy slut," I mocked as I slid a condom over his dripping cock.

"What a nice tight ass to fuck," I remarked as I grabbed his legs to attach My leg suspension restraints, attaching them to the above chains hanging from My gallows. His ass completely exposed, I continued to manipulate the tens as I inserted My probe into his unsuspecting void. A gasp of breath escaped his lips as My probe violated his prostate, sending visible ripples of sensations across his body. "Aww I think you need to concentrate a bit more," I giggle as I stop for a moment to put the red leather hood over his head and lace up the back of it so it was completely secure. Quickly I climb between his suspended legs as I continue to slide My probe rhythmically inside of him, sending him to places he had never known. Giggles and moans escaped past the leather covering his lips as I feel his sphincter muscles contract, attempting to push the probe out as he begins to feel waves of orgasms from his prostate being milked. As I watch his legs shaking from the waves of orgasms, I continue to electrify his balls and cock with a smile contemplating My next bit of entertainment.

After awhile, I removed My probe from deep inside of him and left between his legs to get one of My favorite toys. As I climbed back between his legs, I began removing the electrodes from his balls, leaving the set on his hard cock. His hooded head faced forward, preparing for what was next as I began sliding his balls and cock thru the hole on the acrylic ball press. As I closed the top of the ball press, I forced his cock thru the top hole to begin screwing the 2 acrylic pieces together. Suddenly he began to breath deeper, as he felt the pressure as the 2 pieces of acrylic began to come together crushing his encased balls. As his balls became so crushed, causing the scrotum to thin, the balls looks as though they had turned white. At this, I began to manipulate the voltage running to his electrode covered cock. "How old are you again? 29?" I giggled as he agreed by nodding his head. Quickly I began to count aloud. Each number I said I would press the acrylic even closer together, crushing his balls between the slabs causing him to scream in agony. 1..2..3..4..5..6...playing counting and squeezing as he squealed with each press. 25...26..27..28 as I pressed even harder with the final few that remained till I reached 29, the final squeeze.

The edge of My lips began to curl as I grabbed the sharp scissors from next to the bed. Opening and closing them, the sound of metal coming together. I began to run them up and down his cock. "My, you are still such a mess. The tip of the condom is full of pre-cum from that pathetic cock," I scolded. His body began to shake as he felt the sharp metal running over his cock then opening as I grabbed his cock head. Sounds of metal coming together, his body became ridged with thoughts of his cock head being removed. "Did you think I was going to cut your cock head off? I giggled as I had simply cut the top of the condom off exposing his dripping cock. As I laughed, I removed the ball press and the electrodes, followed by releasing his legs from the chains above. Finally removing his wrists from the leather restraints.

"Remove My hood then slide off the bed and get into My potty box," I barked. Immediately without hesitation he did so without question. As he laid on the floor, head inside of My potty box looking up thru the white toilet seat he waited. "Since I will most likely never see you again because of the distance, you will not get the reward of seeing My oven open." I said as I put the blindfold on him from above. "Since you are My toilet and I don't need to go just yet, you will stay there till I do." A moment later I left the room, leaving him.

Moments turned to minutes as I returned back to the room where he laid in wait. As I slid out of My black panties, I moved closer raising My skirt to sit on My toilet. From the mirror next to Me I saw his lips just under My awaiting ass. "Slide your tongue into Me, I want to feel you inside My ass," I order as I watch in the mirror. As his tongue penetrated My ass, a deep moan escaped My lip as I begin to breath faster. "Clean Me well toilet," I whisper as I felt his tongue become more vigorous. Baring down from the sensation of his tongue deep inside, gas escapes filling his mouth full of My essence. "Can you taste Me? Can you taste what I digested for you," I moaned. He stopped only for a moment to reply, "yes Ma'am."

FLUSH......LOL

As she strutted in My door followed by her slave, "what a proud owner" I thought to Myself. Once inside she ordered him to close and lock the door behind them which he did without hesitation. Immediately as soon as the lock was turned, he began to undress displaying his leather collar then quickly knelt on the floor. Her slave with his forehead on the floor awaited her next command.

After a few minutes of discussing what she has been doing with him, she explained that her slave is also her husband. After so many years of marriage, she had decided that because of his inability to satisfy her that she would train him to be her pussy licker. The flesh between his legs was worthless so she had been entertaining herself by torturing it. She went on to explain that while she enjoys causing him to suffer by torturing his balls and cock, that she wanted more ways to cause him to suffer. This was the reason she had contacted Me to mentor her.

I told her if she had something more comfortable to change into, she would find in the next room some privacy to do so. As she left the room she said, "slave make me proud by doing exactly what MsPatty tells you to do". Quickly I said, "get on the bed slave with your back down, arms and legs spread". Once again as if his Owner had spoken My words, he did so without hesitation. Once in position I began taking the leather restraints and attaching them on each of his limbs, securing him tightly. Helpless, excited and utterly fearful he lay there restrained as Jen returned. As she stood next to the bed where he lay helpless, I see that she had changed into a black leather corset, black stockings with garter belt and no panties. Her smooth tanned skin glowed in the dim lighting of the dungeon. Together, we looked down upon his bare flesh. After a moment, I asked Jen if she would like to know how to cause him the ultimate form of suffering.  Curious, she asked Me to show her. Smiling, I told her to climb up on the bed and straddle his chest while facing Me. Slowly she slid up onto his chest which caused him to breath just a little faster than before.

I began to ask her if she has had problems with him releasing his pathetic little cock mess when he didn't have her permission. Her answer was yes she had but she had been gaining control over this without a chastity device thus far. Knowing her next answer I asked, "Do you want to know how to permanently take care of this without the use of a device forever?" Her lips began to spread wide as her answer escaped her full red lips, "yes, I would love to know how." With a smile, "I have a wonderful piece of equipment that will take away that problem." At this the male began to wiggle around, pulling at the leather restraints keeping him helpless as his Mistress stayed atop of him to hold him down even more. The sight of her bobbing up and down to keep him still, all I could do was giggle as I reached for the burdizzo from the wall. "I can't see, please let me see," squealed the male from behind his Mistress. To his cries Jen wiggled further back filling his open mouth with her dripping pussy, "lick it clean pussy licker, this will keep you quiet."

With each step I began to open and close the blades of the burdizzo, the sound of metal echoed thru the room. Each clank from the metal smacking together cause the male to pause, causing his Mistress to tell him to focus or else. Once I reached the end of the bed, I looked at Jen as she was grinding her pussy against her male's face. Her moans lasting longer and longer with each orgasm. In a whisper I said, "grab that excuse for a cock so it isn't in the way." As her hands wrapped around his now throbbing cock, I began to locate one of his spermatic cords with My fingers. With My thumb and forefinger I held his cord, sliding it between the blades of the burdizzo. As the cold steel touched his bare flesh, he began to scream from under her slick void.

"Oh God, oh God...no," he cried as I smiled at his Mistress and asked her if she would like to solve her problem. "How does this solve my problem?, Jen asked. With a smirk I said, " once these cords are clamped for a certain amount of time, those pesky balls will die and slowly break down being absorbed into his body leaving him castrated."  Suddenly she paused, quickly lowering her face close to his groin. Slowly I began closing the clamp causing him to scream more from under her as she watched with amazement. The flesh between the blades began to indent till there was very little space between the two blades. "All I have to do is now crush, closing the blades completely," the words leaving My lips almost to a melody. At this her male began bucking.....she rode him as if she was attempting to tame a wild horse. "Your choice," I told her over the screams from under her. I looked into her eyes, she into Mine as she said, "not today but soon." Quickly we both began to laugh as she climbed off the now tearing slave.

As we began to release him from his restraints I giggled, "is your Mistress going to have any further problems from you?" His reply was, "no Ma'am. "

I have added more pictures to My profile...Enjoy.

Here is a giggle for you today....

A teacher is doing a study testing the senses of her kindergarten class. She asks the children to identify the flavors of candy they're given with colors. Red for cherry, yellow for lemon, orange for orange and green for lime.

Finally to mix things up a little bit, the teacher gives them all honey-flavored candy. None of the children can identify the taste. So the teacher says, "I will give you all a clue. This flavor is what your mother may sometimes call your father."

One little girl looks up in horror and screams, "Oh, my God, spit it out! They're assholes!"

Why is it when I'm craving the more extreme like CBT and Medical there is no one around to suffer for Me? And YES I do mean locally, not hundreds of miles away.

The BDSM/Ds community reminds Me so much of organized religion. Now I am sure you are sitting there wondering how on earth I am able to compare the two.

Both the BDSM/Ds community and Church are used as a support system. Both allow those that attend to feel enlightened, emotionally and spiritually empowered and allows for those involved to congregate on a regular basis.

On the downside, both has way too many social cliques, hypocrites, those that enjoy hearing themselves talk and are self important.

"Taste Me", I tell you as I unlace My bustier exposing My large supple breasts. Sliding My finger tips down along the curvature till reaching My erect nipple, grasping it, then sliding it into your open lips. Suction from your lips, bringing the nipple deeper within them as My skin begins to tingle from pleasure. My hands explore your restrained body till I reach your hard cock. My mind opens up to a more titillating desire that needs fulfilled. Something hard, something that will fill My empty void yet quite stimulating. I begin scanning My table next to the bed to find the tens unit and electrodes I had set out prior to you arriving.

As I attach the electrodes to your throbbing cock and balls I whisper to you, "Today I want to try something different, something new" then I slide a condom over the electrodes. Suddenly I attach the leads to the electrodes then to the tens unit and turn the voltage to 3, just enough to get your attention. Your body jumps from the sudden stimulation of electricity. Watching your body react to the pulsating voltage, My pussy begins dripping from the eye candy before Me.

 With a devilish grin I slide upon your electrified cock, filling My moistening void. Pleasure fills My mind as I feel you deep within Me, spreading Me apart. "More...suffer more for Me," I moan as I begin increasing the voltage to your cock and balls. I feel you jump from the sudden jolt. Four....Five....Six...I increase the voltage so much that your body begins to shake as I rock back and forth upon your cock.

Scanning the table again quickly I grab a needle and remove the cap. My lips part as I steady Myself, grabbing a nipple and slowly piercing your flesh. you let out a whimper as the needle passes thru your skin. The instant gratification inspires Me to push you further. "you will suffer a bit more for Me," as I reach for another needle. Removing the cap with My lips, I grasp your untouched nipple and penetrate your flesh once again. "What a beautiful sight," I thought as I continued to feel your electrified cock deep within Me. 

Reaching for another needle, I begin to grind Myself against you feeling your cock even deeper within Me. As I remove the cap from the needle, I smile and look deep within your eyes as I grasp My own thick, erect nipple and pierce it with the needle. The burst of sensation sends shock thru out My body causing Me to moan even deeper. As I push, the sensation increases.

Taste Me, Taste Me, I order as I slide the needle from My flesh leaving behind the flowing blood. your tongue slowly slides over My hard nipple to taste My red essence as I hover over you yet continuing to grind against your cock. your lips engulf My flesh, devouring My essence as I begin to increase the electricity to your electrified cock once again. Seven...Eight....I feel the pressure of your lips increasing as your cock is pulsating from the sensations. you inhale, I feel Myself going inside you, becoming a part of you. My blood joining yours, circulating thru your body. Soon I rise, rocking back and forth on your hard member, sinking My nails into your sides to keep balance.

Waves of delightful sensations begin to overcome Me. At first gently, the tingles flow thru Me as if I am just floating in water. Quickly the waves increase becoming much more powerful than the wave before it. Deeper...deeper...harder and harder the waves of orgasms escape My body. Breathing harder and deeper, I am breathless just keeping up till My heart is beating outside of My chest.

As I slide off to the side of you, turning off the tens unit I wickedly smile and say...."now that's My idea of a great ride".

Ahh My craving for females has returned once again. I find Myself craving them more these days. Alas it seems as though so many females are already owned or being considered. Perhaps this time around will not take as long as it has in the past.

Mmmmm low moans and dripping wetness...how sexy.

One of the perks to being born on Feb. 29 (Leap Year Baby) is when there is no 29th, you get to celebrate your birthday over 2 days....Yes, sometimes this is a Good thing. LOL

Since I am bubbling over in stimulation from piercing My Sissy slut chastity's nipples, I figured I would finally updated My journal here and brag.

As each day passes by I grow more attached to My slut. Mmm what wonderful things I have in mind to allow him to experience with Me.

"Come dance with Me in the darkness", I called to you after I removed the restraints from your limbs. As you slid from My bondage table, you crossed the narrow space to find Me sitting quietly on the bed. "Lay down in the center of the bed on your back", I ordered. Quickly you laid down on the center of the bed, looking down towards your feet where I am sat. The dim light peering in from the spaces in between the closed blinds, you and I are simply shadows with a voice.

"As you lye there, I am going to explore you. While I will not restrain you, you will not touch Me", I explained as I removed My panties and raised My skirt. With a simple nod, you agreed. Sitting up on My knees next to your warm flesh, I began to explore. Slowly, My fingers began their journey sliding along your frame. Finding all those hidden, undiscovered places. Finger tips to finger nails, back and forth to mark your flesh, leaving faint red lines to where they have been just before.

As My exploration discovered your hard pierced nipples, My red painted lips grasped the right nipple, sending you into passion's delight as My fingers continued to pinch, pull, tickle the left. Lifting My head slightly up as I looked down, I see where My lips had been by the red lipstick left behind. Watching you moan as I lowered My head once again to sink My teeth into the right nipple again. As I sucked, licked and bit it harder, your body began to shake even more as the moans of pleasure and pain left your lips. Hearing your moans, My lips found yours and I began to inhale your sweet breath till suddenly your hand moved quickly to caress My soft skin.

"What did I tell you?" I said as I turned away from you. As I grasped your hand, I told you to get on your knees on the floor next to the side of the bed. Watching you scramble off the side of the bed to get into position, I laid back and spread My legs on either side of you. Sitting up on My elbows I tell you to stick your tongue out and to place it onto My puckered asshole. "Now My precious, you will leave your tongue pressed against My asshole till I tell you to remove it", I chime as My golden began to flow. Soon your face is covered in not only My juices but My golden. As the golden stream quickly flowed onto your tongue, into your mouth and down your throat.

As quickly as the stream of golden began to flow, it stopped. "Now clean Me, precious", I order. Once I was clean, I sat up and simply smiled and said......"Too bad precious that you had to mess up. I so wanted to play more. Perhaps next time."

Come to Me My little slut dressed in all white. White panties, stockings, garter belt, bra and heels. So innocent on the outside but such a dirty girl deep inside. I know what you've been thinking about slut, I know what you desire deep within.
I hear a tap upon My door and I open it to find, My innocent little slut visiting as I desire. Come in My slut, you've been quite bad and now get upon your knees.  I know you've been having naughty desires, touching private places and most of all disobeying your Owner. With down cast eyes you reply "Yes Ma'am, please forgive me".  My reply is quite simple...."there is no forgiveness only correction".

I come towards you and grab your hair then place you over the end of the bed. "Face down, legs spread and wrists behind your back" I bark suddenly.  Grabbing each ankle I restrain them to each side of the bed, causing your legs to spread wide. "Such a pale bottom exposed in such a perfect position for access", I reply. 

you hear movement behind you, panic begins to flood your mind.  your panties are jerked down exposing your bottom. Whack, whack, whack echoes throughout the room, the sting from the paddle you feel. Ripples from each strike travel over your flesh. My voice booms within your ear drums..."CONFESS!!  CONFESS NOW SLUT!  Whimpering you reply "I've been a very dirty slut, touching myself without permission and looking at filthy pictures Ma'am." Without a word the correction begins. After 25 whacks My voice fills your ears. "Each time I am not pleased with you, you will receive 50 whacks." I disappear for a few minutes then return.  Now instead of My voice you hear another as well as Mine. 

Movement of the bed you feel in front of you. I tell you to raise your face and open your mouth. Suddenly your mouth is filled with a gag that is strapped around your head, you see a dildo extending from your mouth. your eyes raise to find just passed the tip of the dildo I am sitting, spread legged and waiting. Within My eyes you see them twinkling from excitement. "This dildo is going to places you will never go" I giggle. I begin scooting down towards the tip of the dildo.

The tip finds My wet hidden place between My legs, I gasp as the tip enters Me. Slowly, moaning My body reacts to the invasion of something long and hard. My moans stop only long enough to instruct you to begin filling Me up. your head begins to bob back and forth, sliding deep and filling My juicy void. Suddenly My words lash out "I'm NOT Pleased". As sudden as My words danced within your mind, the 50 whacks begin. The sting turns into thuds causing your flesh to feel as though it is on fire even after the last strike is received.

"Now begin again slut", I order. My body once again begin to react. Moans fills the room and the smell of My warm wetness fills your nostrils. "No bitch, your doing it wrong correct it." Once again your burning flesh receive another 50. "This time you will do it correctly or it will be double next time slut."  Quickly you slide into Me once again. With a slow, gentle rhythm you fill Me. My body reacts with ripples of sensations crawling along My flesh. One after another beautiful orgasms begin leaving My body. Waves of lovely sensations cause My flesh to quiver, My lips purr with constant vibration. As I finish out My last orgasm, a flood from deep within Me shoot out from around where it was once filled.

Heart racing, breathing hard I sit up. Remove the gag and present the sweet smelling dildo still dripping with cum. your mouth remaining open I slide it into your gapping mouth telling you to suck it dry. Feeling wonderful I slide off the bed and take My friend into the other room. you are left with a mouth full of dildo still slurping the juices from it.

When I return the restraints are removed, you are told to stand and pull your panties up. 

"Now My pretty slut in white you are released." I giggle as I show you to the door. Walking slowly you leave with quite a red bottom but a new appreciation for correction.

Personally Ive never been that close to a fire before so seeing flames shooting 20 feet into the back yard, electric lines snapping shooting sparks and windows busting from intense heat all over the place has Me quite upset.  Even hours after the fire has been put out the air is filled with the smell of smoke and ash.

Keeping this in mind....cheer Me up today. I have a feeling it will help.

My Southern Toilet just left and Im still buzzing from our time together. Mmm I fed him My brown and golden delights as well as busted the mouth of that bitch between his legs. Of course I filled him with My golden/brown enema a couple of times as well. And I can not even imagine forgetting about fucking that ass of his. Sliding My cock deep inside of him after he was cleansed by My Brown and Golden. 

Sitting here just basking in the after glow of all of it.  What a wonderful day it has been.